Thursday, December 30, 2004

I just stared at my hp.
I cant believe it.
I cant believe it.
I really really cannot believe that he's doing this to me...Again.
What happened on Missy's 19th birthday will remain a mystery forever...

Class pplz:Thx sooooo much for the bdae celeb @ Sentosa! And that wonderful coat! And that wonderful cake! I am so touched...

And thx 2 everyone who remembered and wished me happy bdae. ^_^

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Meeeeerry Christmas! Ho ho ho ~
Its my first december ,first chrismas, and going to be my first birthday celebration in Singapore this year. ( Year is ending lu -_- ) I had specially requested to work through both days ( Xmas eve n Xmas ) ... what an idiot i am.
Omgosh......I dino ppl here are so into spraying fake snow! If I knew...I would have wore a cap out >,<>
Anyway...i was expecting to see friends around town. But. Where the hell are all of you?!? No familiar faces at all! Everywhere was so packed...we waited almost 1/2 hr for Time Crisis, saw a long long queue outside K-box...restaurants all full-house. Wished that we had a car...n talking about cars. We waited soooooo LONG! for taxi. Anyway, my first Xmas experience here is okay~except for one little incident that spoilt d beginning (take note, "beginning" ONLY) of my Merry Christmas Day. *_*
Slept for a short 5 hours and went for work. Was expecting to see my bro...but he din turn up. No promise made anyway...oh. Ya. Den came d call from Mr XX dat brightened up my day. Some reflections that I really must state...I think I'm really really cheap. Cheap. Cheap. Cheap. Esther had been scolding me for using this word on myself cos the word sounds so low class n so bad blah blah blah. I'll elaborate ( that means, write one long n most probably not-understandable essay ) in my chinese blog.
List of pressies I got :
Ms Zhang --- Haunted Mansion VCD
San --- Xmas Card
Rina --- Bottle of pooh bear cookies
Wennie --- Ferrero Rocher Chocs
Esther --- Ferrero Rocher Chocs + Photo frame
Ma --- Brandy + Whisky Chocs
Grace --- Chocs
Vivien --- Dove Chocs
Kimmy --- Chocs
Mr XX --- A suprise greeting ^_^
So many chocs....what is a Christmas without chocolates anyway?

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Yes. Yes. Yes. Okie. I know this layout sucks. Its going to disappear by mid-jan when I start to spend time downloading new blogskins.

How long havent I blogged? I am almost lifeless...work - school - work - school. Totally exhausted. Just paid for my air-tix yesterday. I really envy those people that have rich parents that pay for there trip manz. Even if its only paying for the air-tix....its enough manz. And I hate it when ppl say things like " Har? Air tix now to HongKong very cheap what? ". I really really hate them >,<

I am so evil .. I really am. For the past week, I keep discovering ugly parts of Bonita. Its so horrible. I'M so horrible.

Singaporeans are rich. Look at the number of shoppers that patronize our outlets everyday. Omgosh...sometimes we don't need to serve them at all. They'll just grab things and feed our cashier with money $$$____$$$. How i wish those are my $$$....see. I'm getting evil again. Evil Bon.




Friday, December 17, 2004

Monday, December 13, 2004

Saturday.
Bro came to say hi @ Shibuya. Havent seen him for a very long while...almost 4 years? He's really good looking! Ha. And btw he's another Desmond Tan.

Sunday.
Aunt said she help me book the tickets back to HK le. That means...Missy is confirm going back! Wu ha. But not for long. Request for purchase of any goods will not be entertained. Thank you.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

December. Winter. Christmas. Birthday. All my favourites.
And now?
I dread them like mad ...
Its so christmas-sy everywhere ... "Jingle bell" here "Jingle bell" there ...

ANYWAY. Today's my 1st day back at Shibuya. Everything's changed. It seems that Missy is the only joyful one around...everyone's face kinda moody or down or pissed. Another girl got sacked last week, she's the 4th this year. Alicia's gone, Elaine's gone, Joanne going soon, Esther determined to leave, and me? Ai-z ... I'm leaving as soon I get another job!

My cough getting worse. Just like my face ... saddening.


Sunday, December 05, 2004

Stupid me. How did mixed up Katong with Kallang, Chung Cheng High with Dunman High?

Okie. Its fated. WHATEVER.

>>>

Attachment is over. Wow. Finally. My complexion is terrible now, and I think its all because of the working environment I've been at for the past one and half month. I hate the warehouse forever...spoil my skin when its already bad enough. Hope that skin situation will improve when I return to our beloved air-conditioned school...


Sunday, November 28, 2004

Zhou-Jie-Lun! Zhou-Jie-Lun! Zhou-Jie-Lun!
I cant tell u how great the concert was. It was just great. Great great great. We were sitted at Row 8 somewhere quite near to the corner of the stage. At first I thought it was a lousy seat ... but I was so wrong! I think he spent quite alot of time at our side as compared to the other sides of the stage. Wu Ha! The concert's atmosphere was p-e-r-f-e-c-t. Fans screaming, everyone standing and swaying and waving light-sticks, running to the front, 22,000 people singing together ... terrific. He's really cool! His style his moves his singing his attitude. .. . .cool but friendly. Contradicting but its true! The audience love him. I love him!!!!!!!!
There's plenty to blog about his performance ... but think I should skip this part. (-cos I will be saying the same thing over and over again...like how ichiban x 100 he was-) Anyway, we went into the Stadium without buying light-sticks. You'll be thinking "So what?" right? At first I also thought so...until I looked around and saw that everyone was having light-sticks. How could we go to a concert without light-sticks???!!! Arghz....we were so dumb. Aiz. Heng there were angels around...gave me 4 light-stick without charging a cent ~ haha~ when I offered to pay, he said something like "You don't have to pay...since we all like Jay and supports his music" , which I thought was pretty lame....
Okie next. We rushed to the exit immediately after the performance, hoping to catch Jay on his way out. Fans already crowding at the exit but after waiting for quite long, the Se-Q said that he has already left from another exit. ... Some left upon hearing this...but many still stayed on. We were two of them ... waited for another 45 mins until another Se-Q told us that we were hindering their work and asked us to leave. Aiz. We left after taking a picture with the cross that Jay used to hover down to the stage.
Waiting for Jay at the exit ... the 2 guys sitting are staffs. Wonder how they can smoke and chat like nobody's business when so many people are looking at them.....
A fan and a Jay's gf taking photo with the famous cross.
White lady.
Black lady.
Our original plan was to meet Ken after the concert for Ktv, but that stupid guy last minute decide to pangseh us by not replying to calls and messages. (-U were rude, I hope to hear a VALID explanation from u soon and it better not be a lame excuse-) Went PS for movie..."Taxi" was nice. Although its not a new storyline + I duno any of its starring actors/actresses, its worth the $8.50. Kimmy was laughing like mad ... she's mad anyway. >,<~
Spent the night at town. PS was like Little Malaysia..Malays were everywhere. Walked down Orchard...suprised that it was soooo empty on a Saturday night. Cine was full of idiotic childish irritating disgusting little young bengs and lians. Turned off.

I think I better start planning and saving if I really want to go after Jay...erm, I mean, go Taiwan. Yupz.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Bombed san & kimmy with the same old topics again and again. What should I wear for his concert? How should I style my hair (-and shld i style my hair?-) ? Will Desmond appear at the matches? If I see him, how? And a thousand more ... ...

Yes. I've been damn bo liao to come up with these 42 reasons. Topic is " Why I'm unable to see Desmond again?"

1. He's not in Singapore.
2. He doesnt play basketball anymore, therefore I won't see him in bball courts.
3. He doesnt watch basketball anymore.
4. We go to different basketball matches.
5. He left when I arrive.
6. Something or someone dissuaded him from going to the matches that I went.
7. Singapore is too big.
8. No fate.
9. Not destined to meet.
10. I'm cursed.
11. Because I'm only destined to see him once a year, and since that "once" has already happened, it won't happen again and therefore I won't see him until 2005.
12. He's in NS.
13. He's on world tour.
14. He go clubbing, I don't.
15. He live in the East while I live in the West.
16. When he's at West, I'm at East.
17. We are both at East area, but he's at home.
18. He love to rot at his gf's house.
19. His gf (-if any-_-) doesnt live at West.
20. Somebody up there (God/Jesus/Buddha/Guan Yin/Mr Ala...) is not happie with me.
21. His friends hate the West area.
22. He seldom go Bugis. (0-my workplace-0)
23. He went Bugis, but never go Level 3.
24. He went Bugis Level 3, but never walk past Shibuya.
25. He walked past Shibuya, but I didnt notice.
26. He visited Shibuya, but its my off day.
27. Maybe we walked past each other, but I was looking at somewhere else.
28. He have changed totally.
29. He became a monk.
30. He's a busy busy busy busy man, hardly have other contacts with the "outside-world".
31. He doesnt take bus.
32. He doesnt take trains.
33. He have his cap on, and it hid his face.
34. I cant recognize him because I cant remember his looks.
35. He's hiding.
36. I'm at the UP escalator, he's at the DOWN escalator.
37. He become AH GUA!
38. He's in hospital.
39. He's dead.
40. He's within my blind spot.
41. He's avoiding me.
42. He went for plastic surgery.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Wu Ha!
Can u believe it? I'm onlin-ing @ office, blogging away. Hohohoho ~
Mr Cheng (-my liason officer-) just left. Hmm. We didnt really chat about my attachment job, instead, I bombed him with lots of questions abt sem 6. Like when do we have our break, hw many days do we have to come back to sch blah blah blah.These are the information gathered:

- No common test week, lessons resume straight after week 8 break week
- Open house week before week 8, lessons will be disrupted (-hopefully cancelled-)
- Appointment with supervisor can be adjusted
- New Year Eve got half day

Missy can decide to go back for Christmas or New Year. Want to go back so badly for my 19th birthday (-my birthday is coming~lalala~-) but I can enjoy a longer holiday if I return during new year. How how how how ???

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

No Desmond. No, no, no.
The match was quite exciting, the 2nd match that I've watched in 2004, a new basketball match venue (-to me cos I've never been there b4-), attractive teams playing ( Sinkee + TW ) ... why isnt he there!? Ai. I never really 100% expect him to be there anyway. But ai... ...nvm. Wws is round the corner! Another chance coming lu ~ or issit just another disappointment?

*_^ ...

We celebrated Boss's birthday with him today. Meiyin (-my colleague-) ordered a cake and it was supposed to be delivered to the office by 1:30. What shit. It wasnt here by 2 +, boss was hungry and command that everyone go for lunch. We were like "shit, howhowhowhowhow...cake nt here yet leh...if cake come then no one in how....". Ho. But in the end we got the cake la ~ ha ~ that cake-man left the cake outside our office ~ btw. Prima Deli's cake sucks. It's ex yet no quality. Lousy.

I'm coming up with fifty reasons on "Why Missy is not able to meet Desmond again?". Already at my 36th reason. Will blog it soon. Wu Ha!


Monday, November 15, 2004

Lonely monday. Ai. Everyone's busy n library's closed...yew. Town is fully packed with ppl. Packer than sat...yew.

I'm going to watch match tml! Hoho...after a long long break frm basketball stuffs...may the passion never dies! Wu Ha!

-12 days countdown to his concert-

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Jingle bell ~ Jingle Bell~
Jingle all the way~

I cant go back for Xmas. Isnt that sad. Ai.
I cant go back for New Year as well. Equally sad. Ai.
I think i will drive all my friends crazy by keep repeating the two lines above. Wu HA!

I miss Xmas parties. Wonderful parties with golden chicken wings, cheese pringles, cheese hotdogs, different types of fishballs and lots of gassy drinks ^-^ The last party even had homemade dou hua ~

-15 days countdown to his concert-

Sunday, November 07, 2004

What is the difference between man and woman?

When a man is in love, he will do anything to make himself happy.

When a woman is in love, she will do anything to make her lover happy. When her lover is happy, she will be happy.

*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*

I've been on diet lately, and I just realized that I've become fatter! This is bad...think I'll just resume to my normal appetite next week. Ha. Btw...Popeye's Chicken is really delicious! Went all the way to airport for it (-with darling kimmy-). I love the airport smell...difficult to describe but ai, airport have the holiday smell. Hotel also have a special smell...the smell of high-class-ness. I always feel like a lady whenever I step into a hotel. Wu Ha!

Christmas decorations are ready. You can see them everywhere ... I wonder if they update their decorations every year, or issit they just keep them and reuse every Xmas? If they got keep...then how come it doesnt look dusty at all? Or issit because they put very high thats why we cant see the dust? (-What a question-) Honestly, I think that Singapore's decor are not really nice. Very plain... (-okay, some ppl are gg to say "plain is nice"-) Like no creativity at all...simply hang shiny whitish decors around, paste a big big "SEASON GREETINGS" sticker on the glass wall, spray abit fake snow and thats it. Ai. HK nicer, really! Gt seven drawfs on tutu train(-can move one sumore-), Santa Claus and his reindeer dancing on the roofs, musical castle and stuffs ... Wu Ha!

PS: My bf is coming! My bf is coming! My bf is coming! Missy is so excited!

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Everybody in the office is mad. I just discover 5 people that are wierd-er than Missy ... my general manager has a very bad memory, the salesman likes to mumble to himself, my senior gets nervous and stressed easily, the other uncle always have mood swings, and the boss's brother hates to sweat. Omgosh...ai. Am I the only normal being around?

Do you know that Picasso is actually a very perverted lover? He grounded his first lover and forbid her to talk or come into contact with any man just because of jealousy. He drove woman mad by loving them and torturing them mentally. Picasso would insult them infront his friends, but when the lovers decide to leave him, he would beg them to stay. And when these stupid woman think that he has finally changed, he will start to think of new ways to torture them again. Madness. He actually feel that it is a honour for these woman to be tortured by him cos he is PICASSO. Totally suck-o.

World is so small. Boss's bro knows Dick! Its a small world after all. But if the world is really that small, why doesnt I get to see the people I want to see?

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Date of birth : 28 Oct 2004
Duration of labour: 3 days
Reason of birth: In memory of somebody's love.

Baby is currently situated here.
Ai. These are the list of shops tt are very wu ha :

All-In-One ( Far East #04-47 )
MikLio ( Far East #2 Somewhere near d goat-milk ice cream )
JTL ( Far East #3 )
Archz ( Far East #03 Corner )

Collage ( Far East #04 )
Ambush ( Far East #05 )
Muji ( Bugis Seiyu #03 )
PeaceAngel ( Wisma Isetan #02 )
2 % ( Far East Entrance )

My boss finally found his conscience and decide to give me a lil bit more than $400...Wu Ha! Ai...maybe I will continue working for him till next yr then ~

I got my specs le. Hee. That guy is really cute...his eyes are electrifying! Wu ha! Anyway I realised tt my specs are abit loose ... think I have no choice but to see him again. Ai. Troublesome but no choice ya. Ai. Ha. Btw I bought quite some stuffs this week....and I feel soooo guilty. Really! Plus I nearly made a stupid decision to buy a $179 X-GIRL spag strap @ MikLio ... n speaking of X-Girl. Got 2 shops selling their stuffs!!! I'm so excited! But I'm so broke.................................................................................... >_<~

Monday, October 25, 2004

You wana talk about ITP?
Okay lets talk about ITP.
My attachment totally sucks. Its all physical work. I pack goods, carry goods, count goods, flatten paper boxes, run frm this warehouse to that warehouse and not even a chair for me to sit. Lunch break was delayed till 2.30, and only left the warehouse @ 6:40. Very shit. I think I confirm slim down after 6 weeks.

Wu ha. Paid for my glasses le ... $140. The guy that did the eye-test thingy on me was cute. Wu ha. But he's Malaysian ... ... ai. ~

Wu hA!

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Its getting cold. Ai.

Autumn now...and my favourite season is on its way. Yeah. The season to put on boots, wear snow caps, scarfs, layers of clothings, heavy jackets with furry hoods + + + + ... woo ! Winter is always the best ^_^

Boss isnt in Singapore and wun return till thurs. What am I suppose to do in the office for the first four days then? Rot? Read a book? Wash toilet?

Just to let you know, my chinese blog is updated thrice a week. Wu ha!

Monday, October 18, 2004

...
You say you lost her.
...
Well.
Have you had her before?
You almost did, but you didn't.
...
Hey...mr X. I've a letter for you. Take care boy.

Saturday, October 16, 2004

I have went through all the trouble to search, select and compile the following pic... Ta Da! Here it is....Missy collection of hairstyle for 2002-2004!

Yes. I am that bo liao. Whahahaha.

Friday, October 15, 2004

Diet. I need to slim down. All thanks to this stupid hair I have now...it make my face look fat and very round. Tsk.

Wennie and me went to the market opposite centerpoint yesterday. Omgosh...! Everything smells nice! We ate 6 BBQ chicken wings, oyster omelete, teh tarik w/ice...damn full after tt. The black pepper crab, stingray and cai tao kuey looks nice also. Oh. Wennie is very into eating all of sudden. She even booked me for Sakae and nydc. Said she wana grow fat. Har har.

Okie. Today. Another day of talent-scouting. I kinda get the tactic in scouting , after 4 days of torture. Number One, I myself need to put on make-up and look mature, like that easier to bluff ppl. And forget about scouting Chinese ... Malays, Indians, Indonesians are much 'on' than Chinese. Last but not least...never mention about pay or fee or whatever money matters. Never, never, never.

Oh. I just ~H2O+ mud mask. Ex. Broke. Bye.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Saturday, October 09, 2004

$420/mth.
$105/week.
$19.09090909/day.
$2.1212121/hr.

I can't believe that my beloved boss is going to treat me like that.




Friday, October 08, 2004

Jeans. $53.10.
Top. $23.00.
Bracelet. $3.90.

Panda's accompany. Priceless.

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

I bought NQMM album, reserved a pair of jeans, ate my 3 meals and drank Rockery.

I'm learning to pamper myself. I have to love myself before I learn to love others. SO before I master this...I'm going to love nobody else but me, me and me!

Ahem. About the talent-scouting job. Wow. Its really good money. Fun + abit tiring. My conclusion of the day : "Singapore girls can get really mean and bitchy if they want to. " I was kind of shoo-ed off by a few not-so-pretty-but-think-they-very-pretty-cos-they-gt-put-makeup girls. Turn off manz.




Monday, October 04, 2004

Lets all wish Kimmy happie birthday! Happie birthday girl ~ keep smiling ^_^

Heard alot of complaints about boss. Alot of people are quitting Shibuya jobs...be it full-time or part-time. I wana quit too ... but am being tied down due to the attachment thingy. Sucks manz. Shibuya now got alot of irritating policies and rules which turns everybody off...
>>
1. Deducting our allowance if we fall sick with or without MC
2. Dock $20 from pay if we are sick without MC
3. No sms-ing
4. No sitting down in the boutique counter...even if there are no customers coming in
5. Transfering people here and there...without asking our consent
6. Low pay + no 1.5 rate pay on Public Hols!
>>
Haix. When attachment starts...I'm sure bullied one...confirm transfer here and there. Sucks manz.

Btw...wennie is so nice to me today ~ she bought me food! Haha...i'll forgive her for not giving me mooncakes. Ha. I'm so touched manz...just when i was starving and dying half way. She's here to save me! Ha...anyway we n elin went KTV on thurs. Took some pics. Will upload by tml so u guys can see THEIR pic k. Kakaka~

Thursday, September 30, 2004

Okie. As requested, this was what happened. I reported @ 3 sharp, waited for 15 minutes before it was my turn for d interview. There were 3 Malays n 1 indian n 1 chinese(-that's me-) in the waiting room. So anyway ~ I was interviewed by this girl named Karen. Quite young n sweet, but think her make-up spoils her skin. Wrinkles here n there. Ha.

The interview was quite short. Showed me portfolios...photos...brief me on the modeling courses n stuffs. I tried to look interested. She tried to keep the smile on her face, hmmm. But she look bored to me ya. Kinda like routine work to her bah. Anyway... she said sth like they're nt looking for those perfect girls as models cos their company only do advertisement ads and photo shooting, plus make-up can transform plain janes blah blah blah. Ha. I was asked to attend a 6 week modeling course, FOC of cos, on every sundays only. It sounds okay...but worst ting is tt u have to prepare a 3 inch high heels n a set of professional make-ups tt will cost me ard $300 - $500. Omg. Forget it manz. So ex.

Anyway she offered me another job ar. Do talent-scouting on the streets, $2.50 per name + hp I get. Good money short hours. Hmmm. Still thinking abt it leh. Nt sure shld I go sia...

Why is it that the earlier u sleep, the tired-er u become? *Yawnz*

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Worried abt my frenz. Worried abt Ching...esp after reading her blog.

Worried Worried Worried.

Shld I give her a call?
Okie. Just came back from d filming of Alex n gang's project. Was quite fun ... kinda one-day tour around Bt panjang. Plus we got an ice-cream treat from d director. Ha. Lots of NGs and laughs here n there ... anticipating to see the final product!

I just received an email regarding the ITP. Said tt they were unable to allocate me for the itp tingy. Duno what they'll do wif me nw...if they're gg to put me in school for inhouse, its good news for me. If nt ... then its terrible news. I wun wana do my itp next yr ar.....


Thursday, September 23, 2004

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

They're both convinced that a sudden passion joined them. Such certainty is more beautiful, but uncertainty is more beautiful still.

Since they'd never met before, they're sure that there'd been nothing between them. But what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways-- perhaps they've passed by each other a million times?

I want to ask them if they don't remember-- a moment face to face in some revolving door? perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd? a curt "wrong number"caught in the receiver?-- but I know the answer. No, they don't remember.

They'd be amazed to hear that Chance has been toying with them now for years.

Not quite ready yet to become their Destiny, it pushed them close, drove them apart, it barred their path, stifling a laugh, and then leaped aside.

There were signs and signals, even if they couldn't read them yet. Perhaps three years ago or just last Tuesday a certain leaf fluttered from one shoulder to another? Something was dropped and then picked up. Who knows, maybe the ball that vanished into childhood's thicket?

There were doorknobs and doorbells where one touch had covered another beforehand. Suitcases checked and standing side by side. One night. perhaps, the same dream, grown hazy by morning.

Every beginning is only a sequel, after all, and the book of events is always open halfway through.

- Wieslawa Szymborska -

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Saw Tiang Hui on the bus on Monday. She said she's working as a freelance make-up artist. Wow.

Feel like having a Crescent Reunion. Gather all my friends(or so-called "friends") together, see what they look like now, what they're doing, got bf anot, married or single blah blah blah...bt hmm. After all this Q & A session, dun tink we will have much to say after tt ya....

Still tinking whether to return to HK for Xmas...

Sunday, September 19, 2004

My short term goals
  • Pay for Jay's concert tix
  • Pay debts ( phone bills, the $ that i owe my aunt...)
  • Buy that Topshop jeans tt Lin helped me reserved
  • Get myself a discman as X'mas pressie
  • Get a hair cut

My not-so-long term goals

  • Be a event coordinator
  • Be a basketball referee
  • Have a minimum balance of $1000 in my acc

My long term goals

  • Be part of the music industry
  • Be part of the society
  • Leave Singapore
  • Have a minimum balance of $50 000 in my acc

Monday, September 13, 2004

I haven blog for soooo many days!?!?! Lotsa stuffs to write then... >,<

Fri : Went huimin's previous house to use their facilities. Wanted to swim actually...but it was drizzling and the guard called us to get out of the pool so the five of us went Sauna! Ha...it was rather enjoyable. What can a bunch of girls do together? Gossip! We shared secrets (*shhhh*) ... talked about our past ... shared juicy gossips n stuffs ~ ha. Sauna is good manz. Really sweat out. Dengli even say i look skinnier after I walk out from the Sauna (?) ...

Went FE to get my pay, end up kana stuck there for ard 25 minz cos Shibuya was busy and short of staff. So ~ I stayed for awhile to help out (*wonder if they'll pay for my 25 mins spent there...ho*). Oh and thx for Huimin for pei-ing me stay @ Shibuya ~ ^_^

Next. Rushed down to Swensons for Ms Zhang's birthday celebration. We dug out and used all the Swensons vouchers we had! Ha ... ate alot manz. Chicken baked rice...fish baked rice...breaded chicken...fish N chips...black pepper seafood pasta...and a whole lot of ICE CREAM! (*eeee...d thought of it now make me sick*) We ordered the regular Earthquake...Ms Zhang had the birthday firehouse all on her own...omgosh...I cant believed that we actually finished up every single thing, come to think of it.....

Sat & Sun : Work. Working. Worked. Kinda bid farewell to my Bugis friends cos I wun be working @ Bugis for the time being. Hmmm. I suspect that they intend to put me @ Far East for long ya. Anyway...due to one pregnant colleague...there are alot of transfers around la. Not really happy with it but hmmm ... ... too badz.

Took quite some pics with Esther ~ again. Ha. We will miss each other...at least, I'll miss her!

Today: I have booked my bf's concert tix! THX to Huimin's er Sao!!!!! Muackz!
I got a big shock after reading the chinese papers this morn....my bf is coming @ Nov instead of Jan! Omgosh. Omgosh. OMGOSH. I started sending a universal sms to a long list of friends...asking around if anybody can lend me their mastercard to purchase the tix. And I'm real touched for the effort some friends made...they even help me ask around! Wow.

Anyway...I msg kimmy to tell her abt the "gd" news. (*I put "" cos both of us are rather broke for the mth*) She din expect me to get the tix so soon ... hmmm. By hook or by crook...we will have to vomit $300 bucks by the end of this mth la. Ya. (*Get tt..kimmy!!!?*)

Saw Shifu in d morn and realised tt i made a huge mistake! Ha...i thought he was going to USA for 10 mths...still thinking of whether need to buy him a farewell pressie. Well actually he is only going there for a week! What the....manz.

Anyway...I am happy! Happy happy happy!!! Ha ... duno what to wear to my bf's concert ya...

Thursday, September 09, 2004

We are going swimming tml!

Swimming. Swensons. Wonderful day ahead~

Hafen been exercising ever since that day @ Sentosa. Even skipped my favourite Fitness hour (*This is a lie*) ... haiz. What happened to Missy? I need to run. I need basketball sessions. I need to swim. I need EXERCISE!!!! Heng tml going swimming lu

Sent my ma's birthday pressie le. Wow. So expensive. And its not even speedpost...its just some registered mail. Cost me around $16 + for two little things ... I just hope that the pressie is not broken before it even reach my ma ... buddha bless...

I am so desperate for jeans. I've tried POA, Zara, Guess, 2%, OZOC and even Levis. Even Levis leh. Thats how desperate I am ... still got few more brands left on my list only. If none of them match ... duno must wait till when then can buy jeans le~ I love BlackJack jeans btw ... but its $349 ... should I be a bai jia nu and throw my money in?

I'm sooooo into movies lately! Watched 2 movies within 9 days le...still got more to go. I wana watch "Cinderalla Story" ~ "Jin Cha Gu Shi"~ "The terminal"~ "Raising Helen"~ and lots more! And again ... I will be broke by the end of the month~ haha~

Just now when I look into the mirror...i just realise how cute I am! So I started pinching, squeezing, pulling, squashing, twisting my cheeks and make funny faces. Then when I look into the mirror. I'm not that cute anymore. Sobz.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Wana eat sakae!
Wana eat sakae!
Wana eat sakae!
Wana eat sakae!
Wana eat sakae!

I wana eat sakae! I wana eat sakae! I really really wana eat sakae!!

Monday, September 06, 2004

Hey pplz...

How many absence then will tio warning letter ar?

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Garfield ratings : star star star star star

If Garfield isnt funny, I duno what is. I laugh throughout the whole movie...omgosh, its so nice! Dor and Ms Zhang say its nice too ~ nice nice nice. I dun mind watching again (-provided that there are sponsers..ha-). The story line is abit lame la...but overall the show was good. However...its not worth it to watch it on Saturdays cos its kinda short movie ... ...



Watched a great Jazz performance outside Taka. Wonderful performance by a taiwan Jazz band called the Just Jazz. I think the band leader have more than one lung ... he can just go on and on without taking a single breath! How amazing ... and the dancers were terrific.


Love just come when it wants to. There's no use crying and begging for Love cos Love is a spoilt brat. Love doesnt like to be ordered around, Love shows no pity for anyone, and Love only turns up when Love feels like to. Don't understand a single thing I'm saying? Ask Dor.


I'm half way through cleaning up my room. Washed my clothes, sweep and mop the floor, boiled water, packed the stacks of expired vouchers ... I think I'm going be bald soon btw. Look at the bunch of hair I swept ... ...

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Missy is alive online again! Ha...i on my laptop every morning just to play mp3..but always no time to online ah ~

Been working for straight four days le. I almost forgot that i need to go school tmr. Dun even remember tt today's sunday. Lots of wierd things happen these two days! All related to guys... omgosh. And none of them are good things. Therefore, guys = unlucky things?

Went that so called new market @ Orchard yest...issit called Newton Circus? I din expected to see so many people ... omgosh. The food is ex! But quite nice ... duno abt the Hokkien mee San ate, but the oyster omelete and the teh tarik are fabulous. And the oyster omelete ar...queue damn long. Issit worth the wait...go try and u'll know.

After tt...went outside MU. Just to chat and listen to music (-from far..haha-) We talked about FYP, talked about guys, talked about her bf, talked about alot of stuffs...i was waiting for a fight. Haiz. Too bad there wasnt any. Ha.

Many birthdays coming. Ms Zhang la...ma...kimmy...dot dot dot. I will be broke. Again.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

My supervisor is Lim Fang How. Duno to laugh or cry. He's one of those I din wan to have as supervisor ar ~

Went ktv with Dor, Ms Zhang, Zc n Shifu again . FIVE HOURS!!! Iz madness...but iz fun la. Sang really alot of songs. Shifu even went mad and did a very stupid little dance ya... ho~ Zc's fren Meow came too but she only sing one song (*whahhaa....London bridge is falling down*) . Hmm. Sore throat le.

Went to meet wennie after ktv. Finally dared to walk into KorKor shop! Seldom dare walk in cos he always cheat me into buying clothes ya...anyway found some nice jeans at 2% Far East. Nice but still not what i want. Hmmm....i'm in love with MotherFucker's zip jeans! Oh.. Wennie din manage to get her stuffs. Choosy and picky.

Finish reading 深雪's “第八号当铺”. Omgosh...iz just how nice. Very very nice. Nice until i duno how to describe. If San din told me about the tv version, i'll nv borrow tt book. Cried thru the pages. Esp about the part where the boss went to visit his dying wife.

Due to certain circumstances, boss is forced to leave his family to work for a evil power, else the wife will be killed. The boss pawn his "love" for exchange of a good life of his wife and son. He wished that his wife can meet another man that can bring her happiness and take care of her and the son for the rest of their life. To achieve this, he pawned his "love" , that means, he will never experience love ever again for as long as he lived. So this boss left the family and became something like an immortal...someone that will never grow old and live forever. He went back to his family once in awhile to see how things were going on(-secretly-), and realised that his wife is not as happy as he expected. As agreed, the evil power arranged for a number of good man to fall in love with his wife...but all were rejected by her. She had chose to live as a loner with her son...and her only pastime was to gaze at a photo of the boss n her. On the day she passed away, boss appeared infront of her sick bed. He din understand why she had rejected all the opportunities of getting happiness. He had exchanged his "love" for a pleasant life for her. She smiled and said...her happiness is having him in her memory for a lifetime. She had him, and that's her happiness. Then she died.

End of story. ^_^.. Never assume somebody's else's happiness.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Kimmy and shifu finally met! And it's a good opening...lets see what will happen next.

Monday, August 23, 2004

Happie Valentine's Day!
Ha...abit late le. Shld have blogged before 12...yup. Today's Japan Vdae...remember the story about this fairy that came down to earth and fall in love with a cow-guy? They were separated when the gods up there knew about their love...and only to be reunited on the Lunar 7th July. Which is...eh, was yesterday. Anyway...the sky is supposed to be clear of clouds and star-full. Hmm. I was quite disappointed though. Hardly saw any stars!

Friday, August 20, 2004

Photos are out! The negs are with Ms Zhang...and those taken wif my hp are here.

And my chinese blog is updated.

Spent quite alot of time at Shibuya these days. I still thought I was going to get sacked sia. It really pays to be nice. Smilez. Or maybe the one up there heard me? If thats the case...thank you! The one up there! ( HA~ )




Wednesday, August 18, 2004

I tell you I tell you I tell you!!
I tell you I tell you I tell you!!
I tell you I tell you I tell you!!
I tell you I tell you I tell you!!
I tell you what. My bf's will hold his concert here next Jan!
I'll start saving up now. Anyone wana go with me?
I'm sending my boyfriend a gift. Ha!

Monday, August 16, 2004

Missy have a proud heart.
Missy is afraid to lose. Afraid to cry. Afraid to let out emotions. Afraid to care too much. Afraid to give in and get nothing in return.
Missy is just the same as everybody else.
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I went shopping alone yesterday. Dressed up nicely with nobody to compliment me. Anyway...shopping alone is not as scary as I imagined. I bought a Roxy cap and a pink tee from All-In-One. I managed to ask about my X-girl tee. All-In-One staff say can try...but no guarantee. Hmmm. I have no money anyway. Just asking for the sake of asking.
I just realised that I will be stuck here for another 3 more years because of the tuition grant obligations. That iz damn shit. Another 3 years here. If my dad knows about it...he sure will say something like "That time say 3 years. Now another 3 years. Later say 3 years again right?". Shit shit shit.......btw. June asked me about what will I do after graduation...I hate to think abt all these stuffs. Everyone hates it.
Let me think ya. Right after graduation, I'm planning to go home for a mth or 2 (-Class girls coming along if I'm not wrong-)... then come back here and send in 101 resumes to every single entertainment-related companies / schools/ organizations in Singapore. Preferably some well-known music companies. Worst come worst I go apply for full-time jobs at HMV or Music Junction loh...and if really really worst situation comes, I go back Shibuya work full-time till I get notification from the 101 companies that I've sent in resumes to. Okay...so my point is. I wana get a job that is related to ENTERTAINMENT AND MEDIA. This is my first step to my bf! If you think I'm just joking , you are so wrong.
We're going Sentosa tml! Yeah~

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Why cant I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why cant I sleep whenever I talk about you?
Boyfriend!!!


Ha. (Er...ok. Not funny.)

I'm off on saturday! And I'm not happy...cos all my important events are over. Almost all the bball matches are over...there are no ENERGY functions coming up...no special concerts or performance or whatever shit. Really shit manz. Oh yar...got one la. But dun think anyone wana go with me. Hoobastank coming this sat at Siloso beach @ Sentosa. Not really really really keen on it either...I'm just bored.

Btw...class girls planning outing on Monday. Sunset Bay @ Sentosa @ 10 am. Dengi's birthday celebration after that. Interested pplz pls tag.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

NDP outing on Monday. Okay. There wasnt many of us, we din get to eat steamboat, plus we din even get to see the fireworks ... but. Who cares? It was fun ^_^ Took lots of pix ... heard lots of lame jokes. Got to know this 2 friend of zac ... a really cute girl and a guy that has great resemblance of Desmond.

I need to get happy. I wana get happy. And I wan everyone to be happy (-which is impossible-). I heard more than one close friends commenting that "we have drifted apart". And this makes me unhappy! I've been feeling much of a loner ever since semester started...with everyone busy with their own stuffs + work + boyfriends + attachments. They say they think i'm busy...and I say I thought they are busy. Haix. What is this.

Listening to bf's album now. Its really nice. But the MTV sucks like what.
(-YESH!I'M NOT DREAMING!HE IS MY BOYFRIEND-)

I'm dying to watch "The Village". Heard that its quite nice.

Hmmm.

Ahem.I'm dying to watch it.(*Hint Hint*)


Saturday, August 07, 2004

I nearly went crazy.
Nearly.
I'm scared of myself.
Someone pls save me.


Wednesday, August 04, 2004

天无绝人之路.
I think its true. After being so depressed last night ... Jenny called early in the morning to say that my pay is out! And today is the big day for my bf --- his album is released! Finally ... anyway. He is really going to be rich ... I heard from the HMV staffs that all his pre-ordered CDs r sold out! And the 2nd batch of CDs (not pre-ordered edition) is already all fully booked...so if anyone wana get it, they haf to wait till the day after tml. And they might not even get it! WoW ....
I told San a story that day at Mt Alvernia, about a little girl living in a tiny wooden hut with a wicked old witch and her retarded son. The witch hated the girl, and the girl hated the witch. The witch wanted to drive the girl away, but the girl is protected by some magical powers and the witch couldnt bring any harm to her. Everyday, the wicked old witch practices her spells and curses. The retarded son is unharmed as he has his mother's blood as shield, and that makes the little girl the only one that is hurt by the curses and spells. To take revenge, the little girl plans to......( to be continued )
I think I'm going mad. That wicked old witch is driving me crazy. Made another din early in the morning again...i slammed the door at her. Think she's going to throw coacroaches into my room when i'm not in. Confirm one. Small gas old woman.

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

No-No is in Singapore! My colleague saw him near Far East! Wierd..my bf din inform me that No-no's coming ...

I'm editing and deleting my entries. Whatever I blog dun seem to make sense (-i caught u nodding!-) . Cos of my lousy english?

Feeling lousy. Feeling bad. Feeling sad. Feeling looked-down on. Feel shattered. I just dun feel good. Issit only pms again?

Aiyah. Whatever la.




Monday, August 02, 2004

FYP is giving me headache.
Headache. Headache. Headache. Headache. Headache. Headache. Headache. Headache.

Starting on IC project tml. Pair up with Jac ... really happy to have her as partner. Hope she dun mind me as well ya ^_^ EPM presentation this Friday, then Tourism, then FYP TOR ... this is madness. Duno how I'm going to cope.

The topic for this week is "Things that I dun like". Start tml.

N pplz...i think itz impt that we Chinese can read, write and understand Chinese. Its impt to upgrade urself and I, as a very good fren of all of u, have made the effort to update my Chinese blog! Go upgrade urself NOW.

Friday, July 30, 2004

Kimmy came over to borrow laptop that day. Wow. She have changed alot...she used to be very lazy and pass up sloppy work. Now ar..even a 10% weightage report she also pay full attention to it. Yup she spent 4+ hours completing that stupid report of hers...hardworking girl. Anyway long time since she ton at my house le ... kinda miss those days when she came over, play midnight basketball at the CC bball court, get disturbed by ah peks @ 7-11,chatted till the first bus came and stuffs. Hmmm. I think she miss me too. .. right!? Ha...~
 

Sunday, July 25, 2004

Never...never never never go search for ur childhood crushes in friendster.
When u see how he looks like when he grow up..you will be so disappointed that you wana bang wall. Bleahz.
An apology to some ppl tt have to tahan me last week....sorriez ya.

Friday, July 23, 2004

Just came back from the Garage concert..the one that Ms Zhang kept pestering ppl to go...bleahz. Anyway...the band was nice. Its called the Performing Arts (- in short, Parts-) ... quite nice except that their female vocalists were not really outstanding as compared to Gerald's band vocalists. The guitarist in white shirt is quite cute though...n he can really sing manz. Talented guy yar. On the whole...all the band members are good singers...heard that they can even dance~ wonder issit breaking...?

Me n Ms Zhang did
manicure @ the one of the stalls @ Garage...ten fingers only for $1! Very cheap...i got tempted + persuaded into the manicure thingy...nw my fingers gt 5 different colours lu~ ha~ Ms Zhang's ones are pretty nice...with a cute little flower @ her thumbnail.

The pix are not clear...bt if u look really closely u can see our coloured fingernails la~ ha~
 

Taken from 2nd level...looking at the band instruments without the members...
 
Yixin's sister = Ms Zhang's fren = YiYi. Cute little girl. (-erm...bt we same age leh-)
 
Me n Ms Zhang in the train down to Aljunied
 
Me, Ms Zhang n Jennifer! She was @ Garage too....if wennie and her bf went then we can sit together lu~
 

Oh yar btw. My chinese blog is alive again (- thx to Ms Zhang for sending me the Chinese Software-). No matter u are free or not...please do read it. Improve chinese la. And btw...anyone got Dearboys comics? Can tell me whether its worth it to collect the whole set?
 

Monday, July 19, 2004

Tired. Finally watch "Windstruck". Not bad.

Listening to Spidey 2 OST now..."Someone to die for" is real nice.


Called lin just nw. Asked her abt my hair...she say better leave it short than long. N my fringe sux. Better nt cut this kinda fringe EVER AGAIN. Yup...tink she's right.


Anyway...i blogged this way cos i lazy to use my brain nw. Realised tt by typing this way...can save many brain cells. No nd think abt how to rephrase my thoughts.


Hp bill came. Wow.


PS:I still dun feel good. What the hell happened to me? Why does the impact lingers on until today?


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Dun feel like going school tml...think i'll write ching a letter. In the mood to write letter.

 

Sunday, July 18, 2004

Finally able to upload pix ... these are the pix taken @ HK airport...d day i was leaving HK...
  



Taken when i was waiting to board this plane in d pic ... flight delayed AS USUAL ...


San came to fetch me! Two idiots walking ard wif my luggage...trying to find a lift to get to 2nd level...


Popeye chicken!
 
Is she cute? Is this pig here cute?
 

Friday, July 16, 2004

Kinda miss the days wif class pplz ... the days when we stayed back in school to rush assignments, playing bball during breaks, the loud and madness-filled classroom. Miss it!

Went swimming @ CCK with the girls. Its fun! We spent like say...2+ hours in the pool? This time round the four of us really did swim ... had a great time la. Though the pool was really packed with kids from swimming classes...its like we have to keep avoid banging into the kids. The wave thingy was fun too ... erm but the water is abit dirty and salty (-yucks-) ...


Read through my diary just now. From diary 4 to diary 10...so many memories. Everything seems so long ago...but some of them are still do vivid in my mind. I can even picture the scenes that took place...hmm. And yup I realised half the time I was talking about bball matches ... ...from Tong Whye to Namsan to Huatien... I love bball that much?


Seems like I keep moving around from one place to another. When I was writing diary 4, I was sec 4 and hanging around at SR. At diary 5 to 6, I travelled from one end of Singapore to the other, just for watching bball matches. At diary 7, I broke with my ex and stayed away from home as much as possible. Diary 8 was at Clementi CC ... having usual meet-ups with kaiwen n guys for bball every wed. My latest diary number is already at 12. I'm starting to miss bball courts but yet still love to meditate at home ...


Anyway my initial purpose for reading through the diary..s was to check for impt dates. Ha. Cos ever since tt day he called ... I'm like trying to recall every single meeting we had! I think I'm real bo liao ...

  • 15-11-01 @ clementi cc
  • 21-05-02 @ hougang ave 1
  • 22-03-03 @ bishan J8
  • 02-04-04 @ ??


Hee. Hee hee. Whahahhahaha~~~ (-mad le-)


Thursday, July 15, 2004


Hee.
Hee hee.
Whahahahhahahaha~

I did something that was considered to be dumb last night.
Lin said I really sounded dumb.
But...I'm really happy over what I've done.

Guess I'm really an idiot ^_^

Anyway its my ex-bball idol's birthday today...so yup. Happy bdae to him!!!!

Saturday, July 10, 2004


Rina says usually, the one you end up with will not match with the description of guys that you like.

Hmmm.
I like guys with single eyelid.
...love basketball.
...appreciates music.
...know how to dress.
...have manners.
...filial.
...financially independent.
...have a big hand.

And my bf has it all.So Rina...you're wrong.
Ha ^____^



Wednesday, July 07, 2004


Today is 7th July 2004.
Tommorrow is 8th July 2004.
I've wasted my today away... *_*...

Worked yesterday.Again.Damn tired...I really need my 8 hours of sleep.Had a messed-up conversation with a Japanese tourist...its like I catch some words here and there(like "nihon"?"dewa naide")but i just cant figure out what she's trying to say. Anyway...I'm thinking of getting a handbook on Japanese...not those "-masu" or "-desu" stuffs, but more useful stuffs...interested ^_^.

I went school alone this morning. Then went home alone after school. It feel kinda wierd...but hmm,its not as bad as i thought it was. I cant say that I'm getting independent or what...but its a good start? After the long speech Ma gave me that night...I've been brainwashing myself,trying to tell myself every morning that "Today will pass faster than I imagine".

Hmmm. Getting abit stressed up these days. About money, about Fyp, about school, about looks...and with the stupidest and dumbest and ugliest fringe i have now, I DUN FEEL GOOD AT ALL. Haaaaaaaiz. I'll get used to my fringe I THINK...I HAVE to get used to it anyway. Blah blah blah. Feel like doing hair extension...not those bleached types. Think they are ugly n common......if i have the money ( which I dun ), I wana extend my hair length to about 10 cm longer! Esp my fringe!

Isnt it wierd? A set of 8-digit numbers,a normal notebook,a jacket that u've always worn...all these things seem meaningless until he comes along and give meaning to them. His number...the notebook that he wrote on...the jacket that he commented...hmmm. All these things become special. The hp that was always switched off at night...its now left on throughout the night in case he call or msg. Hmmm. Isnt it wierd?
Yup.I like this song.Again.
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day Girl I'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You're all that I need
Can't you see how I fell
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

Monday, July 05, 2004


Now sitting in an empty class...lesson suppose to start in 2 minutes time and yet I'm all alone here...wierd?

Anyway...started work @ shibuya again.Its nice back there...=)Got to know another nice colleague by the name of esther...all my colleagues are nice anyway..heez. She told me quite alot of her stories...hmm. Abt relationships...and we both agreed tt there are no true love in this world. Haha.

Kinda miss home...^_^ The old woman @ my house start to make noise again this morning...haix. Cant stand.

Monday, June 28, 2004


Okay.Everyone is talking about first day of school...think i shall blog the same then.Ha.Thought that I'll really be all alone in all my classes...but hmm.Got Huimin's frenz same class as me...duno good news or bad news.Cos its like people already in cliques,then I have to stick with them and be a extra...but heard tt they are nice people la ~ so smilez ?

After making so many protection and prevention...after all those trouble in getting the wen zhang(mosquito tent?)onto my window...haiz.STILL GOT BEETLES CAN BREAK THROUGH!What.the....then whats the whole point in using the wen zhang! So irritating...think i must do something about it. Any good ideas?

I believe in retribution. I made someone's life miserable...and now it comes back to me. I kinda dread going school now...like not as fun as previous semesters. Sometimes I think school is like work...if you're not happy, then quit. No point making yourself miserable about something that you can afford to change. But I still like school alot sia...think I'll be damn bored without Np. No rushing to classes...no playing bball after class...no walking to Canteen 3...no saying "hi" and "bye" to hi-bye friends...what will life become!!!?

Girls. If you ever want to get something from H2o+, there's only one single outlet @ Suntec City left. I walked around the entire town trying desperately to find the H20+ shop...Taka's tt one is down, Bugis' one also. I wana get their foundation...asap!

Just formatted my laptop. Now got virus again. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN SIANX.

Last thing to blog. I think relationships are sooooooo troublesome. Mess up people's life,hurt people's feelings,waste people's time....but perhaps thats the main reason why people like to get into relationship. My ma said if you have never fall in love before you die, you have wasted your life away. Is she right?

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Anyone in class PI 11, SS11, IC6 and NA5?
Formatted my laptop cos too many virus. Did backup...but think my backup discs gt virus also. Dun dare try to run them...HAIZ!Backup like no backup like that....!!!! Think next week will have to spend some time in school re-downloading and installing all the necessary programs le.

Great Singapore Sales now. But hmmm...like not really alot of stuffs i wana buy.Walked past the first 2% outlet in Singapore....disappointing. So little stuffs plus the sales girl kept following us around = irritating. Ms zhang gt herself a nice tube dress and a pair of shoes @ Paragon POA. I wana buy tube dress also ar!!!!!!!!

Miss Hong Kong. Cant wait to go back.

Thursday, June 24, 2004


Yup. Bon's back. Tired. But still typing away...i miss my laptop~

Hong Kong's damn hot these few days. The heat can really drive people crazy sia....that day my mei threw tantrums cos it was too hot. Madness right? Those who are intending to go HK please bring along ur air con....

Dramatic morning. Pa woke the whole family up by walking in and out the house...think he made a huge effort in walking and closing the doors as quietly as possible. He's lonely...wan everybody to wake up n pei him bah? Had a huge breakfast....steamed bee hoon + curry cup noodles + egg rolls + sliced pork soup. Went to get my cookies from kor kor(He's d cute baker tt taught me hw to bake cake~)...din got to see him >,< Haix~

Sth happen to my hp when we were on the way to fetch my mei.I duno what happened bt hmm...the fone just hang and refused to be switched on. Damn shit...cos it was ard like 12 and few more hours to my flight. Heng my dad went down to tt stupid shop to exchange for a new one ar~ haha~

San came to fetch me at the airport. Went to Popeye's Chicken for supper ( For me, its dinner. The meal on the plane sucks.)We wasted alot of time trying to find the lift and skytrain...damn mafan. But its worth it...cos P.C rocks! It's really really very nice!Ok...after the supper San pei me home and unpacked all my luggage~ i realised tt i really bought alot of stuffs lehz! Esp clothes...hmmm...bt there's still alot more stuffs i have on my wanted list ar.I want to bring back the entire Hong Kong!!!

School's reopen-ing next monday. Half looking forward to it...and half,erm,waiting for the lonely-school-life to faster come n get over with. Anyway...i kinda told my dad tt if i cant make it for this sem or next sem...i'll just quit sch n do sth else. Hmmm...in tt case i'll be wasting all my past sch fees. Hmmm.....but who cares?Ho.

Amy!!!!Our photos in my old hp are deleted ar!!!So sad!!!

Monday, June 14, 2004


Bon here! Blogging away at amy's house...i really miss my laptop!Haiz...>,< Anyway..was busy watching NBA finals these few days.Have to wake up so early to catch it Live...called Ms Zhang regarding d IS's thingy... (-thx for helping me to settle it sia-)heng cn gt same IS class as her cos all my other modules ar, damn shit alone in all my classes~ bt hmmm. Maybe time for me to learn to be independent?

Oh yar. I M BROKE. So for those that left msg at d shoutbox...sorriez!!! Too late le...i made a budget for all d ppl tt asked me to get them stuffs at HK. Next time k? And for these ppl...san,zc,ms zhang,rg..i bought ur stuffs le! Thank me quick!

Kinda packed my stuffs le...hmmm...tink itx going to get overweight?Shit...still gt some stuffs hafen buy yet sumore. I tink i spent too much $ on my dad...keep buying things for him ~ he spent alot on me also~ bought me a new hp ..hoho~

School starts in less than 2 weeks...hmmm.Nt really tt enthu to start school cos i'm kinda worried in being alone in a class ~bt hmm..haix.Hmmmmm..............-_-

I had a dream this morning...dreamt of armageddon..kowai...

Btw...i'm in love with Karl Malone!!

Saturday, May 29, 2004


Hey pplz...miss u guyz! I nw at amy's hse...she's getting fatter n fatter ar~haiz~today's her last paper...nw she's free to go out wif me lu~~~

Have been busy tis week cos my sis gt hols....went shopping at tsim sha tsui bt bought nth (-cos i broke-).Walked ard the jetty...den went back to Harbour City n walked ard till quite late. Hmm....did quite alot of shopping this week. Bt gt myself nth...haix. Got to buy elin's bag n cap n hj's stuffs too....i am broke!

Results are out lu~ heng nv fail! Or haf to come back for retest...(-gt retest anot in the first place?-)Anyway called san yesterday n she said tt i cant get into QLA. Shit. Tried getting into the neverland webby bt duno y cant get in...hmmm. What will happen sia?Is there anyone tt cant get into QLA as well?

Hmm...was tinking abt future last nite. Tinking of whether to come back HK 3 years later or stay in Sgp n earn more money or go taiwan or what...haix. I thought i will leave sgp for taiwan...bt hmm...what abt my family? What abt my father? He's old...I dun wan regret for the rest of my life of nt spending more time with him...neither do i wana come back to Hk. Missy is confused....>,<

Wana get a new hp. Nt sure wana get a camera fone or a nice chio fone without camera....wana get a digi-cam as well bt duno hw to choose a good one. Hmmmmm...hw ar? Wana get lots of stuffs oso ar...slippers la, sun cap la, watch la, notebook la,hp accessories la. Oh yar! I wana go to the beach!!! Pei me go when i get back k!!!!

List of stuffs to get for my frenz :
Lin --- Sports cap and bag
San --- Brown lens sunglass
Zc --- Tees (Bought le!)
Hj --- Top?
If anyone wana get anymore ting....pls send money or cheque to Rm 1713 Yeung Shue Hse Lei Muk Shue Kwai Chung N.T. Bank draft is not accepted. Thank u =)


PS:I miss all my frenz n my kor!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2004


For your information, I am already back in Hong Kong now le.

Been back for 6 days le. Have been rotting at home...erm, happily rotting~haha ~two meals per day, 15 minutes exercise, sleep before 11pm...sounds perfectly normal right? Think i'm leading a healthier life than when i'm in singapore...hmm.. ^_^

Contacted amy last nite.She dinno i was back! Tink we'll go out together after her exams are over yeah....btw i did abit shopping on mon. Clothes are so cheap~!! Really! The clothes and everything...too bad i have so little allowance. Haix...if nw i can buy more stuffs~! Wana get myself a Laosmiddle bag...

For all those doing your attachment now...njoy!!!

Friday, May 07, 2004

Tml last paper. Lan. Sucks.
Went studying @ Holland V wif Ms Zhang in the noon...we had a great lunch @ crystal jade! Ha~ the porridge is really nice! I recommend number 46 of the menu ^_^

Watched thru Meteor Garden II again...now at disc 15. Hmm...feel abit dehydrated le. Ha. What is love? Hai.

Amy's exams started on 5th. Think she'll still be busy with her exams when I go back Hong Kong. Duno when can go out with her lu~ hmm~ (-missy feeling kinda sianz now btw-)

Pssss...issit something wrong with blogger or wif my comp? I cant see the chinese characters I blog...can u guys see it?

Thursday, May 06, 2004


Happy 19th birthday to San! U'll always be my dearest friend no matter how fat u are k! Love ya lots!!!

Supposed to spend half day wif san, half day at home study for tml's paper...bt as usual. Schedule cork up...went suntec steamboat buffet for San's birthday celebration! (oh shit...another steamboat coming up on sat...sianz!) D cake was great ~ esp banana cake! Ha!

San suggested going pubbing at Sat after my class outing...but after tonight I think we better not...cos both of us cant really take much alcohol....>,<

Next. Just wana say that there are really alot of passer-bys in my life. Many people come...and go...and all of sudden pop out again. Hmmm. There's this passer-by that contacted me again since last month. And i feel really wierd...will he stay on in my life and upgrade to a fren? Or will he walk by again? Hmmm. Why cant these people just go away and leave me alone... ...

Yup. I mentioned about starting a story right? I've started it le...and am stucked in chapter one. Duno how to continue le...

可人儿 杨千桦
要是可爱 为何无人爱我
夜夜独自一个 祈求谁来家里坐坐
抬头望镜 亦算不失不过
到底我什么出错
要是可爱 为何无人爱我
夜夜独自一个 回来和墙壁唱着爱歌
唱到自信恐怕亦无多
连我自己都不爱我

Tuesday, May 04, 2004


Haix. SA. HAIX~
Promised myself that i will work hard for my ISDT and Lan paper...but these two days ar~ keep slacking~ haha~ met wennie @ town today. Our date only lasted a few hours cos she gotta rush to meet her DARLING (eeee...)

Started on my story le. Ha. Ms zhang heard abt the storyline but didnt gave any comments. Hmmm.

Sunday, May 02, 2004


Hmmm. Wana start writing stories again. Hmmm.

God gave you
Two legs to walk
Two hands to hold
Two ears to listen
Two eyes to see
But why did he gave you only one heart?
Because he gave the other one to someone for you to find.

How will you feel if one fine morning, lets say 7 am, to recieve a call from a friend to tell you that she's leaving...forever?
Whahahahahaha ~ one day i will just leave like that. I'll cut my starhub line, I'll pack everything, I'll donate all my crapz to Salvation Army, I'll make sure I call everyone in my phone book and then... leave. And never come back. Wah. So suk-ee ~ haha~

Anyway...the basketball match that I was waiting for is going to start AFTER i leave! So sad... ...wonder if Desmond playing? Think I can still catch the finals at July. So .. haha~ smilex ~ hope to see Desmond around by then.. .. . ..

Saturday, May 01, 2004


Been slacking for the past few days...supposed to study at home but. Hmm. Ha...saw alot of slackers in town too~ bought lots of stuffs..mainly presents for frenz's bdaes and for my parents n sis. Everything adds up to hundred plus! Haix.

Talking about birthdays. Happy birthday (belated) to amy!!!! I love you girl! Hope u had a wonderful birthday ^_^ Stay happy with your superb boyfriend k!

Next. Have been dieting since last week. I managed to starve myself during the day...but when it comes to night time. Chaos manx. Keep stuffing myself with cakes and cornflakes n whatever I can find in my room. Gone case le. Haix. Anyway I tried out the Atkin's diet which is to avoid all food that contains carbohydrate so that the excess fats in your body can be burnt away. Hmm. Its not really healthy but I think its around 85% effective? Its a hard way to diet for those ppl ( like me ) who needs to eat rice everyday.....

Mind's been blank for a few days. Doesnt seem to be able to think about anything. Hmm. Dont like the way my brain is working now. I feel like a robot. Maybe I'm still not really used to thinking nothing at all. From the day i told lin they all that I dont like him anymore. Felt much relieved. Like ending a war that have dragged on and on without any progress.

I'll be going back to hong kong in less than 2 weeks! Wow! So fast! I'm beginning to miss home lu~

Currently listening to Shinhwa's "Gonna be alright". Nice song.

Tuesday, April 27, 2004


Ah bon have a new hair style. Its a modification of Hebe's hairstyle...haha ~

Went shopping for pressie in the noon. Quite broke these few days cos keep spending money in many people's pressie. Hmm...went Marche with San. Saw weiren n gang...then met sherlyn @ Heeren. She's cool ~ really. Getting punk-er and punk-er. .. .and I love her skin! Its tan n pimple-free....

My diet plan is ruined!!! I ate rice + pasta + potato today!!! Oh shit!!! All the carbohydrates!!! Damn!!!

PS: Hey...u wanted to know why I xxx'x xxxx him anymore right? Go here.

Monday, April 26, 2004

Tuesday, April 20, 2004


A wonderful birthday to my best friend Lin!!! Think she's out enjoying herself and having a great time at this hour...ya and have a nice day!

Guess what? I found my NIKE x X-Girl blazers! It only came in two colours and one size...sucks! I tried it on and it feel so tight...but. Hmm. Shall tink abt it. Ha ~ anyway I just returned my Aunt few hundred bucks and is damn damn broke now. Went Shibuya to request for advance pay...felt quite paiseh abt it. Like begging for money like tt...although I noe tts my own hard-earned $, it still feel kinda wierd. And still got to buy so many stuffs for my dad and mei...haix. I'm in the shopping mood ... . for my own stuffs! San's right. I am so bai jia. . .. . . . .. . . . . . . >,<

Yeah. Exams are round the corner. And my flight is near toO! Excited ", )/~

Monday, April 19, 2004

Sunday, April 18, 2004


Lin's birthday outing on Friday was fun. Nan de the four of us can meet up ^_^ N we took lots of pix using hj's digi-cam(-thx k girl-)...hmm. Bt somehow ar... ...the celebration dun seem complete without a birthday gift lehz. Hmm...but all of us are so broke now. Maybe belated lin? Oh yar...I think all of my friends are so chio! Always becoming chio-er and chio-er everytime I meet up with them! (-Yup...what happened to me sia -_- |||-) Looks are soOooOo important...

My diet starts today. And it sucks. Ate quite little things...then after work chiong to BK to eat chicken cheesesticks. So much for dieting manz.....

My XXX-dead session starts today too. Erm...actually it started yesterday but it wasnt really successful so~I'll try my best. I'll put in my greatest effort. I wont cry.

Thursday, April 15, 2004


Ha Ha... ... I think I'm so dumb!!!!!
Whahahhahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha~ ~ ~

Wednesday, April 14, 2004


Some stuffs i learn yesterday...
Skin

Make up base
- Balances up our face colours
- Aseans with yellow brown complexion are adviced to use light purple make up bases.
- Apply using fingers

Foundation
Oily skin types --- use oil-free waterbased foundation
- Apply on face + neck so that the tone of ur face n neck doesnt contrast too much
- Use a sponge, then gently use a facial tissue to absorb the remaining oil on the face

Concealer
- Different types of concealer : Liquid concealer, creme concealer, concealer pencil etc.
- Recommended type : Creme concealer as it can last longest and create a natural effect

Powder
- Different types : Loose powder, pressed powder, two-way cake etc
- Asean with yellow brown complexion are adviced to use purple or peppermint green coloured powder
- Use a sponge
- T-Zone areas : Do not apply the powder all at once. Split in to two or three times, applying gently and lightly.

So many stuffs. All on skin only. Sianz. Walked around Tangs with Hj n Dor in the afternoon...oh my god. Make-ups are so not-affordable. Plus you dont even know if it really look nice on you until u really buy it and try it on your face...at home. Risky. Anyway we tried the latest RMK lip gloss. Its really nice and ok-priced...33 bucks and its yours. At Orchard's Isetan. I recommend 01 for pinkish lips and EX-02 for extra-cuteness. Ha. I'm getting EX-02 btw!

PS : Admit it. Which bo liao gia went to play the test so many times!? Lamer ... -_- !
PS2: 五月天 's version of “听不到” is nice. Very different from Fish's original version.

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Happy birthday to my lovely sis...Divina Gracia! (-Nice name right...it means "Gift from Heaven" or something like that?-)

Please excuse me for my lousy + sucky english .............

I dreamt of you on the way home just now. We were on an empty train, only the both of us. You were sitting just opposite me, but duno why, you don't seem to notice me at all. I kept calling and waving to you. You gave no response.

Then a girl board our empty train. She sat next to you, and you two started chatting like you guys were long lost friends. Suddenly she changed seats and left our compartment. I waved to you again but you still never took notice of me. Another girl boarded the train and sat next to you, then another, and another...the seats next to you like forever increasing sia. Strange thing is that, all the girls seem to see me and said hi, but somehow I'm invisible to you.

When the number of girls hit eight, u finally saw me. U smiled and asked me where I'm going. Then I suddenly realised that I've no reason to board the train at all. I duno where I wana go. You gave me a how-come-u-so-stupid look.

I woke up from the dream...feeling kinda sad.

Hmm. Haix.

你还是温柔
给我 婉转的距离

This game should end le bah. No point dragging on and on ...
Happy birthday to my beloved brother Ah Xiong and cutest classmate Dor! May you stay healthy and cheerful always k! Smilex!

Removed the pictures from the previous entry cos they look irritating ( to me...ha ).

Feeling confused at the moment. I dont know what I want...i dont know what he wants. The more i try to figure what he is thinking, the more confused i get. I cant move on. I cant go back either. I'm like in the middle of nowhere.
I need to know where I am heading to... ...i need somebody here to guide me. Is he that "somebody"...? I dont think so....

I came across this idea that day...why issit that friends rather believe in someone that they have known less than a year than to believe a friend that they have known for many years? Whats so great about those people? I really dont understand ... totally disappointed. You didnt even tried to think that things werent like what he said....

Monday, April 05, 2004


My face feel so tired and wear-out after continuous three days of putting make-up. Think I'm still not used to it. Hmm...KTV with 0218 today. Celebration of Doretta's birthday..(-Her actual bdae iz on this coming wed..so dun forget to wish her happie bdae k!-) but seems like its more of a class outing than a birthday celebration. Ha...first time going with one whole bunch of peoplez...total 14 of us! Wow... ...and we sang straight 6 hours of KTV! Wow....

Hmm. Spent quite alot of stuffs ar. The bill was like two hundred plus? Considered cheap le...but still. I'm brokez. And ma just called to say that she'll have to push back my allowance date cos HK celebrating four day of Easter Holz. (-Then i start to think...hw come Singapore dun have easter holz ar?Wierd-)

Anyway...today's a fun day! And i've discovered that alot of class pplz can sing well....

Saturday, April 03, 2004


I saw Desmond today.
I saw Desmond today.
I saw Desmond today.
I saw Desmond today.
I saw Desmond today.
I saw Desmond today!!!
I saw him at NP's 3-on-3 court, on the way to kismis for the 5-on-5 match. I thought he would be playing in the 5-5...but turns out he didnt. Totally suprised when i saw him. Really suprised.

He look almost the same...except that his blonde hair is gone. Now black hair...didnt stay long enough to see if his bball skills was as good as before. But anyway,he will always be my idol. I started to love basketball because of him. Hmm...wonder if he will recognise me when he sees me?

Np 5-on-5 was better than i expected. Almost all were ICT people...and there was this Yr 1 David tt they sae was damn pro and he turn out to be the sissy i was suan-ing all along. Ha...went to support cynwell n weiren gang... ...din stayed thru all the matches bt tink they got 1st or 2nd ?

Friday, April 02, 2004

Ahem. I think I'm a faithful blogger . .. .. almost blog everyday sia.


"The Lion, the witch and the wardrobe" is damn nice. If u like "Harry Potter" u'll sure like it as well. Strongly recommended for people who wana read english books and cant understand chim english.

I was in love with a fakeo. Sadz. I'm referring to the Adidas shoe dat i wanted to buy. Yup.

Met darrel on the way home...and cos of him, went to see NP's soccer match @ Kismis. Suprised to see Alex there as well...anyway. Tis my first LIVE! soccer match...as in really sit down and watch from start till end that type. Hmm... ...i am a soccer idiot. Only thing i know is that all referees sucks and that when u score a goal, it means u get one point. Ha...din really understand d match. Ms zhang was very quiet during d match oso...tink she dun understand either? Ha...heng still gt brenda chat with me >,<

I'm daring myself to do sth. Ha. Lamerz. I need lotsa courage ah........n encouragements! So leave a msg @ tag-board k....