Sometimes I feel like we are in different channels when it comes to communication, because most of the time, I'm shunned out even before the connection is established. Firewall. Block out. You talk rubbish, your body language is shouting out to me.

I've once, twice, thrice made my life miserable because you are a miser in giving recognition.

I finally realised that if its for the name that I'm after, then I should really stop giving a damn to all internal affairs. As long as your report card shines, who will really bother to find out how many times you've been in detention or how bad your attendance is?

I have finally become the kind of person you assumed that I was all along, finally.

Happy?

You really made me feel so bad!

Happy chinese new year!

Its still freezing here, funny how the temperature always plunges down whenever I'm back. It was drizzling today, colder.

3 late nights and 3 days of good sleep. I've stopped worrying so much about work after clearing things up with a girl on Saturday, I hate unresolved misunderstandings. Felt so much better after explaining my concerns and receiving (temporary) contentment from the other party --- I want everybody to be happy, work wise and off-work wise.

Yes. I know thats impossible. Its just a "want".

I can see the white air that I breathe.

That's how cold it is now, here in Hong Kong. And yes people, I'm away, meaning = not in town, meaning = phone's on world roam, meaning = for every new year sms you send, its gonna charge for notsurehowmanycents but whatever, its gonna mean alot of my phone bills next month so STOP MESSAGING ME, darlings.

I love you all the same. Happy Valentine's Day *kisses*

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This is not the first time I'm living without my company phone, but believe it or not, I am making an effort trying not to worry about things. If you want me to enjoy a holiday, give me back that damn machine please. Whether or not this action was supposed to mean a good will or not, the attitude that I received actually made me pretty upset. Pretty upset with everything.

I believe I've shown enough figures to proof that I'm working while overseas, and the point of not even checking on these and no sit-down talks anymore...plus the phone and the card, its just as good as telling me that I'm not being trusted anymore.

I'm real sensitive.

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Stuffs that I've bought:

1. Giena's Juju essence (I found a cheaper alternative! but I'll test it out first before I recommend)

2. Alex's accessories (and more to go)

3. Long tees and long shirts (perfect to go with my leggings)

4. Harlem pants (that looks all the same to my mom)

5. Ceramide combs (I bought 2 extras to giveaway)

6. Magazines and more magazines

7. A whole chunk of Lancome testers

I should get my running shoes asap!

Airshow's over! *dancing around my table*

Went spring cleaning at model's apartment yesterday cos we couldn't get a part time maid in time. Thanks to the chinese staff for helping out with the sweeping and mopping while I attacked the horrendous dimension of the model's rooms.

Oh, and the kitchen. Remembered the ant nest I was talking about? The ants disappeared within a week! How amazing. *v*

Weapons.

Mask and gloves ... all set!

Kimmy and I have cleared most of the junk last week, the empty shopping bags (who the hell told me she's broke?!?!?), the price tags, foreign coins, lots of faxed casting sheets, clothes and many empty bottles of facial products. The room looked more spacious after the chinese staff hauled the "christmas tree" out to basement. I wonder how long can the room stay clean.

Same goes to my room！