Saturday, August 30, 2003


Congrats to me! Found a part-time le ~ sales ard town area ( ho ho ho ) Dun wana sae wher i work la , or else end up like last time lidat, tell d whole world wher i work n end up quit my job on d 1st dae. Ha. Aniwae ~ if tis job is steady, plus my tuition i will haf more than enuff 2 survive! haha ~ cn ownself pay for my air tix in dat case ... .. . ~ hApPpiEz!!!!

Lurve d latest Y-3 gals clothes! Esp d shoes ar... bt damn damn ex. Sad~ XC Field G iz HK$2270...ard Sgp$504 bah. Sianz! hW TO BUy! so ex so ex ... >.< no $ no nd tink abt getting it le. .. . tink get sumting else bah. cheaper alternatives.

Went watch bball match at my hse CC.. .tot dat hu will b dere bt he's nt ..bluff me >.< Aniwae had a long long long~~~ chat wif hj ar.. tok abt d same old tings la.. .guys n guys. wad else rite. bt tink d match was nice aniwae ( though i din really paid much attention 2 it =P ) hj was asking hw cum i din go watch animore bball match le. Bball season going off le bah? All my idols nv play le. .. .sumore tis week onwards i gt work, cant go watch d Matches @ CSH on sundays le .. . hao wu liao ar ~

Energy really disband le. Damn depressed. Haiz. why muz it b energy. y cant be other lousy bands like F4 or 5566 or comic boyz or wad... ... -.- tan qian shang gan qing.

Wednesday, August 27, 2003


Wun blog so much todae. Yest entry was like an essay ....

Went sch todae ... din plan 2 go 4 dat ah pek's class, juz wana go sch 2 get myself into d study mood =.= Canteen 1 was flooded wif business graduates ar ... a sea of black n white ppl. Like songkah lidat.. . .duno la. business gals all look d same to me ... white blouses n black skirts. I swear dat on d dae of MY graduation i will nt haf dis kind of colour combination!

Stayed in IT blk to study ... den gt dis guy next door, blasting his laptop (like jim loh .... ) n singing out loud. Sing still nvm, when comes 2 jie lun's fast songs (shuang jie gun la..ren zhe la..) he damn gt guts sia, rap till so loud~ echo thru d few classrooms...me n hj laugh till pengz >,< End up walk over see his face .. dun look like those kp type oso leh ... Aniwae after dat went play bball again la~ haha~ oso duno hw cum always end up dere .. haiz. Study week bcum exercise week sia.

Duno wads wrong wif my complexion ar !! help help help~! All sudden gt alot of red marks ... come out frm no wher!*** panic panic panic *** wierd leh.. nth wrong wif my facial products wad. Shit la .. . .. !


HaPPiE buRthDaY tO rInA!!!!! *beLateD*


Whahaha~ had a fun dae! Me n kw was running to n fro from Harbourfront n bugis .... juz for rina's bdae~! Wana make it special ... since iz 18th bdae n iz once in a lifetime~! but of course most impt iz haf rina's bf to cooperate wif us la ( erm actually iz we 合作 wif him la ) ... after few days of discussion n planning... 任务成功!! tink rina was quite happie when she gt her 'suprise' ... wun go into detail here in case she wans it to remain as her 私人回忆 =^_^= All i haf 2 sae iz.. .. me n kw real glad dat she gt herself such a gd bf.. 一个肯花这么多心思在她身上的人... u lucky gal ! i dun wana hear u complaining to us abt aniting ever again ... u lucky idiot gal !!!!

1st time took d north-east line (issit N.E? 不大记得了.. ) From d long passage frm outram mrt platform to NE line platform to Harbourfront center ar.. i keep hafing dat feeling. Itz like i'm bek in hk! really really! no bluff ... Hongkong's town area 地铁也是这样的,一条一条的很长的隧道,all d way lead u to d platform, den d 灯光,感觉, colour theme n everyting ... so 像!!! Kw like 山龟 lidat.. .. look here look dere, making loud gasps, admiring d mirror reflections ~ wahahha ~ bt aniwae d NE line real nice la. Iz MUCH MUCH faster than d normal trains .. . n 没有人的. Even ard 7 plus d train oso 空空的..

Harbourfront was another new experience. Dino dat it was originally World Trade .. onli dat nw change name nia. Hmmm... gt one jetty (open for all) quite nice. Those terrific place to 喝酒,聊天,ton, 拍拖 . ... cos iz facing d sea n can feel d breeze n everyting. So funnie ... last time gt 1 guy kip insisting in bringing me there, duno for wad. Now then i noe ... chey! Oh yar d mac in HF 跟别的 mac 不同的..d seats iz much comfy, sumore gt those Starbucks sofa n round tables, even food oso diff ~ much more high class n special. Wonder if i go dere study they will chase me out anot leh. .. . 那里的气氛真的真的很好 for 读书。

Hey if anyone still hafen been to HF before rite tell me k ... or else i feel dat i really damn sua gu. .. aniwae dere still gt qt sum stuffs ar~ bt nt really for shopping la. More for those tourist or those ppl gg 2 sentosa to get their stuffs dere ... me n kw tinking dat we mite go dere again .. juz for d mac ~ heez ..

搭 train 回家时跟kw 讲起出国留学的事情...juz casual chat abt wher she'll wana go for further studies ar, n under wad conditions dat she will 打消这念头啦 n stuffs .... all sudden 想起我妈. Iz really nt dat easy. .. duno hw to sae oso la. As in if u really get married overseas or migrate overseas or go overseas study or WADEVA la, iz nt easy to come bek. Nt those physically d cum bek la .. bt . Aiyah .. like u cant really move bek here again. Nt easy. 就好像你出国留学的时候,你得先放下这里所有的人,物,事,然后到另一个地方,从新开始所有的东西,从没有朋友到有朋友,从迷路到可以自由逛街。。。慢慢地会变得很离不开那个地方,不是喜欢,而是习惯那里的所有东西 。。就算想家,也只不过回去度假, 那一个才是家,已经分不清楚了。N when u finally come to a day when u need to decide to stay or go bek home ... it wil b such a difficult decision. ... so wad for make life difficult for urself rite?

好想打球 sia... mon went bek sch wif Huijuan, we planned 2 study ... haha~ ended up in bball court. Ha ~ hols still gt so mani ppl hogging d court sia ... sian. If gt court mainly reserved for gals 就好了 ~

Monday, August 25, 2003


Rot at home whole dae..was on fone wif kw rina n elin~ yeah! tues arrangements 搞定了!Elin told me lots abt working @ Topshop. Hmm...salesgal nt an easy job.

Read an interview on Dejay.. 很多感触 。以前总认为新时代的女孩子,遇到喜欢的人就应该敢敢地说出来才对,cos .. i mean, hu noes? he or me mite b gone d next minute...n i'll never get to noe wad will actually happens if he noes dat i like him. 有行动才有发展呀 。。。 唉。我一直是这样想的啦。现在发现自己错了,而且是大错特错!女孩子做主动完全 dun work one loh! 讲真的,if dat guy 对你有兴趣自然会有所表现,if he doesnt, den no matter hw gd u treat him hw nice u present urself infront of him oso no use. 唉~ to all those gals dat i psycho u all in believing "gals can make d 1st move" ... i m so sorry! i made a mistake okie! 对不起 对不起 。。。

这首个送给所有为了喜欢的人而不开心的女生们 - - - - - 杨千桦 “ 一个人的童话 ”
苦恋不一定是浪漫 不必欺骗人
孤单不一定是寂寞 挂少一个人
花一生追逐动地惊天真的太苦心
从没王子爱惜 都要做人

Sunday, August 24, 2003


List of Stuffs i Wana eat --

  • 牛肉公仔面加蛋

  • 糯米鸡

  • 虾饺烧卖

  • 楼上街市的叉烧饭

  • 果占多

  • 冻鸳鸯

  • 咖喱鱼蛋

  • 牛腩河

  • 凉粉

  • 刨冰


  • Last nite ZPOP concert ---- tink it was really great! Although 之前下雨 but seems like alot of ppl haf been dere even b4 d rain stops. 小猪 还讲有三万多人 in d field sia~ n i believe realy got loh. Cos really mountain ppl mountain sea ... uncles aunties oso gt. Din really wana go at first cos of d rain...sumore kw cant fall sick cos she hafing her term test nxt week... bt ar... din regret going n standing thru d 4+ hours la!!!

    Alot of 新人 performance ( tink cos 金曲奖 cuming le ) like 胡彦斌 la, Melody la, Vans la, Seven la etc ... n my 林俊杰!!!! woo hoo~ he was great~ bt onli sing 3 songs den gia le~ nv sing " 让我心动的人 "... *失望 *... den gt 许慧欣 oso.. bt her fast song is 对嘴 的 ... another *失望 * ... Tension was a suprise~! Dino all of them can sing so well~! Esp 现场清唱 Amazing Grace ... all their vocals very 赞 !! Kw sae they were like Asia's Nsync ~ agree?

    来不及回家看 “美人鱼”but got to see d 男主角 in live!!! Piao long he damn cute!! Wah seh ... if i get tis kind of bf i sure melt everytime i c him~! Sang 4 songs , even more than ani other singers dat performed ... den gt 1 mTv iz gt him n dat 美人鱼 的女主角 1 ... 俊男美女!! Aniwae he oso veri 可爱 sia ... tried to speak in chinese bt his slang really wierd ~ oh yar btw, " 你很帅 " in korean iz minum e-mida ~ muz learn for k-Pop fans!

    By d time dat 陈晓东 perform ( he was last singer ) alot of audience alr leaving le ... he really turns me off sia. Seng's his fans ar...so he stayed n watch. d rest of us left after his 1st song ... dino his 歌迷会 still survived sia. I still cn remember few yrs bek we went to his 签唱会 n he was late for 45 mins n his bunch of fan club members ( wearing their yellow windbreaker uniform) all waiting for him. Dun like 大牌 的明星 >.<

    Quite late le ... took last train go bek home. Aniwae expected to c sum 熟人 at d concert bt never loh ... hoping to catch sum long lost frenz among d crowd oso ( since so mani youngsters mah ) n really manage to find 1 ! haha...primary classmate bt din go over sae hi la...he wif gf ~ ANIWAE! D concert iz really nice! Really really nice. ...~ d 气氛很好 ~ kw kip saying we were like in taiwan lidat~

    Look thru my 衣橱 .. so mani clothes dat i dun like le. Spent d whole afternoon in revamping 1 tee shirt...paint it cut it ... nw become jersey le! haha~ nw d prob is i dun dare wear it go out cos d paint will cum out when i sweat or when it rains ~ ! found d batik i made in sec 1 aniwae...~ wore it last nite le. Den cut my ma's clothes n made myself a headband ... ah bon nw damn into D.I.Y!! Still gt alot of stuffs wana buy ar ... esp winter stuffs! if cn faster go bek 就好了~

    Thursday, August 21, 2003


    Tired! Really tired ... too tired go bathe, too tired cook supper, too tired on my NJStar ... dun feel like using brain at all.. hao lei ar!!!!

    So many stuffs undone. Only ting worth wasting my time typing here todae iz Alex scolded d Oop teacher. Tio shock when he ding zui ... so fierce!!! ( I'll bear in mind nt to de zui him. ) Ok la .. dat teacher oso damn bo liao la .. see him for 2 mths plus le i still learn nth frm him. Duno hw to teach one loh him... all he noe iz to draw dashes on d board n expect us 2 noe wad it is. bt aiyoh. He so old le ~ still tio suan by Alex by this ----->" U r nt a gd teacher". At first still abit sympathize him..bt tink of all d pay he gets every mth for teaching nth. Dun tink he worth my sympathy. Aniwae after Alex finish his speech, 2T18 was all sudden overcome by a never-familiar silence ... rare scene. All of a sudden everyone were so engrossed wif their tutorial sheets ... abit d gao xiao sia.

    Overheard an conversation btw 2 gals, toking abt over-seas study. Alot of frenz ard me wans to leave their country n go sumwher else to study or start a life or wad. Dun understand them sia ... amy has been toking abt going to Mainland for her sec 6 n 7 since last yr. Said dat quite a few of her frenz went dere for studies oso. Ah shea left hk came sgp. Kw wana go canada or aussie ( i cant quite remember). tsk. Wads wrong wif rotting at ur nice little country! learn to love ur home la darlings!!!

    想起以前有个朋友问我 :”怎么才会知道自己喜不喜欢一个男的?“. 我跟她讲,当你听到一首歌时,如果会想到他, 而且想到流泪, 那你就应该是喜欢他了... 今天早上听到 林晓培 的 "不哭" ... 一滴眼泪也没有。 松了一口气。

    Quote for todae: 全靠当天喜欢过错的人,今天才会自我解困。

    Tuesday, August 19, 2003


    I am an idiot I am an idiot I am an idiot..............I am An IDIOT! ! ! ! ! ! ( dun u dare to agree wif me! onli me can sae me! )

    Gotta push all the blame to WM lecture...I was damn bored n sleepy during d lecture so i fiddled ard wif my hp ah..duno hw cum i itchy hand stupid brain go press d security menu den oso duno hw cum i stuck on d screen which saes "ENTER PUK NO"... tmd! simi si PUK sia! den soonlai help me call Starhub center 4 help .. bt shit la, they need my aunty to call them in order 2 get d PUK no. ar... argh~!~!!!~~! i m a dumb fool!!!!

    Desprately hoping dat i cn access my fone by tml!!!Meanwhile ppl...dun flood my msg k. or i use Hj's 900 sms flood urs bek..>.<

    Dinno so mani ppl reading my blog ... leave a msg in d tagboard la shy guys! use sum nicks la ( if u doesnt wan me 2 noe hu u r?) ... iz getting abit quiet in here leh...except d usual ones .. aniwae~ term test iz cuming very very sOOn...hafen started studying. Muz get high high marks in order to increase my % chance in getting d scholarship... so much for studying for $$$ ....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

    Monday, August 18, 2003


    Sleepy mode -..- bt cant slp yet! gotta wait for "美好的日子" to show...

    Celebrated dengli's bdae todae! Erm i mean it was suppose 2 b a celebration..bt turns out to b a class outing liddat. Went Great World Seoul Garden ar... dat branch doesnt rilly haf many variety of food >.< bt i still ate alot la...也不知道是我的胃口大还是他们的胃口小...总觉得怎么吃都不饱!Hmm wad else...玩 “终极密码”.... damn disgusting ~ esp lim zicheng itchy hand go mix those sauce la wasted food la altogether in a bowl.... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!~!~!~!~~!

    Journey : Arcade > Shop ard > Bowling alley. Hj was saying duno hw cum d guys noe abt such a ulu place to bowl...看来我还有很多地方没去过吧~ d lift scary ar..if i alone i sure dun dare go in ... wana play pool!!!! (bon shouts:SAN! we go qt play leh!!!) haiz...juz realise hw broke i m. Still gt lotsa bdaes cuming up ar...好穷啊!! So mani ppls' 18th bdae cuming...gotta make it special for them i guess? cos 18 iz an impt age...wher u can start to buy cig legally..wher u cn walk into a sex shop...wher u cn buy alcohol without acting like u r NT underage...n wher u can b jailed! no more gals/boys home....dangerous age?

    Saw dick n his 华田 teammates @ taka!!! so suprised! duno he 认得我吗 ... ... bt his dressing ar....erm... ok la i haf 偏见 towards guys hu wear singlets out to town, esp juz for d sake to flaunt their muscles... ...扣分!haha...bt d no.7 wear till beri jap ar~ tink cos he lk like china ppl bah. Aniwae china ppl n jap oso nt much diff la...单眼皮白皮肤. Sama Sama la~

    美好的日子要做了!dats it for todae then!!!

    Quote for the day:爱一个没法爱自己的人,本来就很苍凉。

    Sunday, August 17, 2003


    Quote for the dae : 女人伪装幸福,只是害怕被男人看穿她伤心。

    Went sch todae wif hj n kw... cos kw wana use our sch's lib. ha~ betrayer of TP! bleahz...aniwae we spent quite a few hrs in d lib ar... n gt 1 irritating uncle librarian patroling ard. tsk.好罗唆。Aniwae after dat we went to 打球... yeah~ wait for so long for d ball cos alot ppl borrowing. Bt heng d guard was quite nice la..said dat he'll call my hp once gt ball to lend. Kw wasnt rilly on to it (suprisingly) cos she nt in right attire ar~ bt after some naggings..she gave in la. hahaha... (go on, sae i bully kw loh) hmm...few rounds of match la. onli 3 of us ar so played 2 on 1. 很累 but 很好玩~ cos 很久没有碰球了吧? long time din mit up wif guohui fuxiang dey all 4 bball le...saw them at 我家楼下的球场 bt din went to 打招呼 > 。< ( -paiseh- ) .

    In few hours time is my deadline le ( onli sum noes?)!! haiz =X end la end la...坏事不去好事不来!明天会更好!世界真美好! ( 疯了疯了)wahahhaha....

    Ma juz called sae her pay tio deducted $50 ar...好灰暗的社会啊...等我以后长大开店我发誓一定不会无缘无故扣 employees 的薪水!!** promise ** aniwae she passed all those stuffs to aunty's fren le..so nw gotta wait till dat aunty fren return sgp..den cn get my tings le! haha...my grey jerseys n white tee n pink tee n 公仔面。。。好期待~

    Gotta complain sum stuffs here. I haf enuff of ppl saying i small ( or no -_- ) breast le la. U tink i wan si bo ... ya I boy I butch I tis I tat .. bt i'm still a gal k? watch ur words ... to get my d lump of fat on my chest bigger iz as hard to get YOURS bigger. Only me can joke abt myself. nt u. >.< ( did i sound too serious?)

    Friday, August 15, 2003


    All sudden feel like eating Sakae. Haiz~ still gotta wait till huijuan's bdae den can eat ar! still gt so long >.< Seems like todae alot of ppl in foul mood ar... esp teachers. kana scolding frm FP teacher... she oso very lame la. Asked if i understand anot, den i sae i dun understand, den she sae cos i last week was busy toking n din pay attn. dEn WaD FoR sHe AsK mE sINcE shE aLr tInk DaT i DuN UndErStAnD le!?!??!??!??!?!

    All sudden frenz frm business asking me help for dreamweaver. kimmy msg in d noon sae d proj she did was gone to waste cos her com crash! tsk.. poor ting... den rina called oso to ask sum quest abt dreamweaver. erm... being in IT course doesnt make me a dreamweaver expert. haha... sorrie i cant help. obviously u 2 asked d wrong person le.

    Borrowed another round of GARFIELD N SNOOPY! hohohoho...*addicted*. Huijuan sae nw d whole record of her sch lib acc iz garfield~ cos i use her card borrow oso ar~ aniwae iz rilly quite entertaining la d comics. N oso sumtimes it gets abit philosophical oso...go read a few of those n u will ming bai ^_^ i miz my Sailormoon comics ar...iz all wif amy in hk. Sumore nt completed... if cn get complete set (HK VERSION) jiu hao lu...*hint*hint*

    Sumtimes i wonder hor...hw cum i update my blog every dae with such long entries while some others seldom update theirs ah? Shld i write less sia...

    Quote of the dae: Depression is waking up with the uneasy feeling the world is out to get u and finding out u're right.

    Thursday, August 14, 2003


    Had a long long walk to tuition till i 脚酸 le!!!! Took d right bus but alight too early...n was walking alone along Portsdown prison den pass alot of construction site .... walk 4 bus stops! siao liao ... 还好 manage to get there on time. Iz times like this that u wished so badly u have a bf... den can call him n 撒娇 . whahahaha...

    My student really damn clever sia..一教就会!Find tt nowadays primary kids' mathematics quite chim. Gt 1 whole list of maths sums i cant solve at all. Copied it down...intending to ask class ppl tml bah. haha...all sums abt number patterns ar. 这种 number patterns 问题 is either u know or u duno 1 loh...so i dun blame her ( or myself) for nt getting d ans. hohohoho~

    Kimmy msg me juz nw ar... sae she gotta hand up her proj tml n she duno hw to begin (notice d word 'begin'...she hafen even started!!).. told her use dreamweaver bt she sae she onli noe hw to use Frontpage. SHIT la! i duno hw use Frontpage ar.... really start wondering whether i'm in d right course. I duno much abt computers or network or server or wad shit proxy stuffs... 丢脸. i tink i can do better in accountancy ... 我爱钱!!!钱是我生命的三分之一!But duno which fren of mine sae i cant make it into Accountacy cos business onli accept chio-buz...how abt 杨丞琳 s ? >,<

    Wash clothes till my fingers 气泡 le... but for d sake of having brand new white tees... bo bianz bah~ btw..ani one wana donate bleaching powder/lotions?

    Quote of the dae:真正的感情应该建筑在心灵的悸动,不是外表,不是任何条件,只是单纯心灵上的悸动。


    Finally got my SHE's 爱呢 MV le~ woohoo~
    Been receiving 2 tuition assg, called them up bt they din call me bek till nw ar. Abit 失望 cos i tot i will b hired. Tsk. Aniwae i juz got my nike luggage bag...go bek dat time no nd bring d kuku 行李箱 le haha...rilly looking forward in going bek! 很想现在就打包行李回家啊 ... 很多东西要买,很多东西想吃,很多电视想看!! sumore 今年要过 十八 岁生日!!! when u 18 u supposed to b chio-er ... i still gt ard 4 mths to get chio. hohoho~

    Anione noticed d time tt i blog tis? haha...i juz woke up sia. slept frm 7 till nw(4+). tinking abt lot of tings...人生大道理 。哈哈~ beri hungry ar~ bt too scared 2 go 7-11 buy food. haiz~ if gt bf den cn call him wake up pei me go eat le~ (wher in d world gt tis type of bf so helpful sia) Toking abt bfs..tis morn gt tis guy called n gave a missed call. i called bek..den he heard my voice n hung up. ok nvm...i msg him " hu iz tis?" den he sae he'll call bek later. Den he reply sae wad he "called d wrong num, bt izit ok to make frenz?" . ok nvm again...i sort of sae no le...den he still kip saying make frenz make frenz. Hj sae he sound desperate. Agreed >.< Actually tis type of tings happen before..did made frenz wif d guy hu called d wrong num...sumtings did happen n hmmm...*_* 奉劝一句 千万别跟打错的男生做朋友。会后悔的 ^_^

    Quote for d day:不是付出就会有回报,不是等待就会有结局

    Tuesday, August 12, 2003


    Hey juz heard sumting shocking!! For every song u download, u may b fine 200 bucks! wad the... nw i dun dare 2 dl frm Chinamp3 le >,< haiyo ... SINGAPORE IZ INDEED A FINE CITY.

    Duno wads wrong wif d NP system. So mani ppl gt bug n dat SHUT DOWN tingy kip popping up.. timothy's solution : Go Run... den type cmd den type "shutdown /a" press enter.. it shld b okie le.

    Monday, August 11, 2003


    Photos are out le! I bring dem tml for u ppl c k ~ all r ok except for d pix taken @ d field. Lousy photographer.

    Yest's outing was a long long one. Din expect dat so mani ppl will turn up ~ 13 of us. so 难得 most of d class gals turn up. = ) Tink considered alot of ppl went Marina South eat steamboat ... 人山人海. Alot of ppl wearing either red or white ar ~ even more than New year period. So onz sia.

    Had alot of 第一次¸第一次 eat steamboat in Marina South la, 第一次看烟花 (live) la, 第一次 被 continuously carried by 2 guys la ,第一次被强吻 la,很多很多 .... bt aniwae had a great time la! Ate alot at steamboat ar ... next time cn go wif san. Cos she eat alot oso. ... haha. ok wad else ar... d 烟花 really 漂亮! cos i nv c before mah ... tink will b even nicer if i was at d National Stadium bah?

    After d meal...torture begins. Being pulled ard, being carried up n down, piggy back blah blah blah ... gotta admit Wilson iz quite strong ar. Cos 他比较steady as compared to my ex ... bt i will rather have both feets on d ground la. hor? Kw Hj was saying i shld b glad 2 b carried n nt haf 2 walk d grassy patch cos beri 恶心 . haha ~ d guys rilly noe d way sia. We walked frm Marina south bek 2 Esplanade... stopped quite a few times on d way to take pix la, tok la, 吹吹风 la. (Rina...we suspect we noe wher ur secret place is le.ho.)

    Took quite sum nice pix at d bridge ar... couple's pix? Zc n kw la, gerald n Hj la, me n ricky (????) n worst, rp n doretta <--- tis pair totally no linK!!!!!! bt rilly ar, d pix turn out 2 b real nice ar.. 很像情侣照…nice place to take pix ar...next time amy cum can bring her go. bt 有点偏僻 la... looking down d bridge.. felt dat d path infront of me so long. Like never ending. >.<

    By d time we reach Esplanade dere was onli 7 of us left lu. We 3 gals ( d usual ones) n alex gerald rp n jim la. Abt 2 reach 12 le... bt still alot of ppl sia. Celebrate ND den ton bah...... played Dare or truth. Nt fun one. Cos all those 秘密 i hear before le. ha. Bt like wad kw sae...we gotta leave all those secrets (hmm...?) at dat place n nt 2 breath a single word 2 others. Wonder cn d guys do tt...

    Din feel tired la ... bt d gal beside me iz slowly reforming 2 panda. Scary.... whahahahaha. At first still okie... we were hafing gals tok at our corner n Alex hafing their's at another side. Then he was asking all those BGR quest la... "What if a gal confesses 2 u, n u haf no feelings for her, n she ask u wad shld she do? " <--- sumting like dat? tis juz an example la... din answer his tis quest dere. Bt after sum tinking... i agree dat iz right for d guy to speak up 2 d gal n tells her wad he feels. Maybe very hurting .. bt 好过浪费时间 on a guy dat will nv like her rite. Cry all she wan .. she'll get past it 1 la. Agree?

    Went home at 6+ . Kw Hj cant tahan le.. haha. Went to collect d pix .. n d aunty was asking hu's dat guy so 有型‚ she's referring 2 gerald sia. ha.

    从前从前,有一只肮脏的猫,除了吃和睡觉之外,什么都懒得做。莫明其妙的一天,猫遇上了坏人。这个坏人,样子很坏,性格很坏,唯一特别的是,他有一双温暖的手。坏人总在猫跌倒的时候,第一时间伸手拉它一把,帮它站起来。猫总是想: “坏人的手,怎么那么暖?” 想着想着,久而久之,猫喜欢上坏人了。坏人知道后,只是对猫说 :“我不喜欢猫,喜欢狗。” 猫为了这件事,伤心了好久好久。无奈的坏人却清楚的知道,有一天,猫将会了解,坏人的手并不温暖,他不过戴着手套罢了。

    Saturday, August 09, 2003


    gt my coupons le!!! thx huimin thx dl...bt nw d prob iz..i beri lazy go all d way to town at 11 in d morning to get d tix leh... cos sat iz d onli dae i can slp late ! hw ar hw ar ... >.<

    frm todae i swear i will never kick any skinny ppl's leg. Cos they wun feel aniting n i will b d 1 getting d 黑青。itai itai. >.<

    last min decided to go ktv ... ( of cos iz san pay la ~ ) n beri shit loh. cos we kip calling cuppage den alot of small probs cropped up. 最后还是去了 KBox. Kbox sux! d remote damn difficult to master... i still prefer my cuppage. Sumore d snacks damn 难吃. Everyting sux! Except for one of d 帅哥 dat served us la ^_^ I kinda lost my voice aniwae... ... haiyo.

    finally passed rG his pressie le~ abit paiseh gif him such a small gift. bt iz d tot dat counts rite!!!??? (yes i'm right) he was wif a big bunch of guys loh...so seldom i will feel paiseh oso. Bt i DID felt paiseh 2 walk over 2 his big grp of guy frenz. haha ... hu will ever guess i gt 男生恐惧症 in sec sch? whahahahaha... tml go eat steamboat. my favourite ppl all nt going. ricky la guanseng la rp la ... ok la i said dis to make dem feel guilty onli. ho.

    Thursday, August 07, 2003


    A song rina like ~ juz hope he feels dis way. So at least i wun feel like i like d wrong guy? I promise *promise* frm tml onwards i wun blog aniting abt him le .. cos 越读越觉得肉麻 plus 恶心 > 。<
    有人 by Juno

    不要哭 并无做错事 动情没有不对
    要是错 错在难共你天生一对
    给我的 转送下个吧 不要浪费你眼泪
    老实说 为了怎么婉拒
    我都连夜也没有睡
    难得有人待我这么好 如此照料周到
    可是我又要让人最苦恼
    明明知有人待我这么好 如没有信心接受到
    难道诈不知道比较好?
    或者可以好友般跳阵舞

    I m sort of making my diary a dooms island liddat ~ wahhaha~ dat idiot ricky duno-wad-surname ke bin ... he's like "show me sweets n dun gif me eat" lidat ! cos he gt coupons (cut out nicely frm 联合早报 since monday) dat cn exchange tix to a concert, n he's nt gifing me d tix! den wad for show me! end up compromise to a "if i cant find anyone go den i gif u 1 tix" ... wad the..... >.<

    went for my tuition (FINALLY ~) interview todae...dat lady made me waited for half hr. ok nvm...her hse is damn 偏僻, bungalow opposite Tangling Trust Sec ... den nearby still gt duno wad Army camp .. so while i gave tuition all those army guys jogging outside n making sooo much noise. ok nvm again ... aniwae first time in my whole life see such a 可怜的孩子. She was forced 2 haf tuition juz becos she scored 85/100 for her mid yr. poor ting loh. Stack n stack of test papers frm all diff schs... n she's onli p2. 唉. her mother sure nv watch 小孩不笨 one.


    男生,有时真的很难理解。有些事情,我完全猜不出他是迟钝还是故意的。还是该说是我喜欢他,所以变笨了?

    女生,其实是种很麻烦的动物。该理智的时候太感性,该感性的时候又太太太感性。esp 当喜欢上一个人,一些很微小的事情也会看得很重。一些没什么大不了的东西,看在女生眼里,却是一件很大很大的打击。我也是个女生啊。

    之前还夸口说要放弃一个人不难,有决心就一定行。这次好像突然莫明其妙地变得好难。。。这种时候,发现自己真的真的很没用。

    他应该也在读着这个 blog 吧 。。那就干脆在这里讲清楚。不要再问我为了什么不开心了!很明显不是吗!? 有些事情坦白说反而没那么伤人。

    Tuesday, August 05, 2003


    Saw wilson's hair...idiot bastard his hair even longer than me! I ought to b ashame of myself!! My hair iz shorter than a si ah gua!!!

    不甘愿。不甘愿。不甘愿。不甘愿。不甘愿。不甘愿。不甘愿。不甘愿。不甘愿。不甘愿。

    Had quite a tok wif elin last nite ... abt wendy stuffs. ha. Long time din get to c her le.. mayb sat go hang ard Heeren might c her n dean bah? sat... class gt steamboat ar~ nt sure whether to go anot. Got lotsa bdae's cuming out, lots of bdae outing oso ... Swenson la, Sakae la, Seoul Garden la... 好忙 啊~ tink i better start to starve myself nw. Garfield Reborn!!!!!!

    happier todae than yest ... 算是想通了。长痛不如短痛。。。反正到最后结果都一样。还是有一点 不开心啦。。会痊愈的 ^_^

    心淡 by Joey
    由这一分钟开始计起春风秋雨间
    限我对你以半年时间慢慢的心淡
    付清账单 平静的对你热度退减
    一天一点伤心过这一百数十晚

    Sunday, August 03, 2003


    剛去看南山 match 回來。。 很久很久沒有三個人去支持了。Aniwae ..南山對錦荷﹐還以為会是一场 tight match, suprisingly 不是 ... 南山 won by 13 pts ar~

    -tired of typing chinese le. back to channel 5 >. < -

    aniwae din rilly sit down n tok wif rina ar.. long time din rilly mit up wif her le. nw ppl gt boyfren pei mah ~~~~~~ ho. i rushing to go home ar .. or else cn stay n tok more. Updated her abt current stuffs ( mainly crushes n class tings la) n bball stuffs la~ she n marvin 2 mths le. haiz. time flies!!! tmd. i hate it... btw air tix book le. yeah~ cn go bek home liaoz. exactly 105 days to go. whohohohoho~ 开心!!!

    Issit true that long distance relationship wun last ar? So suprised to find out actually amy n her bf actually semi-broke-up at April le.. n it was amy having another bf ar. disapointed. her bf treat her so gd. tsk tsk tsk... abit guilty tt i actually expected her bf to zao sai 1st . opps. hmm... bt me n 杰伦 no problem leh.. guess iz case by case bah. so sad.

    肯为一个人去假装自己,也许是最细微的爱与牺牲,笑中有泪。


    I cant blif dis!!!杰伦's latest album actually 卖到断货 in sembawang... 夸张 leh... ... bt aniwae ar~ d 以父为名 Mtv iz real nice ar.. 杰伦好酷!Aniwae todae at town wif wen ar ~ 唉. my shopping list ar... another 2 item added to my list la~ aiyah~ 完蛋了 >.< ... btw i juz dug out my bk of quotes.. ha~ so dun b suprised if all sudden u c sum chim-erlogy here k ~

    坏男人常是‘恋爱场上的胜者,女人往往忘记这一点.

    Friday, August 01, 2003


    todae's entry may be abit long so bear wif me k~

    Melvin told me alot abt vincent! haha...like hw he strict he is la, wad he seems to be la blah blah blah...doesnt sounds like d type of guy dat i'll like! he sound more like a perfect husband than boyfren..hoho. it doesnt matter aniwae...bt melvin offer me his email add ar..ha~ thx bt i prefer 2 get d hp num frm him personally (if i wans la)..

    I wan my hair to grow longer asap ar~! cos dengli n shifu oso change hairstyle le..make me 心痒痒 ( *_*) shifu's hair muchiam like 风云 liddat... sumore frm far he look like male version of "白发魔女" ... wahahhaha~

    todae my 3 hrs break spent in lib ar~ i tink next time fridae oso can cum lib le cos gt GARFIELD comics 陪我们!! ho..gt alot ar~ at 1st wanted to read Peanuts bt still tink Garfield more entertaining. me n hj were like 2 crazy woman giggling 2 ourselves while reading..ha~ aniwae Alex came join us awhile later.. got out of lib den walk to canteen 1 ( me was expecting him wif at least another guy...bt he was alone..suprisingly?) ... so packed!!! all those tikos sitting down juz to bio gals r flooding d canteen ( my opinion la) . Walked back to canteen 2... ... lunch hour. haiz. End up 打包饭盒 go watch d guys 打球.... ( i tink tis entry is beri 罗唆)..

    Wah! rp's figure ar... we gals were all toking abt it! Doretta was saying his figure is d dream of every gal.. tall, slim, small waist..好羡慕 !!! n we juz realise dat he was rather tan ... rp ar, dun get so dark la, 又高有瘦 == 炸排骨 >.<

    During FP class i was tinking alot ar.. cos d teacher always tells us abt wad will life be when we grow older = adult life. Like 20s we will b aiming to get a car, then at ard 30s our target will b to get an apartment ... a comfortable shelter for our own family. Den ard 40s we'll b striving for our kids' education cos by then our kids will reach d age 2 get into U or overseas. Then 50s we'll wana downgrade frm current house to sth smaller.. n by my teacher experience most ppl of tis age will spent ALOT on medical care insurances... 人生好多起起落落 sia.. >.< 不想长大了。

    Ok met Alex n san after sch ... went BPP eat ~ alex damn crap la. tink san gt a new impression of him hor~ ha. den went san's hse...aiyah shld haf asked alex for air pump oso... 笨死了 *.* hmm...went home wif alot of 问题 ar... doesnt seem to clear away. 唉 ~ 好烦 好烦 呀!!!!!!!!! 烦死了 ~ >,< ~ oh yar one more ting...有没有人有 Beauty n d beast 的 VCD 可以借我吗? 拜托拜托!
    Quote for todae : “ 爱情是一则童话,信以为真的人,是幸福的。” - by 张曼娟 -


    Juz came bek frm Parklane..went to mit san's 表哥 Jason (juz wana c his hair cos san sae lk like 谢 霆 锋)..den he bring us to sumwher opp Parklane to drink beer. eh..i mean we watch him n his fren drink la. ha. Aniwae ar~ his fren sae i lk like Popeye's girlfren! ! ! wad the... san sae cos my face small small n my hair quite flat.. .. does dat make me an Olive or Olivia (ok wadeva her name iz) !!!???? Eva last time oso gt sae b4.. den i went home n 照镜子, 哪里会像!? sumore my boobs oso nt as big as hers.... *_*?

    btw..if anione find it irritating for me to blog in chinese pls sae so. cos i understand sum ppl doesnt haf chinese software to view chinese ar~ right? juz leave a msg..if more than 3 person ( depending hw IMPT u r) petition den i change bek to all-broken-english style~ yeah~ aniwae ar~ tml iz an impt dae! so muz dress nicer lu~ ha~

    ps: i told a lie. i din went 2 noe dat president guy. ha. ^_^ ~