Am talking alot with my sister these weeks, she made me realised how much I missed school. Every small little thing....from copying maths homework before bell rings, biased teachers, comparing of test papers' results to hanging out in town after school, the in-school items (schoolbags, school shoes, pencil cases etc..).

It also dig up this long time bad feeling towards one of my cousins. I started working since Sec 4 just to pay for school fees, there was a period of time when financial was so bad, my mum could not even cough up a $60 for my courses. And then, the mum of that particular cousin came borrowing $ from my mum, and my silly mum went to pawn her wedding ring just to raise money for them to pay PUB bills.

If that aunt didnt come asking money in such glam outfit, with jewellery all over, I would not be so pissed. If they were that tight in cashflow, why didnt she pawn some of her jewellery? Especially when she knew that we were difficult too.


If you need money, you earn it. If you cant earn it, you gotta give up on some desires.