Bonita sighs," Why are guys all like that. "
***
I give up le lah.

Issit my luck or what? Like what lin said...I always get the naughtiest tuition kids, worst tuition parents, lowest wages, lousiest jobs ... and I keep getting the same type of guys. Lazy guys. All words and no actions, whaaaaats d point!

And I thought that he's different. PUI. PUI.

Bonita says,"There are many unpleasant words used here. We're sorry for the language, but its only for today."
***

In short. "Ur cb let man f*ck and earn money." Thats what she said. Then she hit me with the pointed end of her umbrella. That was what happened. Early in the morning 8 am.

I cant stand this anymore. I shouldnt tolerate this madness anymore.

Why is everybody asking me to move out? Why should I bear the hatred that has nothing to do with me? Why are people scolding me of something I never do? If I can understand their situation of siding with their own mum, why cant they stand in MY shoes and spare a thought for me? Why are these people so heartless? Why cant I do something for my own sake? Why cant I GET HER OUT OF THE HOUSE?!?!?!?!?!? Tmd u all think I dun dare issit.

I dun understand why are some people so kpo. They think all this mess is an interesting movie issit, come kpo awhile, console u abit, then siam liao. WHAT IS THIS. If you're not into helping me, why not just get lost?

What can i do? If i make a police report....i'd have all my relatives turn against me. If I dont...I'd be bullied into the same situation over and over again. I HAD ENOUGH OF IT.

Tml morning...they'll be at my door le....I'd be fighting a war all alone....one against many....oh my gosh I'm so damn tired and afraid........................................................ and nobody's with me

PS: THanks to u guyz that lend me a listening ear when i was about to breakdown.....

Bonita laugh: " Serve you right!!!!! "
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Work is busy. Busy working lady = Me.

I wonder how people can be so free and slack in their work ... ... if you're reading this in office, you're one of those people that I'm referring to. And I wonder...how come I'm not hating my job. There are workholic genes inside me?

I really really wana take up fashion taking...but somehow things are not going as smoothly like I planned. (*I hate it when things get out of control*)

My plan was: Take up cloth making course in CC > use the facilities in CC to try out my own designs > show designs to friends and get feedbacks > if feedbacks are positive, take up Fashion Design diploma course in NYP/MDIS > career plans blah blah blah. And now I'm stuck!!!!! Very few CCs are offering this course....and I couldnt find other same-priced alternatives thru net. Shit lah.

There are so many nice people around me ^^ Really feel like giving them a big big hug manz ( For free lah of course ^_- ).

PS:I wonder I wonder I wonder....what are you doing now? Why arent you messaging me?

Bonita shouts:"Increment! Increment! Increment!!!!!!"

I'm going to have an increment ... one week after I start work !!!!!!!! What a pleasant news ^^

I have 4 bosses, which means...

*one task x 4
*workload x 4
*EQ level maintain @ 100%

And of course...remember 4 different preferences, 4 different places for filing & processing, 16 sets of passwords & userids blah blah blah. Basically I just do everything else (frm simple filing, making calls, preparing documents to meeting clients) except SALES. Something that I'm so familiar with.....-_-

11 am this morning, I was left alone in a conference room. I looked out of the window. I saw the blue blue sky and the white white clouds. It looked exactly like the sky that I used to see while walking from Blk 31 to library @ level 2. The air-con was damn strong and I was shivering. Outside, the sun was shining brightly. Today quite hot. Then my boss returned and carried on with his briefing session on Insurance Business Flow.

I miss NP.

I'm now a office lady.
I'm now a office lady.
I'm now a office lady.
I'm now a office lady...................................

Type le one long long post duno how come never appear ... !

Bonita shouts:"Friday is coming! Friday is coming!"

***

Aiyah. Dun feel like blogging le. Hmph. Update tml lah. Muackz.

Not that the job sucks, or the colleagues.

Not that I am biased towards nine to five jobs.

Its just that I don't like office jobs. Turn off X 10000000. *_-...

I dont like being locked up in a room where there is no sunlight no music no people to talk to me and having to sit at my desk draw lines again and again and again and again............I dun like filing, I dun like data entry, I dun like staring at the laptop whole day adjusting alignments of excel documents..................................................................... ><~

Bonita shouts:"Bon is scheming. VERY scheming."

*_*

Rotted away at town for 4 hours. I cant believe Hj rather rot at home than come town pei me!!!! ><~ Walked around town area getting lil stuffs...(Hj: I wanted to get ur charger but I didnt dared walk into Best Denki alone...their salesmen look like monsters). I just couldnt resist the temptation of spending money....of pulling notes out from my wallet, of passing my Atm card to d cashier...I think I'm the happiest & poorest girl in Singapore!

Btw. Sanrio @ taka is having 20-70% discounts!!! And heeren r selling wonderful flip flops 2 $6.90 only!!! 2cm @ Fareast are having sale!! Yippie!

Very into sketching these few days. Even carry my sketchbook & pencils out. Post my drawings later ^_^

And btw...should I get d shi kang jun cd?

I created one too!!!!