Bonita couldnt speak.
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Intended to skip work totally but couldnt. Shared cab with Hj to office @ 11 am, hoping to finish up urgent stuffs and leave @ 2. Fat hope.

Went straight to the doc ( again ) right after lunch. He gave me a 2-day mc and another rd of medicine. He said that I overworked. Okay......I agree. That finalize my decision on whether to work this coming weekend @ Shibuya.

Anyway I just wana complain abt the whole lot of crapster taxi drivers last night! I waited 1/2 hour for cab at Bugis...somewhere outside the Mos where there are heaps and heaps of taxi all day long. Wennie commented that perhaps they wanted to change shift thats why didnt stopped for me....then why did the girl opposite in the skimpy outfit manage to board a cab within 5 minutes? Tmd... ... just because I wear specs they bully me like that issit ...

I have nice friends. Friends that really care...hj came up with fried rice on sat, then Wennie, today. I have nice friends that disappear too(I know u're reading this).......which I hope will apparate asap cos this the time when I need someone. Your heartless friend here is calling for some help ya.

Its raining outside. Thats why I blogged this.

Its funny how things lingers on and on after so many years. Or maybe its just a bad habit? Everyone keeps telling me,"Kick the habit. Its affecting ur life." I know that. But isnt it happening to everyone else?There will always be someone that vanishes but leave a mark in your life. Someone, some things, some events that you can never wipe out from your memory.

I'm quite sure that I've got over him. But...somehow, there's a shadow.

I'm sensitive to his name. When I see his name in documents or hear his name, I get paranoid and only relaxes when I see that the surname doesnt matches to his. I know nothing about cars. But I stop to read news or reviews about Mitsubishi Evolution series. Whenever I walk past the bball court, I think of him. I compare guys to him. I envy his girlfriend. But yet I don't like him anymore.

He's nothing great. But he's great to me. Which is pretty wierd ... cos I dun even know him in person.

Maybe the reason that I couldnt move on is because nothing happened between the two of us before? If something had happened, anything at all, I might feel better? But why should I be expecting anything out of somebody that I dun even like? Wonderful mess.......

Bonita says,"I swear I'll never trust cheap lens next time. No next time!!!"
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I will be ugly for 2 weeks.

2 weeks.

Ugly.

2 weeks of ugliness.

Ugly bonita for 2 weeks. I cant stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats all in my mind now. Oh damn.

We watched Harry Potter on Thurs ... lin & I agree that the new Dumbledore sucks. Other than that, the movie was quite okay. Some scary bits some touching bits and mostly harry-oh-so-shuai parts. Rina say there should be a Harry Potter land.

Life's pretty much the same. Small pleasant pop-ups here n there but ... Hmm. I think something big is going to happen soon. I duno what but...just have that feeling lah ya. When things hit the bottom of the bottoms, the only next logical sequence is that it will climb up again. Right?

Bonita shouts,"Christmas time is a time to rejoice."
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Lots of birthdays going on recently.

Mickey Lim's birthday card! He recognises the source of his head immediately ... amazing * o *

The inside. Thou i doubt u can really read it.

A happy boy.

The couple that went.

Awwwww.....imagine the calories!!

I just love this pic.

Yup. This is the tee that u guys paid for and didnt even see it ... ...

Wendy's 21st birthday @ Lollipop KTV pub last sat. Will upload the pics when I have them(that is, if she rem to send me lah). Wendy has slimmed down alot. Hell lot. And of course, as pretty as ever. Many ex 2/6 ppl went too. Wasnt as bad as I imagined la...@ least the cake was nice ^^

The night ended with a, erm, very high Rina & a very tired Kaiwen. I swear I'll never go drinking with Rina ever again......................................

Bonita says,"I cant stand guys that wear heavy perfume."
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2005....Secret Wishlist

-"E Mo Zai Shen Bian" VCD (Somebody say she buy for me!!!!!Whoooopiii =D)
-Ralph Lauren Pink Shirt ( M Size hor )
-I-Pod Nano ( Actually Shuffle also can lah... )
-Watch

Wendy 21st birthday party tonite! Guess will see lots of pretty girls ... tsk. Theme is black & white but I really duno what to wear. Feels even worst than going for an important interview............

Bonita says,"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICKEY LIM ZAC!!!!"
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I saw JJ last night at hmv, standing next to me @ the cashier. Quite short and fair...with 3 friend/PAs. I should be the coolest customer le...there were many that were screaming and jumping about. I gave them a "JJ nia. Big deal." look and left the cashier.

Once out of HMV, I start calling and sms-ing everyone frantically abt me standing next to JJ @ Hmv. Ha.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING! Light ups @ orchard le ... the xmas tree outside Paragon sucks. Look like some new year tree...ugly. Last year's was so much nicer. Anyway,,,,,,I'm still trying hard to fight for my hk xmas tree. Waiting for the chance to persuade my boss.....kinda hard cos I've been messing up things these few days. Tsk.

This month's going to be a hard month. Ganbatte x 100. >_<~~~~~

Bonita roars:"Never give up!!!"
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I tried.
Failed.
I tried.
And failed.
I try again....and TA DAH! I connected to NP DIAL UP!!!!

*tsk tsk**pathetic*

I'm still using Kimmy's account. Last friday they denied access, duno why suddenly can connect le. Anyway I'm prepared for the worst...I got my ex-colleague to lend me her account. That should last me another 3 years ~ Muahahahaha (Ok lah once i'm 21 i go apply bb k)

Lots of terrorism reports these few days. Its kinda scary...those suicide-bombings. Selfish people...wana die still wana pull people along. Crazy. If one day terrorism invade singapore ... my backpack is ready at my door. Just for runaway purpose lah. That day I was thinking about what to include in the backpack and this the list:

1_ Passport, HK & Sgp IC
2_Wallet & ATM ( Guess my ATM wun come in handy...cos not master/visa...)
3_HP & Charger
4_Disman
5_10 CDs (David Tao's collection, NQMM, Joey's "9 to 5", Jay's Ye Hui Mei + 1st album + Qi Li Xiang, Onitsuka's "This Armour", LMF, Miriam's "Ye hai zi", Yanzi's burn cd )
6_My skull tee
7_My baseball jacket
8_Biscuits
9_Cosmetics (my shiseido cleanser, dior cake, eyelash curler, loreal mascara...)
10_Tissue. As many as possible.

I still think its abit too much. Maybe I should remove some out of my list. But somehow all these seems so important ...... how ar.

Last class gathering was sweaty. Hj was sick and couldnt come ... so end up the four of us walked around Clarke Quay for an hour plus in search of the Settlers Cafe. Seriously.. somebody should buy a car. Anyway the cafe was more entertaining than I expected....we spent ard 170++. They had games I never ever heard of...and no, we dun play monopoly there la please. And guess what? Alex Lee came! A big suprise...havent seen him for like, months? Havent really seen all the guys together since graduation......

Bonita says,"Lock is done."
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Called my bro ( YA I KNOW I SAID TT I WUN CONTACT HIM EVER AGAIN..I SLAP MY OWN MOUTH K ) regarding the lock thingy and he gave quite abit of useful information. Even volunteered to come up & help...I bought a lock @ a DIY shop over @ IMM last evening but it wasnt compatible to my door. Anyway...the conclusion is, the lock is done. My ma did it. Tsk. Hate it when she beats me to something........

Today was supposed to be happy day ... me and my ma went Boat Quay for Thai food & stuffs. All her fault lah...go mention something that she definitely know will upset me. Well anyway...the night ends with the both of us crying and crying and crying and crying. I'm so damn sick of crying. I'll avoid all tear-shedding movies/scenes/tv shows for the rest of 2005.

Looking forward to tml's class gathering! Haven seen the bunch for quite some time le...esp some of them that has been missing frm all gatherings since graduation >_<>

Bonita says,"This week is slack week."
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So slack...! Two public holidays in a week = joyful week. Although I dun really know what are the Malay & the Indians celebrating...doesnt really matter anyway.

After many screaming and shouting and crying and sobbing and throwing tantrums and stuffs, Ma WON. SHe actually won!!! I cant stand it!! She's coming singapore tml!!!!!!!! Omg omg omg......my room is in a mess, my undies socks shirts pjs are heaped @ one corner, there are so many ants at my rubbish bin........................................and she's coming tml? TML TML TML??????

I got disturbed by a rich pervert today. Hw do I know he's rich? Cos I'm not blind...Ralph Lauren shirt + CK pants + a leather laptop bag leh. ( Rina say may be imitation). Anyway I was @ the platform waiting 4 d orchard train and this si wen bai lei came up and caressed my arm. When I turned to look @ him, he say "your cell all standing up leh". (I think he was trying to say my hair lah. How can cell stand up right....-_-)

I immediately step back and gave him the "huh? siao guy " face. For the next few mins he kept quiet. Then when the train was about to arrive, he suddenly look @ me and smile, " Later when u go in u sure wun sit next to me right? Later I turn right u sure will turn left...correct? Anyway la...i just like to disturb pretty girls la. He he." He say this leh!!!!! What the...! Nothing better to do...he don't deserve to wear Ralph Lauren shirt. Tsk.