Saturday, January 17, 2004


Not exactly lots of stuffs happen today but, duno y, just feel so shag. Played basketball right after PQS class...love the 3-3 court when iz not pack with smelly guyz. Wanted to try out some stuffs i read in the comic, erm like what the "correct way to shoot" ... hmm. 好难啊. Anyway me n huijuan really did sweat out ( which was our main pt in playing bball ) n think she gt kinda sun-burnt? Easily tanned girl sia. Rem the other time when me her n wennie was at that Converse 3-3 match, the both of them gt so red after 3 hours under dat hot sun....n i wasnt even red. Damn shit.

Oh btw. I think sometimes i do things without using my brains to think before i act. One good example happen today and i really regretted it. I feel so dumb. I think that person will think i'm dumb also. Please remind me to use my brain more often.

My hair sucks! I hate the colour i hate the style i hate everything!!!!! I need Mark ASAP!!!!

There's a change in me. And i hate that change. Really. It's making me feel so useless and helpless... ... like as if i cant get things done on my own again. I wan the old me. But me seems so ----- far away ...................