Life is full of ups and downs. I had my "ups" in the morn...then my "downs" in the noon. All because of a phone call...and thats it. What the hell.

Supposed to meet rina @ night. Din meet up, was my fault. ( Sorriz gal *_* ) Walked ard town. Chingay thingy sux...town was so noisy. Everything sux la. Sux sux sux!!! Everyone ard me seem so cheerful and excited. I felt so out of d place. I din wana go home early too. I cant think of solution ar. I duno whats going on ar.

I duno wad i talkin le...

Everything's almost perfect today! The sun is back, we got to play basketball, I got my reg post, I got my mickey mouse necklace frm my mei, and i saw him,him and him! Except that him la >,< But I'm already contented enough. The main point is....there's no rain today! (Pls refer to chinese blog regarding this ^_^)

The world is just so wonderful!!!!!!

There are so many wonderful people in the world! Hohoho...no i'm not referring to myself. Its my aunty's husband ar (erm......that makes him my uncle right?) Yest afternoon me was quite mad with that old woman outside. Madness. Came into my room while i'm in sch and took some stuffs. Cant tolerate this anymore. So...i decide to fix a lock at my door. But 天啊! None of the guyz i know can help my fix a lock. Nvm...i called up a locksmith n guess the price? 200 bucks for MERELY fixing a small lock at my room door! What the....with 200 bucks i might as well change the whole door right. ANYWAY, back to my wonderful-people-topic, my aunt's hubby came over today and promised that he'll help me gao dim the lock! Hohohohohohohoho~ 太开心了~

I just realise how little money i'm left with. Shit. Everyone's getting rich after cny except me. 天啊！！！！Nvm...i think i have to start looking for job asap le. Will take on any job le bah. Heng nobody's bdae is coming up + vdae no need spend much this yr (since everyone's att..wad for i get u ppl pressie right) ......sometimes its nice to be single. Ho.

My tagboard is alive again. Thank goodness. Dun let it stop okie?

Hmm.....one last thing to say. For all those who doesnt feel happy, those friends that are currently depressed....cheer up! No matter how useless i may seem....i'm with u! Smile and the world smile with u!

Had an enjoyable KTV outing with d gals last nite while the guys were at ah seng hse gambling. Hmm...gambling is no gd. Anyway ar...huimin's had a nice voice. (erm...iz nth new la i noe) And guess what? Dengli can rap! Hohohohoho...only dat all three of their voices quite soft. Cn hardly hear them ar. Now that all d gals had went sing k together once...next time can call the guys along le bah, if the other gals dun mind?

Today is everybody's birthday. So happie birthday peoplez! Me and san going to sing k to celebrate our birthday later!!

Just sort of wondering abt this today...there are some people u meet, at the wrong time at the wrong setting. If they had enter your life with a different status, or at a different time, a different setting, maybe things would not be like what it is today. Some people are met too early, some too late.

I'm desperately searching for Mr. D, although i'm not sure what i would do when i really find him. Would i react the same, like i did 2 years ago? I hope not ... I must be brave! Haiz but back to the question I really really really duno what will I do if I really see him ar. So shit. He's not my crush he's not an old lover he's not a ex-sch mate he's not even counted as a friend ... so, erm...what is he?

As u can see, i'm getting very confused + contradicting.

I'm ridiculous. I'm going crazy. I really is ar...why in the hell am i missing someone that i havent seen in a year and doesnt even remember my existence!!!

This is so shit.

If i'm not wrong, ah bon will start searching high and low for this lamer again. Through friendster through friends through newspaper through matches... hide-and-seek 2004 begins. ^o^)/~

All by myself by Eric Carmen

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And makin’ love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Livin’ alone
I think of all the friends I’ve known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobody’s home

All by myself
Don’t wanna be, all by myself anymore
All by myself
Don’t wanna live, all by myself anymore

Hard to be sure
Some times I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

Ps:I got this on cd in hk...bt dun haf it here. Anyone have tis can send me?

Yest was a happy day. Today wasnt. S.u.c.k.s

Cheers for elin for miting me @ nite ^_^ She look damn sexy today loh~too bad u guyz dun haf d chance to see her. Tsk tsk. We talked quite alot of stuffs...just norm updates la. I really appreciate it when friends call me out, esp on days like this. I know iz difficult to meet up on this kind of family-get-together festivals. N i'm grateful for ur effort made >,<

This new year starts with a frown and ends with a smile ^_^ Yup me iz in a good mood ( suprisingly). Ahem ... btw erm miss zhang just shocked me with d news this morning saying dat she's been admitted to hospital. Went visit her in the noon. She look abit weak ar...but with her bf ard, i think she shld be able to withstand any pain la hor.

Town's quite packed with ppl, compared to last yr's. Me quite suprised la...cos by experience town iz very leng qing esp in nian chu 1. Economy is real bad......

Especially easily touched today. Like when lin said wana mit up to treat me ice cream tml nite, like when fx pei me play bball till 12+, like when mum called... thx lots! I love u all! Its the thought that counts. Smilez!

Please go to here if u are damn bo liao n got nth else better to do.

AHem...happy new year all friends out there! Stay cute n healthy k pplz! Bon loves u all!


Okie...time seem to pass very slowly today. D class like not very into the new year mood ar...unlike last yr >,< Guess its cos school just start nt long ago + we alr grown up? Hmm... went down town to get some stuffs, but end up getting nth. Ho. Quite alot of shops in town closed early/din even open ar. I got no $ anyway ^_^

Hmmm...d following days. What can i do?
a) Go airport study
b) Loiter ard town ( go search for shops dat are still open )
c) Rot + watch finish d vcds
d) Rot + read books
e) Practice bball
f) Rot + wait for saturday
g) None of the above

All the above really sucks manz...now i realise dat there r certain things dat friends really cant help.

Yo hey!I dyed my hair le! Plus cut ar ... nt quite used to d dark hair colour. Aniwae iz a strange color la. Duno how to describe it either. Strange hairstyle oso. Everything's strange......

New year! I hate new year! I really really really hate new year! Tml's alr new year eve...everyone will be rushing back home to eat their reunion dinner while i rot in my room eating d $1.80 fillet-o-fish. Everyone will go happily bai nian while i rot at home watching my vcds. Everyone will be so "into" d new year mood! I hate new year!!!!!

Thx miss zhang for giving me dat box of gok zai ~ dats soOoO nice of u. And thx for ur vcds too...i need them to pass these few days.

Some happy stuffs happen today. Great mood until the rain starts pouring down in the noon. Spoiler!

Hmm...did quite alot of travelling today. Went Bt panjang, change bus. Went SR. Went hm. Went town. Tired!!!!!!

San wanted to get her hair cut by today, but all those salons @ far east is really qt ex ar. Norm hair cut + wash alr $30+++ ( Hey i can cut like 3 times at Mark's place lor ) End up shopped ard Far east to get my new year clothes. Was quite desperate to get at least a set. But after getting it le ar, think that me is rather dumb loh. I'm not going anywhere bai nian ! What for get new year clothes!!?!?!?! Stupid.

Salesgirls attitude are getting from bad to worst in town areas. Really terrible ar. Even those lousy shops also liddat. Sucks >,<

Saw the MV of "In my life" @ HMV. Abit saddening. That singer like wana cry wana cry le. Plus all those background videos...me stood there awhile staring at the screen. San thought i was about to cry..ha. 那首歌让我想起很多很多事情啊。。

Whats wrong with NP Dialup!!!! So shit....connected le but so lag.
Hmm. This sem like alot of group work sia. I hate group works!

Not exactly lots of stuffs happen today but, duno y, just feel so shag. Played basketball right after PQS class...love the 3-3 court when iz not pack with smelly guyz. Wanted to try out some stuffs i read in the comic, erm like what the "correct way to shoot" ... hmm. 好难啊. Anyway me n huijuan really did sweat out ( which was our main pt in playing bball ) n think she gt kinda sun-burnt? Easily tanned girl sia. Rem the other time when me her n wennie was at that Converse 3-3 match, the both of them gt so red after 3 hours under dat hot sun....n i wasnt even red. Damn shit.

Oh btw. I think sometimes i do things without using my brains to think before i act. One good example happen today and i really regretted it. I feel so dumb. I think that person will think i'm dumb also. Please remind me to use my brain more often.

My hair sucks! I hate the colour i hate the style i hate everything!!!!! I need Mark ASAP!!!!

There's a change in me. And i hate that change. Really. It's making me feel so useless and helpless... ... like as if i cant get things done on my own again. I wan the old me. But me seems so ----- far away ...................

Hmm... now in LAN lesson. Hmm...bored.

Sort of made plannings for my new yr le. Will spend lotsa time rotting at home. Watch vcd. Eat. Sleep. Then repeat all these stuffs again... so shit ar.

Starting to dread all those festivals, special occasions n stuffs. I HATE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

Congratulations to the brand new news station!!! Ha...this not really a blog. Just a place for me to write some real sentimental stuffs (*eh...which meanz sumtimes i will post crapz*). Again, its pure chinese. Ho....这是 我的新闻台！！

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/bonita/

Today is friday! That means IS day! Hmm...not really exciting subjects. Esp PQS...it was sooOoOOO boring! Nearly fell asleep. In between that 3 hours break we went play bball ( ^_^ )..sweat out. Think this routine will go on for the rest of the sem~ hohoho~

School's reopen for a week le. Hmm ... was wondering how come some people like 人间蒸发, still never see them ard in sch. Kick out? Still rotting at home? Or just that we just 没缘分！@？？！？！

Yeah ppl! Happie new yr!! Bon iz back!! Hahaha....just reached last night. Damn plane delayed 2 hours..but lucky i have lovely friends waiting at airport to fetch me ... huhuhu... ton thru-out the night >.< Finally got to see wennie's bf lu ~ he look like Orange ar ( Orange's a guy name, not d fruit ) plus wilson mixture? Huhuhu~
Rushed to Shibuya in the noon today, see if they still need ppl. Really really hope to get back my position ar... saw lots of NP ppl today in town anyway. Ricky msg when we were at bugis so i guess he saw me? Then later at taka saw darell la,cine saw alex la....town is full of ppl!