I got my first handphone way back in Sec 4. The legendary Panasonic GD92. Since then my life was all about sms-ing.

Duno whats so big deal about it. But I kept sms-ing everyone i could. Forwarding sweet messages to crushes, replying stupid messages to NS guys (NS guys have never change during the years), gossiping with friends, arranging outings with classmates ...

It lasted for only 3 months plus. And then. I started dreading sms-es. Friends started complaining that I dun reply sms-es, which (now i understand) can be quite frustrating at times.


So people that get my sms often ... u're lucky ^^


Anyway what i wanted to say is. I dun like the way sms affect my life. It really drives me crazy u know, one second smile next second cry. Sms is supposed to be only a more convenient way to communicate, which is the least sincere thing in the whole wide world (after friendster message). So...unless u're arranging for meet-ups/find out my whereabouts/passing a short message, do not do not msg me. Call.



I have free incoming anyway. =D






*wow i sound so serious.....*

Back from Class gathering.

Or...should say dinner meet up. Cos all we did was eat, eat and eat. Ate Breko with Huijuan then Swenson with the guys then Starbucks with the guys then Youth park f.c with Papa. Tired...from all the munching and swallowing. **

Okay lah. I'll think of something constructive for the next class gathering k.

Anyway. The so-called secret plan is no longer a secret. Cos I told everyone about it. =)

Everything's in progress. Have been finding out about accounting stuffs from friends that are in Finance course. Did my research on SOHO (It actually stands for Small Office Home Office) and how it functions. Read lots of books in starting biz, like how to write proper proposals, what and how to get prepared, cost budgeting and stuffs like that. Headache, really, cos I've hardly touch those areas in my entire life .. unless u count that half year in Intro to Financial Planning module?

Oh gosh there are sooooo much things to absorb, to learn and to prepare. I'll work hard. Harder.



And I'm happy to see positive reactions from friends. So tired from seeing people giving u those " won't work one lah " or " u can meh? " look. I'm totally prepared for all that type of response, but it sure brightens up ur day with a more encouraging comment. Or at least, constructive. If u really think it isnt a workable idea, tell me why u think so, tell me whats wrong, tell me what I can do, tell me something. Dun just shake ur head and look @ me. ..oh dear.

And even my mum. Can see that she's trying very hard to understand me nowadays...as usual, she is never supportive of her daughter. And on my side...I'm trying very hard to show her my effort too. Telling her about my everyday progress...but it seems like she's always biting her tongue to stop herself from saying something discouraging. Hard to be mother, hard to be daughter......

Wow. I'm really impressed by u guys...thanks so much to all those that replied my bulletin/mail/message. U rocks *wink*.

And for those who havent did the survey...come on guys it only take 5 minutes. Be nice and do it for me .... pretty please?

Love,
Bon

PS:Btw, I can message le! All those that can make it on Sat evening message me ASAP. I need to make reservations.

Notice

Peeps.

My hp is still down...cant reply sms, but can read sms. Anything urgent CALL please. And please pick up my call .. there's no other way i can get u. And btw if u received any sms from me/sms-ed me, dun assume that I'll reply. Cos thats me using my colleague's hp yah.

Oh and updates on plan. There are finally some progress....no matter good or bad, i'm still positive about everything. =) Only one thing..I'm going to have an headache writing that idiot proposal and partnership agreement......

I bought heels.

And lots of other stuffs.



Shopping makes me happie. ^^

My heart was beating so fast when I saw "new message" in friendster. Not again not again not again.......please don't let it be him.

But it is. Life's always like that.



I don't care.

I really dont.


I don't care whether he's dead or alive.
I don't care if he change his number without telling me.
I don't care about him at all.


I'm just fed up the way guys rather message than call. Whats wrong with the phone? What makes it so hard for you to press the green button? The green button got fungi issit?

Or issit the price? Its just 20 cents dear, just 15 cents more than a sms.



I'm really fed up.
If its so damn difficult for you guys to call, I shant bother anymore.



Okay I admit I'm just damn fucking disappointed. *i really shld stop using tt word..*

General summary of this week:

* Pay issue resolved. Kind of. I'll learn to be more careful next time round...make sure they document every single word they say.

*Dance lessons started. At Hype...well we were expecting Hip Hop, but it turns out to be really jazzy sexy type of dance moves. Anyway...it was fun lah. Good to sweat out as well ( the studio was really stuffy )

*Oh. And I almost forgot Vdae. Had Sakae with Rina. We wanted to play cheapo and take the student buffet (-by using that darling red ezlink card..d one with NP logo). But. Karma....aiz.

*I finally finally had my Breko Spicy Wings!!!

*Many many issues about that plan...very disturbing. Especially the money part....

*A suprise message in Friendster

*My hp down. Down down down. .. >_<>

*Another class gathering postponed......people going m'sia, going cruise, going birthday parties, going belated Vdae celebration. It wasnt me!

U can snatch my food.

U can tear my skirt.

U can step on my library book.

U can borrow my CD for life.

But NEVER. EVER. CHEAT MY MONEY.


*bon bites*

After working 6 months plus for them...this is the kind of treatment I get. All I'm getting this month is a miserable $780? And yet she can make it sound like I'm the one being unreasonable. My mom say this is "the darkness of the society". I prefer to phrase it as "the consequences of not reading your contract properly again".

Never mind. I always get bad jobs. Just another one added to my list. *shrugs*

Dear male species,


Every single thing we do, we do it for a reason. That explains the same for our emotions too.

If we're mad at you, there must be something u did ... or you should do but didnt. What the hell that is -- u'll have to figure out yourself. Its YOUR problem.

So.

What have you done/forgot to do?


Did you forgot my birthday?
Did you send me a sms that was meant for another girl?
Did you watch a movie with your buddies when you already promised to watch it with me?

or

Was it that you were out having fun when I needed someone to talk to badly?



Come on, think!!








Very troublesome to think, huh?


Then don't. Heck care us. We won't die without you anyway. You can go find yourself another Mary/Annie/Jane/whatever, better still right.



Yours sincerely,
One of the Female species

We have a plan.

Hee hee.

And nobody knows what it is...

Double Hee hee.

Okie lah. Rina knows. And huijuan. And Ah fai. And my ma. And Long ge? Oh, and my sis. What a big secret plan......

I cant stand it anymore.

Eyes so red and swollen, 3 hours of crying and crying......seeing how Da S being raped by her stepfather. And how that bastard can still fake that innocent face when facing Da S's mother. And how that bastard touch Da S here and there. And how Da S's mother can still trust that bastard after he betrayed her. BASTARD!! *roars*

(*my Da S...poor Da S*) *_-....

Okie lah. I'm watching Mars ( Zhan Shen ). So damn pathetic. And after all those tragic scenes, I still have to watch Zi Jin Zhi Dian (Top on the forbidden city), which seems so crappy as compared to Mars. I'll still watch for the sake of Aki...


Aki..dun look nice in this pic.

Bad news. I cant feel my cheek bone anymore. Its gone. .. My fats are shouting "its time to get rid of us!!!" but somehow...i cant bear to do it. Life is sooooo short...nobody can predict what will happen tml.

If I die tml, I'll never know how great Spinelli's Oreo Cheesecake tastes like, and Bakerz Inn's, and Twisties Cheese flavour, and Bugis food court Ba Cuo Mee, and Starbucks' whip cream, and KFC's fortune meal...........................

Whatever lah. Still not the time to diet lah.


Xian nu bang.


.


Papa's mei suggested this. The results are....so true. (*shy*)


Not suprisingly...I go fantastic with Edison Chen too.(*double shy*)


My seat. Fyi, i handed in my resignation letter today....



PS:Dance lessons will begin next Thurs. Woo Hoo.

I bought MARS!
I bought MARS!
I bought MARS!

*Jumping around with joy*


PS:No not Mars the chocolate bar...is Mars Zhan Shen by Zai Zai and Da S. Dumb.

Valentine's day is coming........

Been repeating this everyday. To everybody. Nobody seems excited at all. Wierd >,<

~

Over at Papa's house last night, prepared to stay overnight for Mahjong session. End up entertaining the kids @ the playground. I really cant understand kids nowadays...so damn sadistic. I hate playing popping fireworks and those crazy stones...those type when u throw on the floor will light up one. Duno whats thay called. Didnt even know that they exists. Whoever invented them are mad. .. . !

Valentine's day is coming........

Been repeating this everyday. To everybody. Nobody seems excited at all. Wierd >,<

~

Over at Papa's house last night, prepared to stay overnight for Mahjong session. End up entertaining the kids @ the playground. I really cant understand kids nowadays...so damn sadistic. I hate playing popping fireworks and those crazy stones...those type when u throw on the floor will light up one. Duno whats thay called. Didnt even know that they exists. Whoever invented them are mad. .. . !

Talk about Chu 3.

We decided that its not very nice to go empty handed to Alex's house since his mum is cooking. So. We bought him a cake, shun bian celebrate his very belated birthday.


Sembawang Solo should be ashame of their cake. The cream taste so horrible.


Cant remember what she's eating but, she make it look like she's performing sword-swallowing or what...


A normal TV.


Zc ps-ing away....tsk.


Yah thats ricky.


Christie or Kristy? Whatever. I seldom care much about kids...but this one is cute. Real cute.


She click well with Dengli. Thats Hj's phone with Dor's xmas pressie --- the animal hp thingy.

Rest of the story please refer to Hj's blog @ the side. I'm so into mahjong-ing now. They say is beginner's luck ... but thats what they have say everytime I play. I say, thats luck. Or Cai Shen Dao. Ho. ^^

Back to office. Everybody's in holiday mood. Lazy, slacking, dragging ourselves to work. Cailing's getting abit mad.


Paying respect to the poster. Okay not funny.

Cailing invented a very special dance (Honestly I think...if she do this in Zouk somebody will kick her out) --- similar to Kaiwen's one-finger dance. Yi yang zhi.

Step one, stick out your right finger in the air.

Step two, shake your head like drugged ah bengs while holding that idiot finger, moving from right to left repeatedly.

Ta dah! You'll look like one of us.


If you dare do it in Zouk for 5 minutes................you are really an idiot.