When I first started blogging, I wrote everything. Everything and anything, and I dont care if anyone's reading.

Abit later, who and whether anyone is reading the blog starts to become an issue. I blog for the sake of them reading, I blog for the sake of keeping them reading my blog. I start posting pictures and re-designing my template to make it an interesting blog.

And abit more later, I started blogging in Newstation instead, because I care about those that read this blog. Blogspot become my tagboard of everyday happenings, Newstation's my beautiful secret garden, for me to bark my anger, to cry my woes, to shout my fears.

And now.

Blogging now takes me 2 hours instead of 30 minutes, because I'm filtering everything I wish to say. Thats why I hardly blog nowadays, its so tiring.

I cant biatch about friends, cos people I know are reading.

I cant biatch about work, cos I'm not sure who is reading.

This is so frustrating, I dont even know why I'm typing this. Urghz.