I dun like my new layout...going change it soon...x_X

Started on the PM project today...STARTED but still far far away from completion. Ho. Loitered ard town area with Ms Zhang... ... intended to do our projects. Ha. Saw Chowie @ Heeren...she just sent Kristine off to MRT. Kristine going back to States tml le... ...she's alr 2nd yr in U. So fast.

Recieved a suprise call from shanglong just nw..so long since he contact me. Din really chat for long (me watching TV), just the usual updates... ...bt seems like he is more concerned abt my friends than me. Hmph. Anyway he mentioned basketball...and i just realised that I no longer have any more friends to go watch bball match with me le. Everyone's attached. Even my dad...so shit.

I dun like the feeling of people drifting away from me.

Duno what i blogging. Shant blog le.

List of jobs that i had....

Admin staff at Tyco --- 2 mths. Quitted when O's results were out.
Tuition teacher --- almost 2 years. But none of the tuition assignments lasted for more than 4 mths.
Sakae waitress --- 1 day. Too tiring. And after this job i swore that i'll nv touch F & B line ever again.
Epilepsy fund raiser -- almost 3 weeks? Fun + good pay...but very very tiring.
JDL fund raiser --- 1 day. scary company.
Shibuya sales --- Nice colleagues + environment. Love d job.
Office temp staff (Hk) -- 3 hours.
XiaoMaiCao Promoter - 1 day. Madness...$3/hr + stand thru 13 hours. Crazy.
Office wear sales --- Good pay. But ... ... haiya. Sometimes posted at terrible places.

Worked at Metro today. Sucks. So many aunties around! Sucks loh. No matter how i fold the clothes, the aunties are always there to mess up again...what the. Heng I got a cheerful + nice partner ar....but haiya. Dun wana wk there ar....duno still wana wk this coming weekend anot le. Dun like to take breaks alone ar...dun like the other staffs around ar...dun like all the aunties ar...dun like X_X

I hate all these scroll bars. Look so irritating. Dear viewers:plz try to ignore all this s.b k. Just pretend they are not there bah. Maybe if u try hard enough they will really disappear.....

Shibuya called me around 11+ this morning. Said that one of their staffs are absent and need someone down @ Bugis. Cancelled all my other plans just to help them work one day. Hmm...its nice to be back there. Feel so home-ly! Ha. Jenny is on duty today...we chatted quite alot. She said that there are more than enough staffs now...but seems like most of them will be quitting soon. Yeah~ then i can go back lu~

Tml still gotta work ... at Metro. Yuks! Dread to work there....metro = aunty place! Hai-ya....hao bu xiang qu zuo gong ar....

Went sch today for BAE lessons...only so few ppl in class! Oh goodness...played bball till my arms pain. Bt it was fun la =)

Meet up with wennie @ far east....she cant make up her mind whether she wana cut hair anot. End up i pulled her into one of those very cool hair salons @ level 4. Poor gal....she is damn depressed abt her hair cut nw. Very short fringes...tink she's just not used to it? But hmm...wennie! I nv bluff u....u really look okie in ur new hair!

Hmm...aniway i applied for another part-time job @ esplanade. The one selling very ex chocs...if that job confirmed then i'll quit my retail sales asap! Bt hmm...d qualifications for d job r "O'levels" and "good looking"...what is considered bad looking ar?

New layout...how issit? I think iz okie except for the scroll bars...look so irritating.

My brain cells are dying....i cant think of a nice layout!!Been experimenting with quite a few...but all so sux. Tsk.

Worked at Centerpoint outlet today. My previous senior told me that this shop always have the top sales...now i know why. All the stuffs there are priced at $49 and above! What the...Singaporeans are so rich! Esp teachers! There was this big fish that came in n spent six hundred plus plus within 2 hrs. And she's a teacher loh... ...

Tired. Not because i stood whole day, but cos of the stupid girlie slippers i wearing. Sucks. Pretty-fit sux. I'll nv buy cheap shoes anymore.

Yest was a long day... ... went to support kw's fren christina at NTU talentime 2004. NTU is a wierd place. Number 1, NTU is a very big place. The roads are complicated...alot of turns and bends...and yet there are hardly any helpful roadsigns. Even NP roadsigns are better than them. Number 2, its so hard to find toilets! Not like np, there are toilets everywhere......oh yar. And rubbish bins also. Hardly see any of them. Wierd place.

The concert wasnt really very good....the 2 MCs from UFM 1003 ar, their english ar...haiz. Enough of complaints le. Christina's performance was good! She can sing so well......and i've always thought that kw's exageratting. Her voice is sweet, her tai feng is steady, she look good...everything's there. P.e.r.f.e.c.t ! There was this girl who sang "By a thread"...its so nice! She sing till so pro~anyone have that song plz send me...

Btw...me n wennie was talking abt joining d composing category next yr...motivated!Hmm...bt seems like we always "say say only". Hope its for real this time...^_^ Tml gonna work again....at centerpoint tis time. Got to wear formal...sianz!!!!

Got alot of stuffs done within these three days. Paid my fee voucher. Bought my formal wear. Got my mascara (for FREE!!). Went queensway to photocopy LAN txtbook. Seems like i've done ALOT of things. Hmm...pretty broke. Feeling quite sick at the moment...been coughing for past 2 weeks le. Terrible! Cough and cough and cough ... >,<

Was supposed to work today but couldnt get Pancy ( A lady that's in charge of me )...kept calling her to know my working venue. Cant get her last night, so tried calling her this morning. Still cant get her....call up her shop and office blah blah blah...den they told me she was on leave! Tsk. Quite pissed off by her irresponsibility. Shld have called me earlier to tell me today no work mah... Anyway. She finally got back to me at ard 7+ and said to call her on Fri to confirm venue. The office system really sucks.

Tend to be easily touched and hurt by the little things people say/do. Especially when it comes to friendship matters(who cares about guys anyway?) Lin called in the noon ... ... her call affected me quite abit. Felt abit useless...cant be there when your friends need somebody to talk to or just for accompany. Ever since Ma and sis left Singapore, been relying alot on friends, for support, for money,for advises, for accompany... ...think i'm getting too dependent on them. Have been doing some soul-searching .... am I always the one taking and not giving anything in return? Why issit that I have the feeling that all of them are drifting further and further from me....or is it just natural as all of them are attached? .........................................................................................................................

Yesterday was my first day working at Circa 1972 ... damn bored + cold. I reported at Heeren ... but they transfer me to Plaza Sing so end up working there. Real bored ~ should have brought a book to read. Was taught all the stuffs i should learn but...no sale no customer so din really got the chance to try out the things she taught me. Anyway, bad thing about this job is that they can last minute transfer you to any branch ... so cannot anyhow wear tees and jeans cos some branch are those high-class type.So shit. Force me into getting formal wears ...they should just provide uniform mah.

Life is so boring~ esp when all your friends are attached. Bored bored bored bored bored!!!!! Hai....but hope that all of them can really really be happy. Plus contented with what they have ^_^ Stay happy and cheerful girlz!

All my friends seem to be busy with preparations for tml. Met up with almost all of them today...they seem to be so excited for Valentine's day. Think cos itz their first Vdae...hmm. Maybe i should start packing my luggage. Perhaps can make it for tomorrow's morning flight to taiwan ... ...

I am unwanted, unneeded and depressed -`_`-

SA teacher was very nice~ she treat us eat Quality Street chocs! Hohoho~ i wanted to buy that last night but, erm..abit expensive so hmmm ^_^ Shopped at town today ( AGAIN...bored ) for my formal wears and make-ups. Saw Kristine! She came back from the states for holidays...she was with Chowie again. Hmm...seems to me that all my ex-classmates are becoming prettier everytime i see them! Hope that they feel the same towards me also ... haha ~

Formal wears are ALL SO EXPENSIVE! The blouses and the pants ar ... prices are around fifty plus. Dont really mind spending more on these stuffs since attachment still can wear...but the prob is I'm broke now! Plus all those makeups....wan my life ar. Tian ar ~ but must get these stuffs by next week ar....die le die le >,<

Emperor getting into NS le...so fast right!?Ms zhang's very depressed about it ar...they just started pa toh not long and now like that. Hmm... all i can say is ---- > Cheer up! That 3 weeks will FLY past! I've said that to all those friends whose bfs are about to get into NS. They have survived that 3 weeks, so can u !

I should be grateful for everything I have.
I should be grateful for everything I have.
I should be grateful for everything I have.
I should be grateful for everything I have.
I should be grateful for everything I have.
I should be I should be I should be.........................................

Hmm...feeling abit tired. Think not enough sleep...tml going shopping wif ms zhang. So broke... ...esp broke this mth. Hey i was damn bored in bus jus nw so i calculated out sth ---- I have 5 good friends, 12 wonderful classmates, 22 nice schoolmates and 2 superb basketball frenz. If each of them donate 3 bucks to me...i can buy my makeup set le! Wonderful idea right?! I love you guyz...*muackz**muackz*... i'll bring a money bag to collect all your donations k! Love you #_# / !!!!!

Listening to 5566' s "Boyfriend". Nice song + lyrics only that 5566 sux. >.< Btw i juz recieved the fee voucher...duno hw m i going to fork out tat whole sum of $ by next week manz..............................................................................................

Life have been quite peaceful for the past 2 weeks...but quite alot of stuffs have been happening these few days. Haiz....really ar. Love is not everything. He is not everything. 你的他也好，我的他也好，她的他也好，没有他们我们也可以过得很好。真的。只要不要去想太多，谁都可以过的快乐 ~ ^_^

Ms zhang and i were looking at our yr 1 photos...everyone have changed so much. Esp ms zhang la,alex la, gerald la, doretta la, me la,ricky la ... look better now. Ms zhang ar...really like makeover "before" and "after". Miracle!!!

All of sudden mood = depressed.

Hey...heard that passive smoke dies earlier than first hand smoker. So pplz...esp my dear class guyz, plz quit smoking for the sake of us pplz!!! Dengli sayz dat eating bananas can help to jie yan ar.....no harm trying k.

Hmm... hMm....**missy in gd mood ** =)

I was supposed to wear a yellow jersey to work....but last min change to sth more formal. And i regretted that cos my top is white n nw its stained! Ai...tsk. Forget it. Today's trial s.u.c.k.s. Really sucks. The aunty iz a big sucker. By right being the only full-timer in the stall, she's supposed to teach + guide + help us through our first day of work. She didnt. Nvm....worst thing iz for the whole day, she keep pushing all those dirty jobs to us while she slack ard, either chatting wif the aunty next stall or eating or juz disappear. Lamer. She's one of the factors why i wun wana continue my job. Anyway, iz not really a tough job la...only that iz quite tiring n VERY DEMORALIZING. I stood thru my 13 hrs there @ Imm and only sold 11 bottles. So shit.. . .and with that aunty snatching customers ard, i dun tink i can improve oso.

Dun wana continue wif dat sucky job le. The pay is just not worth it. Only 3 bucks leh! Siao....i think meanwhile i try to get a tuition assg first bah hor?

After work....boss came down to treat us supper. We turned down d offer.... (boss like nt happie ar~)went eat with hj's family instead. Thx for the treat frm hj's dad ^_^ Finally got to see hj's bro. Hmm...cos today was like...@ Imm, quite some guys were bio-ing hj so when her bro came, i thought he wanted to get her num. >,<

Ai....tsk. Ma say this mth's allowance will be 100 less cos her budget tight. Din dare to tell her my budget also tight. Hai. Hao fan ar. Still wana get my make-ups sumore.....hai.

Once and for all wrote alot of rubbish @ newstation...including a chinese version of "In my place" ( Cos junhong sang it @ d talentime...nw dat song sank into my brain n keep repeating le ) n some rubbish entries la. If u are damn damn damn bored...go read it k. Oh yar btw i can see the number of clicks made on each entry ar...so make more clicks on all the entries k! Just to make me happy......

Read alex n ms zhang's blog.Everyone like blog the same thing sia. I think i'll say agar agar d same oso bah....congrats (n consoles) for ah seng for getting 3rd in ICT Talentime 2004! Yeah! U r wonderful! Hope u can do better in the Ooh LaLa bah... ...make sure u get into the finals k!Me n ms zhang was quite shock to see THAT huishan on stage cos she seems to be those quiet type..den all sudden she just jump on stage n gt a 1st ...never never judge a book by its cover *_*Hmmm....today's open hse was as noisy as yesterday's...atrium(as usual) packed with students. Walked past the band booth but din see vincent...ho~ bt saw him @ the ict bazaar. Nt sure if he recognise me (erm...does he know me in d 1st place?) but hmm...we were looking @ each other with those "hey...is him/her" look. Ho ~

Btw...finally gt 2 hear rg's fren sing le. Disappointed tt he changed song...i wana hear "The scientist"!!! <-----currently my fav song. Hmm...tml's my trial run for d xiao mai cao job and i'm supposed to sleep early. Tsk. Not much sleep time left le....still gt sumore things wana say bt duno hw to sae in english ( SOME PPL complain my english lao ya mah) so might as well blog in chinese la. Ho. Go read my chinese blog la yeah?

Oh yar. Btw. If i dun exist tml, i'd like to tell all of u guys that i love u all ^_^ Especially u ! Yes u!

Prediction for caps : Lucky color = pale yellow Lucky num = 2 Lucky stuff = newspaper

This year's open hse is fun-ner than last yrs! More happening...alot of students frm different schs came. Atrium was so packed! Aniwae we went for the sake of marking atttendance + support guanseng in his talentime, but too bad we missed his performance >,< Aiyah...we gals were like "huh? Over la?". Tml finals cant go also cos BAE lessons clash ar. So shit... ...saw gerald's band performance oso. ShuAI! Just feel that everytime he's on stage he looks so much different. The vocals were damn "wah!" too ar... ^_^

Rushed down to csh for hj's frenz match but too late le. IVP start till nw i still hafen got to see any of the matches ar...be it sec or poly. Bt hj's fren sae she cn get d schedule so...hmm...*brightens up* Was thinking whether will see any bballers @ csh...only saw Desmond II. Sianz.

Tml's prediction for caps *_* Do not be angered easily or you'll be the one losing out eventually. Lucky color is light blue, number is 9 and lucky stuff is bracelet.

Look @ the time now. Shit. I cant sleep. Got frustrated so came online blog....

I feel so sick. So shit...have been sick the whole day. SHit shit shit. Hope to be well before sat cos sat got trial for that xiao mai cao job. Hmm..not sure whether can tahan that job ar. Hj is pei-ing me work...but if it's really tiring then maybe i'll just give up and look for tuition instead. The pay is damn damn low. Saw wendy just now @ bugis..she asked me work @ Bossini. But ar...hmm. Think about it first bah ( d pay is real gd )...

Saw weilong @ Dover bus stop...hmm. Reminds me of namsan...so long never hear abt them le. Miss those days when all of us meet up for the sake of watching namsan matches together ar....me la rina la wennie la kimmy la elin la. That was the peak period ar~ Anyway met up wif san to town. I found my cap horoscope book le! Think something wrong with my eyes yest...copied down some stuffs down. I promised to get it on mon once i get my $...$ will be tight next month if my ma not sending anymore $ over. So shit.... aniwae san wanted to get her copy of d horoscope bk oso. But there was no taurus copy there so we went down bugis to find. Shit...still dun haf. Wasted trip.

Walked to esplanande to talk. Hmm...saw wendy again! See her everywhere. She's always getting prettier everytime i see her.

Shit! I duno why i keep sneezing! Its affecting my throat le la...ay whoever that keep missing me can u stop it! Its irritating! (*bleahz*)

Was on the way to kino this noon n bumped into elin @ dover stn's bustop. She lend me hear d xiao zhu's album (she juz went to see him last weekend) ... hey its nice ar! Qt suprised cos nv hear him sing b4. His rap ar...zan! Ho... if i gt d $ i'll buy his album la, since he's jie lun's gd fren. Anyway back to my kino topic..i was supposed to go down to look for dat horoscope book i saw dat dae. ( Plz refer to previoud blog entry) Cant find it! Hao xie men ar...went hunting ard d whole kino chinese dept still cant find. Tsk. SHld haf bought it dat dae hor. Hao hou hui ar.........

PS: Chinese blog had been down yest...iz okie nw ^_^

I've never believed in horoscope tt kind of thing ar. But that day went kino n came across this horoscope book...wah! Damn zun ar. Hmm...i copied some of the predictions for these few days. If tml's prediction come true i'm going to rush back to kino and get that book no matter how broke i am!

Please welcome elin in joining our line of blogging! Hoho~ cant believe that she this kind of lazy people also will start a blog. Sun will come out from the west tml morn lu~

Kind of give up in looking for anymore jobs le. Kind of hard since there are so many A's and O's level students out there waiting 4 dere results ar. Plus after cny seems dat even more ppl need to lk for job...pay gamble debts?Ho...saw joanie @ JP. Still as pretty as ever! Wanted to talk to her but she was really very busy (And her boss ard ar...)Think next time will go down JP visit her @ her stall again bah! She's really pretty ar...prettier than that r.c. But anyway...she has always been so pretty la. Nth new la......

Vday is running in lu. (..running?) Most of the friends ard me are getting ready for their vdae. See, i put "their" in italic. Cos iz nt our vdae animore...they'll all be with their bfs!! Nvm...i think i'll be flying to taiwan that day oso bah.

Meet up wif alot of ppl yesterday ar...elin la rina la kw la kimmy la. Busy *_*

Went lin's hse to bai nian...condo rooms are so small. Smaller than her previous hse...but iz much cosy. Her previous hse abit the scary ar...cos quite dark and alot of masks hanging on d walls. Aniwae...watched dat twins vcd @ her hse. Kowaii ~ much more scary than i expected. Din really talked much to elin cos she was sleeping......

Rushed home @ 5 cos uncle cuming over to fix the lock. Its done! Haha~ the old woman was mad at my aunty for bringing her husband to fix the lock. Now she'll have no way in getting into my room!!!! Hohohoho~

Rushed out to meet kw n rina. Long time din go out together le....but din really spend alot of time wif them cos gotta rush back to bt batok to meet kimmy. ( see? I've been rushing d whole day! ) Finally got to see her bf!! Damn shit...dat guy has 70% resemblance of desmond. Hmm...n kw's bf look like Orange. Shit....why like dat ar.

Chatted wif kimmy @ d swing dere. It brings back alot of memories. I cant believe that we alr graduated frm crescent for 2 years le. Lost contact wif alot of ppl le. Kimmy told me alot of stories ar...things dat happened to her for d past few mths. Hmm..she hafen change at all. As in her luck wif guys ar....hmm. Maybe alot of girls will envy her for that. Dun tink iz convenient to mention her stuffs in details here, but...hmm. I used to envy her for alot of things. But now... ^_^ Her bf is real lucky to get her ar... ... she rejected soOoOOoO many other guys!

Hmm. Need to get a job real soon. Quite some frenz ard me wana get job too. So i have to grab a job before all the jobs are taken up! Will walk ard town to lk for job todae. If dun haf....den haiz! Go do that stupid xiao mai cao job bah. If still dun haf....den ren ming go back to tuition bah!!!!!!!! ( I hate to teach tuition!!!)

Hmm...much better today ^_^
Okie...dis wad happen today. Went Junction8 with san to watch zaizai. Wow...packed with pplz ar, aunties la, girls la, office ladies la, couples la blah blah blah. But not as many ppl as i imagined. Li yi (933 dj) claims that there were 4000 fans there. Hmm..i dun tink got that much ar. She always kua zhang one sia. Hmm..aniwae. It was so hot and stuffy! Think got ppl fainted sumore. Tsk tsk. Duno why all those aunty keep pushing...everybody will have the chance to get up stage what. Tsk. Anyway....zaizai close-up is really not bad looking. Look better in person than on TV. He had a nice smile...and he shook hands with everyone. Erm...i'm not his fans la but hmm, he seems nice la.

It was 8+ when we finally left Bishan. Cant decide where to go for dinner...oh yar thx san for treating me dinner anyway ^_^ Went to the River ang pao ard 9+? Hao ri nao ar....~finally can feel the new yr mood le. Ha...abit the late sia. Hmm...that huge yo-yo like machine really scares me ar...SO HIGH! Tian ar... ... waste $7.50 to go on sth so scary ---- worth it mah!??!!??!

So of cos...end up nv played any of those games la.( Although san really really really wanted to try those "exciting" stuffs badly...sumone volunteer pei her go la plz) We intended to go home...but there was this beijing rock band outside esplanade. Haiz...if last sat din rain, King Lychee would have performed there oso loh....................! So shit ar.....aniwae there was tis band call "hei bao" la. Loud music. Strong + powerful vocal. Plus d guitarist is damn pro!!! ( n qt stylo oso la >,< ) Tho they nt those youngsters band...dere was quite alot of teenage fans supporting them. Iz nice listening to tis kind of mini live concerts, esp those underground bands. Duno hw to explain ar...but. Hmm...iz like u.b usually dun haf much publicity, n iz hard for ppl to know them n their music. So this kind of concerts are really very nan de ar.... *_*