I'm half dead but I want to blog this before I step out of office.


Today marks the memorable anniversary of my worklife in I Models. And in no time, my contract will be expired soon. It seems like a very long journey.

From the old office at Park Mall to the fantastic Soho1 at Clarke Quay.

From the all-girls team to Jerry and Mun and back to us again. Girls rules! (Remind me to blog about a work incident that proof this point)

From 58 kilos to 43 kilos.
Okay i exagerated. So what!!?

From referring myself as Bon to referring myself as Bonita. A name that I dislike others to call me by.



My mum has been counting down the days since the day I started working here. Two years straight, asking me to quit everyday, and here I am still. There has been times when all I wanted to do is to storm out of the office, hop on a cab and head home to bed, never to come back again. It had never happened.

I've lost control of my emotions once, early last year, a period that I would never want to go through again. Sitting infront of my computer, doing nothing but cry. Cant work, cant pick up calls, cant attend to emails, cant think, but cry. It was the day to decide whether should I just throw my resignation letter and leave.

And thanks to Lin and Wennie's words, I'm still here.

To go through the joy of the first SFF callsheet, the first batch of international models, staying back in office for crazy hang-arounds, get to know people around the world and to work in a work that I, deep inside, love and hate.

Its not that bad afterall. Isnt it? *v*