I was nice, I was forgiving, I tolerated nonsense, I simply waited when friends turn up 3 hours late for no valid reason, I let friend fly airplane cos they are too lazy to get out of the house, I kept my emotions to myself. My motto was "Don't let your emotions affect others".
I got sick of myself.
So, I flared up.
I get angry when I should be. I frown and thrust frustrations. If curse and swear helps to strengthen the effect, jolly well add it in for free.
It works. In a way I should be happy about it.
But dude you know how miserable I am? Its tiring to stay upset and ignore someone totally.
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Gwen brought me to this cafe/pub at a ulu pandan place. I'm in love with their lychee beer. The snacks were cheap, 3 buckets of finger food + 3 beers and we still have change at $50.
Would have been a great place for class gathering if I didn't promise Gwen that I wont introduce this place to friends. Gotta keep it secretive so there won't be crowds. See what happened to Crystal Jade steamboat.
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Deportment starts next Sat, I'm gonna be wow-ed by 20 girls. Stun me if you could, I'm really looking forward to what's left after the course. Sorry, who's left, correction.
7 lessons, lets hope I'll survive it.
