Bonita says:"Love me. Hate me. I rather you choose one..."***As usual, work's busy. The word "work" sounds very sian liao......Running around, meeting clients everyday. Its even worst than going to matches...basketball courts are so much easier to locate. Fortunately, my boss lets me take the cab almost everytime *smilez* I feel like tai-tai manz......
I love the sun; but I miss the aircon when its too hot....Some day last week I met up with kimmy to town. She waited for me @ the platform while I waited for that idiot client to turn up down @ the Control Station. Well...when the job was finally over, I went up to the platform and.....
Yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikes! We wore the same top...only different colour!!!!!!!U think its no big deal? IT IS BIGGGG DEAL. I nearly wanted to go home and change. The last thing I wana hear is :"eeee, so er xin, wear the same like uniform lidat ". I cant believe that I actually stayed in town whole night in that........so embarrassing. So what if people didnt notice? I noticed! I know that we are wearing the same! Arghz! Haiz. Whatever. So anyway back to today,Hj and I went around hunting for good food. Bugis's Breko was out cos the food sucks, so we left Bugis; Phins dont look good, I didnt wana eat pastamania so we left Cine; I didnt wana eat Nydc so we passed Heeren; Spaggedies's queue was damn long, jap restaurants dun look good, Bakerzinn was full so we left Paragon; by the time we reached Lucky Plaza, the idiot guy told me that they had cleared their fridge --- nothing left. (That blind fool called me tai tai! Uncle!I'm not even 20 hor!) And thats how we ended up @ Pizza hut.(****Actually I also duno why I have to waste my time typing the above para...all I wanted to say was that we went Pizza Hut***)
Paragon and lots of carols ~
Huijuan's head.
I think this look artistic. 
Soup, pasta & hairy monster
All time fav Hawaiian...looks kinda disgusting isnt it
Hj shld have took this ... i dun even know whats this...
Sluuuurp. This the most presentable pic taken by hj.
Full?
WOW. BIG BIG BIG TEDDY!^_^A twist ya. Although I dun see why i have to shrink the size...I'll shrink it anyway.I think its all hormones fault. I've read this somewhere ( or heard it somewhere ) that imbalance of hormones will lead to changes in character, behavior and decision making. As a Capricorn...I believe in all that scientific crapz u know. As a Bonita.....i really really understand what you're going through. I really do. *Sniffz* So .... all I have to say is, since the situation is already like that, just have fun and enjoy life loh. There are times when u dun even care whether its right or wrong, logical or not ... ... meanwhile, lets pray that the feelings go as fast as it comes. Before...u know... u get hurt lah. Yah? Keep me updated. Smilez.
Done all my xmas shopping!! ^^Spent all my money -_- ~ ...Going back for Xmas!! ^^Will miss Yang Cheng Lin's autograph session -_- ~...Going back for Birthday!! ^^Happiness overwrites depression. Wu Ha.Everybody's changing/changed. I think it has something to with the imbalance of hormones, I think. (**Anyway is there such a word as imbalance?) For the better or worst, we'll see lah...meanwhile, just enjoy life and have fun! Huimin's gone...to taiwan. Hope she brings back my Heme moisturizer and my 8 tube of Lays chips (**Crab, Sushi, Sweet sour pork flavours....woohooo~). Dor's wedding coming soon...omg I think i'm gg to throw in alot of $$ for everything - wedding gift, ang bao, and the 2 dresses. Our class girls are going to be her Sisters. Wu Ha.
Ah ba, Ah ma, Ah Yan, Kaiwen, Lin, Rina, San, Kimmy, Huijuan, Wah Ching, Ah Yi, Zicheng, Alex, Hangloon, Huimin, Gerald, Dengli, Dor, Papa, Shifu, Rongpo, Kor, Desmond, Jenny, Esther, Huiling, Uncle B, Uncle Woh, Auntie Woh, Auntie Kwok, Hang Kit, Ho Kit, Sherlyn, Ruiguo, Ruoyun, Weiren, Shuling, Qiuyi, Carolina, Daphne, Jie Lun, Ah Fang, Ber, Cailing, Shijia, Eva, Brenda, Fina, James, Gary, Mrs Lim, Ms Chia, Winnie, Amy, Wilson, and hundreds more that I couldnt think of at the moment.I love you guys. If I know that I am going to die tml, this is what I'll say before I leave.I dont know if I'll die tml. But at least, I have the chance to say it.Laren didnt. He didnt even had the time to talk at all. He died on the spot. Kimmy and I went to the wake. Everything was so untrue. Everybody. Friends that I havent met for the past 4 years and now gathering around at this kinda function. Guys that were sobbing at a corner. Girls coming out, tearing. I couldnt recognize his face at all...it was so plastered with clay and makeup. Stitches at the neck. I didnt realise that it was his corspe until Kimmy told me that it was him, in the coffin. Oh my god... His body is now ashes. The weather's pretty fine today. Didnt even rain. Life goes on. And he's gone he's gone he's gone...I'm not saying that I'm very very very sad or what cos I wasnt close to him. But we did had fun together 4 years ago...with ly around...hanging out talking crap at SR..watching him skate...having dinner at kopitiam...quarelling with him over ly... Life goes on. I wanted to make an happy announcement about Dor's ROM date. Sorry Dor.
Bonita dances,"Its december! Its december! Its december!"***Class gathering...make up your mind!Those who can make it on Sat are : me, huimin, dengli (nite), Dor & papa, hj, alex, jim, rickyThose who can make it on Sun are : huimin, hl, zicheng, shifu(?)And so....? Cfm with me by sms before sat 00:00
Bonita couldnt speak.***Intended to skip work totally but couldnt. Shared cab with Hj to office @ 11 am, hoping to finish up urgent stuffs and leave @ 2. Fat hope. Went straight to the doc ( again ) right after lunch. He gave me a 2-day mc and another rd of medicine. He said that I overworked. Okay......I agree. That finalize my decision on whether to work this coming weekend @ Shibuya. Anyway I just wana complain abt the whole lot of crapster taxi drivers last night! I waited 1/2 hour for cab at Bugis...somewhere outside the Mos where there are heaps and heaps of taxi all day long. Wennie commented that perhaps they wanted to change shift thats why didnt stopped for me....then why did the girl opposite in the skimpy outfit manage to board a cab within 5 minutes? Tmd... ... just because I wear specs they bully me like that issit ... I have nice friends. Friends that really care...hj came up with fried rice on sat, then Wennie, today. I have nice friends that disappear too(I know u're reading this).......which I hope will apparate asap cos this the time when I need someone. Your heartless friend here is calling for some help ya.
Its raining outside. Thats why I blogged this. Its funny how things lingers on and on after so many years. Or maybe its just a bad habit? Everyone keeps telling me,"Kick the habit. Its affecting ur life." I know that. But isnt it happening to everyone else?There will always be someone that vanishes but leave a mark in your life. Someone, some things, some events that you can never wipe out from your memory.I'm quite sure that I've got over him. But...somehow, there's a shadow. I'm sensitive to his name. When I see his name in documents or hear his name, I get paranoid and only relaxes when I see that the surname doesnt matches to his. I know nothing about cars. But I stop to read news or reviews about Mitsubishi Evolution series. Whenever I walk past the bball court, I think of him. I compare guys to him. I envy his girlfriend. But yet I don't like him anymore. He's nothing great. But he's great to me. Which is pretty wierd ... cos I dun even know him in person. Maybe the reason that I couldnt move on is because nothing happened between the two of us before? If something had happened, anything at all, I might feel better? But why should I be expecting anything out of somebody that I dun even like? Wonderful mess.......
Bonita says,"I swear I'll never trust cheap lens next time. No next time!!!"***I will be ugly for 2 weeks. 2 weeks.Ugly. 2 weeks of ugliness.Ugly bonita for 2 weeks. I cant stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats all in my mind now. Oh damn. We watched Harry Potter on Thurs ... lin & I agree that the new Dumbledore sucks. Other than that, the movie was quite okay. Some scary bits some touching bits and mostly harry-oh-so-shuai parts. Rina say there should be a Harry Potter land. Life's pretty much the same. Small pleasant pop-ups here n there but ... Hmm. I think something big is going to happen soon. I duno what but...just have that feeling lah ya. When things hit the bottom of the bottoms, the only next logical sequence is that it will climb up again. Right?
