Checked in. My sis is now at Changi Airport.

Headache. Feeling kinda feverish. I had a complicated dream last night.

Its complicated because I've been searching for the right word to describe it, among these words : sweet, wonderful, nightmarish, wierd, familiar. So...its complicated.

I kept visiting the same places in my dreams.

An American supermarket, one storey, orange top and grey-white walls, huge carpark surrounding.

Winding streets leading to a condominium, baby pool and bridges, big stepping marble stones in the pool, there's a big round-mouth park entrance, its green,fadish green.

And then.

Last night again.

That beach. (Nah its nothing scary.)

I alighted at a old-fashioned hong kong bus stop, walked down the path leading downwards to a old-fashioned hong kong wet market. There are old ladies selling old-fashioned hong kong candies & tidbits, ugly clothes from a heck-care face uncle,walk down down down down.... and then you see the beach.

Its never blue-skied. The clouds were always there, but its not totally gloomy if you know what I mean. I'm with this guy, a head taller than me, I'm clinging on to him as though he's the last man I'll ever cling to. The feeling is complicated, its apple and cinamon, its sweet & logical. I dont love this man, but I just want to be with him.

And then I wake up.

And then I have this headache.

Damn.

You want to know what girl's think?

1) You pop by her house at 11pm/7am to surprise her with supper/breakfast.

"AAAAAAHHHHH SHIT I'VE GOT NO MAKEUP ON! Cant you call before u come u stupid boy".

Thats why we dont look really happy with your surprise.

2)You went through all the paiseh-ness, the pain of forking out money from ur already flat wallet to get her a big bunch of roses.

"I'd really, really rather you buy me a bag OR something frm Tiffany OR a perfume OR just treat me to a better restaurant for dinner if you really have no where else to spend your money."

Thats why our smile is so fake. Wow, flowers, nice. What else do you want me to say???

3) You are with the girl you want to woo, its the 3rd date. Crossing the road, green man's blinking. What a gentleman, you kept your hands to urself.

"HOLD MY DAMN HAND LAH YOU FOOL."

Chance missed. It may never come again.

4) Cockroach on the street. You jump away immediately.

"..."

*rolls eyes*

5) Dining in restaurant and waiting for the waitress to come over for menu/order/bill. You look around hoping to catch the waitress eye.

"Can you just put up your hand and call for the waitress? Urgh. I'll do it. "

Sorry this applies to Singapore guys only. Majority.

6) Its 11pm, left pub. Girl-friends tipsy, you're tired too, cab comes, you hop in.

"I cant believe it. WHATS THIS?????"

Who's the man here? You or me?

More to come.

Im not anti-animals, just because I dont oohoohahah over cutie pie furry (or no fur..whatever) living things doesnt mean I hate it to the core.

I admit I'm pretty afraid of dogs, but I can get over it if it 1)doesnt barks at me 2)dont come near me unless I go near it 3) doesnt bite. My neighbour's dog has never fulfil clause 1 for the past 10 years.

I have nothing against dogs.

But that two husky owner really pissed me off.

Scenario

You have 2 husky with you, together with your gay partner who has another puppy in his arms, you guys wait for the lift. The lift door opens, two girls, one girl holds the door while the other girl stands rooted with a frightened experssion.

What will you do?

1) Pull your dogs aside and wait for them to step out.

2) Smile and pull your dogs aside and wait for them to step out.

3) Frown and pull your dogs aside and wait for them to step out.

4) Swear and pull your dogs aside and wait for them to step out.

Doing nothing.is.not.an.option.

Even the uncle with the barky dog at my block knows what to do. Even the malay auntie with the long legged dog knows what to do.

Just pull your lovely husky aside and stop wasting each other's time!!!!!!!!

Fyi, my sis will be here with me for the next 10 days, she's holding my phone so if you have anything urgent, call me straight at company phone. I wont be expecting alot of extra calls since not many of you have that line...................................

Cheers. *v*