You're so good to me =)

The Man bugged me to change my layout. Any one has any funky design to supply?

My mum and my sis returned to Hong Kong today, kept complaining about the lousy budget terminal, I can't believe it they actually couldn't locate a phone or washroom there. Wow.

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I wasn't aware that sacrifices and hardships are better said out loud than kept inside.

I was taught to suffer in silence. Use your IQ and solve it. Use your EQ and bear with it. If you are hurt, too bad, you should have measured the consequences of every action so it won't result to allowing others to hurt you. And that's what I passed on to my sister too. Now I feel sorry for her cos she's been going through the same type of mental torment like me.

There are times when you actually want share, and you did share, but the truth seems oh-so-fake. Its too late to erase what is imprinted in other's memory.

Whatever.

Whatever.

Whatever.

Saying it three times and more, trying to get it imprinted in my mind.

Whatever.

Mafia Ma has went back to Hong Kong yesterday.

No blood shed, meet-the-parents session went well. =)

Its Meet-The-Parents day. =)

2 minutes after I entered a wrong CVV number while doing an online purchase, Citibank called to check if I did that transaction.

Wow.

Very efficient.

I told him that the CVV number has faded and I need a new card. He said he's not in charge and would need to get the customer service to get back to me.

No word till now.

Hmmm.

I received the lousiest, lousiest, lousiest ( I know with -est its already to its extreme but I just want to emphasize how LOUSY it is) head hunt proposal ever. EVER, really. Among the rest that I've got, this is real bad.

I'm not going anywhere cos I simply don't see any reason in leaving right now.

There might have been hard times, sore moments, cat fights and undertable kickings, but that's not now. The rest are going to say, "it will be back someday", "some things just never change", "you gotta move on, I think you've learnt enough". I know, darlings, I know.

But whatever it is, or will be, its not happening right now isn't it. (Go on roll your eyes lalalala)

Until the bad times come again, I'm not going anywhere.

Period.

After chasing and hounding for nods for class gatherings, one actually happened on a very last minute basis. Off to green frog's place!

Used to gobble down plates when we were younger, dropping by after lectures in afternoon sushi buffet sessions. My highest record with Sandy Koh was 43 plates. I don't know how we did it. Act of pigs, seriously. *frowns*

Dengli lost weight. Thank goodness I wasn't sitting next to her in this pic.

No, I'm not trying to hint that Huimin looks fat. I never I never.

So darn skinny.

The Man and I had this delicacy at Sakae during CNY and have been singing praises about it. It don't taste as nice as I remembered. The Man said probably because the last time we had it, it was right after returning from Batam (where we ate really dry chicken and lotsa other terrible munchies).

Intensely waiting for her "omg soooo nice" expression.

Got none. She merely ate.

=(

Moved over to PS for desserts. ICE MONSTER FINALLY GONE. It nothing as compared to their HQ outlet at Taipei. Tsk tsk tsk. Ji De Chi took over their space. Their mother outlet's at Liang Seah street, along the stretch of steamboat and eateries.

New menu!

=)

The man with the big big biiigggggggg *open arms* hair.

Its too easy to fall apart, so lets make some effort to keep close, peeps.

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Rode with The Man down to Tampines 1 to catch Aimee at her show. A very long ride.

Its awkward to look your model in the eye when they are performing, so I hid at level 2.

Aimee's beautiful but hmmm.

And well, I really don't appreciate the attitude of the other male model. He was smirking as the dancers performed. I guess thats the thing that pulled the overall performance down --- someone standing in the middle of a performance giving that "what the hell are they doing man see i'm really no part of this nonsense" look.

Your first day of work huh dude? Very. Unprofessional.

You are lying about your life and I know it.

And I know it.

And she knows it.

And he knows it.

And she knows it.

Cos I told them all.

I hope you're having fun. =)

And yes, thank you, I'm a bloody biatch. Thought you knew it all along my dear?

I can't remember when was the last time I introduced a boyfriend to my parents. 10 years back maybe? Ever since my parents moved back to Hong Kong, don't think I've mentioned any of my r/s to them. They don't seem really interested anyway. My dad has been trying very hard to ignore the fact that I'm a grown up woman.

Parents are coming over next week. Official count down - 2 days. Aunt rang this morning and suggested a meet up. The Man with The Parents. I looked at The Man and repeated the words. He gave me this face:

The day is finally here omggggggg.

It would be exciting to see him talking to my dad. I'm anticipating to see how these two robber-face men interact while freaking out at each other's presence. Haahahahaha.

Darn mad busy these days. Sneaking a minute to blog before my new staff comes back, dont wana set a bad example.

Uh oh. She's back.

BYE!!

New staffs came in and left before I can even remember her face. I'm not going to let the next one eat into my time so easily.

Now. Feedbacks were that I'm very intimidating for newcomers. There used to be colleagues who buffer that mad air of mine, they go around giving out sweets, sitting down with newcomers for lunch, might even hold hands to toilet if there was another cubicle in the office toilet. I'm the poker face until the mask cracks. And then its happy family all over again. I'm proud to say we never had office politics within the team.

There's no one left to be the buffer girl now.

So these are things I gotta learn huh. =(

It takes two hands to clap, and only one hand to stop.

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The grass is always greener in somebody else's place.

You dream about going up there, but that is a big mistake.

The first two lines from "Under the sea", OST of Little Mermaid. I was in the school's choir in Hong Kong, we did a performance of this song, had a hard time memorizing the entire song (there is a rap!) but since then, it has been stuck in my mind and I can throw it out, anytime anywhere.

Sorry that's not the point.

I kinda miss the girls who flocked away. Looking at their achievements now, I hope this is what they wanted. Though that might not be the way that I've groomed them to be.

A little more communication might have brought this relationship to a further stop, but no matter what, that stop is inevitable. Seen that coming all along. There's nothing left to say.

=(

I don't owe you anything.

Period.

Random followers popping out of nowhere.

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The first Monday of a 2-booker team week. The peace sinks in so quickly, I can hardly recall the buzzy office. HAHA, somebody must be sobbing away about us not missing her.

I had one hard cry when Dav was gone, wrote lots of emotional entries when Gwen and Evelyn left, especially Gwen cos we spent so much time together doing almost everything. But nothing could be compared to that pail of tears I had over Giena's sudden departure. Gary walked in, silent, and closed the curtains behind him as I sobbed furiously away in his seat.

When all the XMMs decided that its time to fly, I'm dry. Saw it coming, had enough of mental preparation. It still stings, but not as bad.

I've gone through worst.

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When its too much for me to take, I run to him.

No idea what powers he got, he can make it all go away, in an instant. And there's nothing left except for quiet happiness.