2010 was chaotic.
Number one, I didn't quite got used to being in 2010 until the middle of the year, after my uncle passed away, me got removed from an department to another, AFF happened and passed without bothering us, resuming trainings for girls, guys came guys passed blah blah blah. After all these. I felt like Alice, dropping into that long rabbit hole.
And wham. I'm down. In the middle of nowhere, senses waking up.
Felt drugged. Shagged. Felt that its time to move on. And with a hundred of voices mumbling crazy words into my ears, I really felt that it might be high time to move on. Why not?
I can't find an answer to this. Not a definite one, at least.
Things got worst, stress piled up to its peak, I gave up trying to be 101 dalmatian. I need to get some life. I'm getting old.
And thats what I did. Spending more time out of the office, into friends' lives, crossing the paths of strangers and yeah, ruining alot of people's day. Ha.
I watched 4 concerts. Jam Hsiao, SHE, Show and Jay's.
I hit the clubs more often. And pubs. Alcohol training. Fooling around.
I spent alot of time missing the dead.
I spend more time with friends.
I fell in love. Just when I thought I'll never say the word love to anybody.
And thats the best thing happened, best way to wrap up 2010, best way to start 2011.
I lost some partners, fighting babes that has been with me a long way through. I found new mates, fighters training-in-progress. I thrashed it out with some, got conflicts ironed out and gave up reasoning with those who can't talk sense.
I made a choice to stay, partly for stability, and partly for somebody who wished and asked me to.
My resolution of 2011 is pretty short:
1) Work hard, play hard. Carpe Diem!
2) Its not a honeymoon period darling, its how we would be for the next fifty years.
3) Stay good and true to friends.
4) Be richer!
5) Erm...get internet connection into my house soon. Ha.
Loving everyone of you peeps out there, stay alive. Love Life *v*
