Congrats to me! Found a part-time le ~ sales ard town area ( ho ho ho ) Dun wana sae wher i work la , or else end up like last time lidat, tell d whole world wher i work n end up quit my job on d 1st dae. Ha. Aniwae ~ if tis job is steady, plus my tuition i will haf more than enuff 2 survive! haha ~ cn ownself pay for my air tix in dat case ... .. . ~ hApPpiEz!!!!

Lurve d latest Y-3 gals clothes! Esp d shoes ar... bt damn damn ex. Sad~ XC Field G iz HK$2270...ard Sgp$504 bah. Sianz! hW TO BUy! so ex so ex ... >.< no $ no nd tink abt getting it le. .. . tink get sumting else bah. cheaper alternatives.

Went watch bball match at my hse CC.. .tot dat hu will b dere bt he's nt ..bluff me >.< Aniwae had a long long long~~~ chat wif hj ar.. tok abt d same old tings la.. .guys n guys. wad else rite. bt tink d match was nice aniwae ( though i din really paid much attention 2 it =P ) hj was asking hw cum i din go watch animore bball match le. Bball season going off le bah? All my idols nv play le. .. .sumore tis week onwards i gt work, cant go watch d Matches @ CSH on sundays le .. . hao wu liao ar ~

Energy really disband le. Damn depressed. Haiz. why muz it b energy. y cant be other lousy bands like F4 or 5566 or comic boyz or wad... ... -.- tan qian shang gan qing.

Wun blog so much todae. Yest entry was like an essay ....

Went sch todae ... din plan 2 go 4 dat ah pek's class, juz wana go sch 2 get myself into d study mood =.= Canteen 1 was flooded wif business graduates ar ... a sea of black n white ppl. Like songkah lidat.. . .duno la. business gals all look d same to me ... white blouses n black skirts. I swear dat on d dae of MY graduation i will nt haf dis kind of colour combination!

Stayed in IT blk to study ... den gt dis guy next door, blasting his laptop (like jim loh .... ) n singing out loud. Sing still nvm, when comes 2 jie lun's fast songs (shuang jie gun la..ren zhe la..) he damn gt guts sia, rap till so loud~ echo thru d few classrooms...me n hj laugh till pengz >,< End up walk over see his face .. dun look like those kp type oso leh ... Aniwae after dat went play bball again la~ haha~ oso duno hw cum always end up dere .. haiz. Study week bcum exercise week sia.

Duno wads wrong wif my complexion ar !! help help help~! All sudden gt alot of red marks ... come out frm no wher!*** panic panic panic *** wierd leh.. nth wrong wif my facial products wad. Shit la .. . .. !

HaPPiE buRthDaY tO rInA!!!!! *beLateD*

Whahaha~ had a fun dae! Me n kw was running to n fro from Harbourfront n bugis .... juz for rina's bdae~! Wana make it special ... since iz 18th bdae n iz once in a lifetime~! but of course most impt iz haf rina's bf to cooperate wif us la ( erm actually iz we 合作 wif him la ) ... after few days of discussion n planning... 任务成功！！ tink rina was quite happie when she gt her 'suprise' ... wun go into detail here in case she wans it to remain as her 私人回忆 =^_^= All i haf 2 sae iz.. .. me n kw real glad dat she gt herself such a gd bf.. 一个肯花这么多心思在她身上的人... u lucky gal ! i dun wana hear u complaining to us abt aniting ever again ... u lucky idiot gal !!!!

1st time took d north-east line (issit N.E? 不大记得了.. ) From d long passage frm outram mrt platform to NE line platform to Harbourfront center ar.. i keep hafing dat feeling. Itz like i'm bek in hk! really really! no bluff ... Hongkong's town area 地铁也是这样的，一条一条的很长的隧道，all d way lead u to d platform, den d 灯光，感觉， colour theme n everyting ... so 像!!! Kw like 山龟 lidat.. .. look here look dere, making loud gasps, admiring d mirror reflections ~ wahahha ~ bt aniwae d NE line real nice la. Iz MUCH MUCH faster than d normal trains .. . n 没有人的. Even ard 7 plus d train oso 空空的..

Harbourfront was another new experience. Dino dat it was originally World Trade .. onli dat nw change name nia. Hmmm... gt one jetty (open for all) quite nice. Those terrific place to 喝酒，聊天，ton, 拍拖 . ... cos iz facing d sea n can feel d breeze n everyting. So funnie ... last time gt 1 guy kip insisting in bringing me there, duno for wad. Now then i noe ... chey! Oh yar d mac in HF 跟别的 mac 不同的..d seats iz much comfy, sumore gt those Starbucks sofa n round tables, even food oso diff ~ much more high class n special. Wonder if i go dere study they will chase me out anot leh. .. . 那里的气氛真的真的很好 for 读书。

Hey if anyone still hafen been to HF before rite tell me k ... or else i feel dat i really damn sua gu. .. aniwae dere still gt qt sum stuffs ar~ bt nt really for shopping la. More for those tourist or those ppl gg 2 sentosa to get their stuffs dere ... me n kw tinking dat we mite go dere again .. juz for d mac ~ heez ..

搭 train 回家时跟kw 讲起出国留学的事情...juz casual chat abt wher she'll wana go for further studies ar, n under wad conditions dat she will 打消这念头啦 n stuffs .... all sudden 想起我妈. Iz really nt dat easy. .. duno hw to sae oso la. As in if u really get married overseas or migrate overseas or go overseas study or WADEVA la, iz nt easy to come bek. Nt those physically d cum bek la .. bt . Aiyah .. like u cant really move bek here again. Nt easy. 就好像你出国留学的时候，你得先放下这里所有的人，物，事，然后到另一个地方，从新开始所有的东西，从没有朋友到有朋友，从迷路到可以自由逛街。。。慢慢地会变得很离不开那个地方，不是喜欢，而是习惯那里的所有东西 。。就算想家，也只不过回去度假， 那一个才是家，已经分不清楚了。N when u finally come to a day when u need to decide to stay or go bek home ... it wil b such a difficult decision. ... so wad for make life difficult for urself rite?

好想打球 sia... mon went bek sch wif Huijuan, we planned 2 study ... haha~ ended up in bball court. Ha ~ hols still gt so mani ppl hogging d court sia ... sian. If gt court mainly reserved for gals 就好了 ~

Rot at home whole dae..was on fone wif kw rina n elin~ yeah! tues arrangements 搞定了！Elin told me lots abt working @ Topshop. Hmm...salesgal nt an easy job.

Read an interview on Dejay.. 很多感触 。以前总认为新时代的女孩子，遇到喜欢的人就应该敢敢地说出来才对，cos .. i mean, hu noes? he or me mite b gone d next minute...n i'll never get to noe wad will actually happens if he noes dat i like him. 有行动才有发展呀 。。。 唉。我一直是这样想的啦。现在发现自己错了，而且是大错特错！女孩子做主动完全 dun work one loh! 讲真的，if dat guy 对你有兴趣自然会有所表现，if he doesnt, den no matter hw gd u treat him hw nice u present urself infront of him oso no use. 唉~ to all those gals dat i psycho u all in believing "gals can make d 1st move" ... i m so sorry! i made a mistake okie! 对不起 对不起 。。。

这首个送给所有为了喜欢的人而不开心的女生们 - - - - - 杨千桦 “ 一个人的童话 ”
苦恋不一定是浪漫 不必欺骗人
孤单不一定是寂寞 挂少一个人
花一生追逐动地惊天真的太苦心
从没王子爱惜 都要做人

List of Stuffs i Wana eat --

牛肉公仔面加蛋

糯米鸡

虾饺烧卖

楼上街市的叉烧饭

果占多

冻鸳鸯

咖喱鱼蛋

牛腩河

凉粉

刨冰

Last nite ZPOP concert ---- tink it was really great! Although 之前下雨 but seems like alot of ppl haf been dere even b4 d rain stops. 小猪 还讲有三万多人 in d field sia~ n i believe realy got loh. Cos really mountain ppl mountain sea ... uncles aunties oso gt. Din really wana go at first cos of d rain...sumore kw cant fall sick cos she hafing her term test nxt week... bt ar... din regret going n standing thru d 4+ hours la!!!

Alot of 新人 performance ( tink cos 金曲奖 cuming le ) like 胡彦斌 la, Melody la, Vans la, Seven la etc ... n my 林俊杰！！！！ woo hoo~ he was great~ bt onli sing 3 songs den gia le~ nv sing " 让我心动的人 "... *失望 *... den gt 许慧欣 oso.. bt her fast song is 对嘴 的 ... another *失望 * ... Tension was a suprise~! Dino all of them can sing so well~! Esp 现场清唱 Amazing Grace ... all their vocals very 赞 ！！ Kw sae they were like Asia's Nsync ~ agree?

来不及回家看 “美人鱼”but got to see d 男主角 in live!!! Piao long he damn cute!! Wah seh ... if i get tis kind of bf i sure melt everytime i c him~! Sang 4 songs , even more than ani other singers dat performed ... den gt 1 mTv iz gt him n dat 美人鱼 的女主角 1 ... 俊男美女！！ Aniwae he oso veri 可爱 sia ... tried to speak in chinese bt his slang really wierd ~ oh yar btw, " 你很帅 " in korean iz minum e-mida ~ muz learn for k-Pop fans!

By d time dat 陈晓东 perform ( he was last singer ) alot of audience alr leaving le ... he really turns me off sia. Seng's his fans ar...so he stayed n watch. d rest of us left after his 1st song ... dino his 歌迷会 still survived sia. I still cn remember few yrs bek we went to his 签唱会 n he was late for 45 mins n his bunch of fan club members ( wearing their yellow windbreaker uniform) all waiting for him. Dun like 大牌 的明星 >.<

Quite late le ... took last train go bek home. Aniwae expected to c sum 熟人 at d concert bt never loh ... hoping to catch sum long lost frenz among d crowd oso ( since so mani youngsters mah ) n really manage to find 1 ! haha...primary classmate bt din go over sae hi la...he wif gf ~ ANIWAE! D concert iz really nice! Really really nice. ...~ d 气氛很好 ~ kw kip saying we were like in taiwan lidat~

Look thru my 衣橱 .. so mani clothes dat i dun like le. Spent d whole afternoon in revamping 1 tee shirt...paint it cut it ... nw become jersey le! haha~ nw d prob is i dun dare wear it go out cos d paint will cum out when i sweat or when it rains ~ ! found d batik i made in sec 1 aniwae...~ wore it last nite le. Den cut my ma's clothes n made myself a headband ... ah bon nw damn into D.I.Y!! Still gt alot of stuffs wana buy ar ... esp winter stuffs! if cn faster go bek 就好了~

Tired! Really tired ... too tired go bathe, too tired cook supper, too tired on my NJStar ... dun feel like using brain at all.. hao lei ar!!!!

So many stuffs undone. Only ting worth wasting my time typing here todae iz Alex scolded d Oop teacher. Tio shock when he ding zui ... so fierce!!! ( I'll bear in mind nt to de zui him. ) Ok la .. dat teacher oso damn bo liao la .. see him for 2 mths plus le i still learn nth frm him. Duno hw to teach one loh him... all he noe iz to draw dashes on d board n expect us 2 noe wad it is. bt aiyoh. He so old le ~ still tio suan by Alex by this ----->" U r nt a gd teacher". At first still abit sympathize him..bt tink of all d pay he gets every mth for teaching nth. Dun tink he worth my sympathy. Aniwae after Alex finish his speech, 2T18 was all sudden overcome by a never-familiar silence ... rare scene. All of a sudden everyone were so engrossed wif their tutorial sheets ... abit d gao xiao sia.

Overheard an conversation btw 2 gals, toking abt over-seas study. Alot of frenz ard me wans to leave their country n go sumwher else to study or start a life or wad. Dun understand them sia ... amy has been toking abt going to Mainland for her sec 6 n 7 since last yr. Said dat quite a few of her frenz went dere for studies oso. Ah shea left hk came sgp. Kw wana go canada or aussie ( i cant quite remember). tsk. Wads wrong wif rotting at ur nice little country! learn to love ur home la darlings!!!

想起以前有个朋友问我 ：”怎么才会知道自己喜不喜欢一个男的？“. 我跟她讲，当你听到一首歌时，如果会想到他， 而且想到流泪， 那你就应该是喜欢他了... 今天早上听到 林晓培 的 "不哭" ... 一滴眼泪也没有。 松了一口气。

Quote for todae: 全靠当天喜欢过错的人，今天才会自我解困。

I am an idiot I am an idiot I am an idiot..............I am An IDIOT! ! ! ! ! ! ( dun u dare to agree wif me! onli me can sae me! )

Gotta push all the blame to WM lecture...I was damn bored n sleepy during d lecture so i fiddled ard wif my hp ah..duno hw cum i itchy hand stupid brain go press d security menu den oso duno hw cum i stuck on d screen which saes "ENTER PUK NO"... tmd! simi si PUK sia! den soonlai help me call Starhub center 4 help .. bt shit la, they need my aunty to call them in order 2 get d PUK no. ar... argh~!~!!!~~! i m a dumb fool!!!!

Desprately hoping dat i cn access my fone by tml!!!Meanwhile ppl...dun flood my msg k. or i use Hj's 900 sms flood urs bek..>.<

Dinno so mani ppl reading my blog ... leave a msg in d tagboard la shy guys! use sum nicks la ( if u doesnt wan me 2 noe hu u r?) ... iz getting abit quiet in here leh...except d usual ones .. aniwae~ term test iz cuming very very sOOn...hafen started studying. Muz get high high marks in order to increase my % chance in getting d scholarship... so much for studying for $$$ ....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz