Happy birthday to my lovely sis...Divina Gracia! (-Nice name right...it means "Gift from Heaven" or something like that?-)

Please excuse me for my lousy + sucky english .............

I dreamt of you on the way home just now. We were on an empty train, only the both of us. You were sitting just opposite me, but duno why, you don't seem to notice me at all. I kept calling and waving to you. You gave no response.

Then a girl board our empty train. She sat next to you, and you two started chatting like you guys were long lost friends. Suddenly she changed seats and left our compartment. I waved to you again but you still never took notice of me. Another girl boarded the train and sat next to you, then another, and another...the seats next to you like forever increasing sia. Strange thing is that, all the girls seem to see me and said hi, but somehow I'm invisible to you.

When the number of girls hit eight, u finally saw me. U smiled and asked me where I'm going. Then I suddenly realised that I've no reason to board the train at all. I duno where I wana go. You gave me a how-come-u-so-stupid look.

I woke up from the dream...feeling kinda sad.

Hmm. Haix.

你还是温柔
给我 婉转的距离

This game should end le bah. No point dragging on and on ...

Happy birthday to my beloved brother Ah Xiong and cutest classmate Dor! May you stay healthy and cheerful always k! Smilex!

Removed the pictures from the previous entry cos they look irritating ( to me...ha ).

Feeling confused at the moment. I dont know what I want...i dont know what he wants. The more i try to figure what he is thinking, the more confused i get. I cant move on. I cant go back either. I'm like in the middle of nowhere.
I need to know where I am heading to... ...i need somebody here to guide me. Is he that "somebody"...? I dont think so....

I came across this idea that day...why issit that friends rather believe in someone that they have known less than a year than to believe a friend that they have known for many years? Whats so great about those people? I really dont understand ... totally disappointed. You didnt even tried to think that things werent like what he said....