I hate getting not enough sleep, mind's still slumbering.

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Okay, so now the whole world knows that Giena's left the agency. Her phone's still with me, messages coming in, exclamations and curiosity from those who worked with her. I replied none.

I had time to say goodbye, but I had no guts to do it. I rather take a war in the face than weeping goodbyes. Bon's a coward.

I know the story well enough from both sides to make my own judgement. Everyone is expecting me to waver in my stand, but ironically it had a totally opposite impact on me.

Don't roll your eyes!

What is true love?

You meet him.

Your lips twitch when he comes to mind, you have the urge to hug him when two of you are together, you miss him so much till it hurts, you change your life to suit his pace.

You fall in love.

You marry him.

Now, he's family. He's part of your life. You think your life is complete. You think you've met the right guy.

Then years later.

He's so family, he's like that irritating brother of yours. No more urge to hug to kiss, no more missing him like crazy when he's away. You don't even mind living without him.

And then.

You meet another man. A man that brings that feeling back again.

You fall in love. All over again.

You think its true love. This guy, this man, this is what you've been waiting for, this is true love, not the guy sleeping next to you everynight. You had it all wrong. You want to make it right now.

The world disagrees. Naturally.

Stories like this happens everyday. Men women, all the same.

We have a thousand excuses, or reasons, when it happens to us. To love somebody, and then change your mind.

How can we be sure, who is true love and who's the smokescreen? Will I, by mistake, take somebody's else's true love?

So tell me, what is true love?

What is true love?

You meet him.

Your lips twitch when he comes to mind, you have the urge to hug him when two of you are together, you miss him so much till it hurts, you change your life to suit his pace.

You fall in love.

You marry him.

Now, he's family. He's part of your life. You think your life is complete. You think you've met the right guy.

Then years later.

He's so family, he's like that irritating brother of yours. No more urge to hug to kiss, no more missing him like crazy when he's away. You don't even mind living without him.

And then.

You meet another man. A man that brings that feeling back again.

You fall in love. All over again.

You think its true love. This guy, this man, this is what you've been waiting for, this is true love, not the guy sleeping next to you everynight. You had it all wrong. You want to make it right now.

The world disagrees. Naturally.

Stories like this happens everyday. Men women, all the same.

We have a thousand excuses, or reasons, when it happens to us. To love somebody, and then change your mind.

How can we be sure, who is true love and who's the smokescreen? Will I, by mistake, took somebody's else's true love?

So tell me, what is true love?

I lost count.

How many times have I said " thats it, enough is enough "? Arguments after arguments, finger pointing, pushing of responsibility, always the one to be hammered down be it my fault or not.

I'm not a nail.

I'm sick of it already.

One word from the management is enough to let all efforts go down the drain.

Who's the one without business sense?

The break up virus is circulating.

I realised many important phrases consists of only 3 words, including "Lets break up."

Bring me the spices! I'm oh so in love with basil chicken @ Thai Express.

And Tom yum soup from Lerk Thai.

Aiyooooooooooooooo.

Some things are just never going to happen.

We went to Comex last night after work, Giena gotta get her cam and me me me, after 5 long years, finally decided to put my words to action. My laptop is dying on me, living on its last breath for the past few years.

Giena's bought her Casio cam for two hundred bucks plus minus, one down. I was deciding between Netbook and Laptop, and was almost about to pay for the netbook before I change my mind.

0% interest for all citibank card holders for payment above $500! Too hard to resists. I can even get my december trip tickets early. Signed the docs, went to the cashier, flash my card and.............deeeeeeyyyyy. Card failed.

The cashier was real cute by the way.

Tried again. Card failed. Tried Giena's card. Card failed.

Darn.

Will be going again this Saturday I THINK since Carol needs to get her laptop too. Don't know how the credit card instalment works though, worsts come worsts should just pay by cash and get my trip tickets later. (yeah I'm going home for Christmas)

F1 period starts.