Saturday, October 01, 2005

Bonita says,"There are many unpleasant words used here. We're sorry for the language, but its only for today."
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In short. "Ur cb let man f*ck and earn money." Thats what she said. Then she hit me with the pointed end of her umbrella. That was what happened. Early in the morning 8 am.

I cant stand this anymore. I shouldnt tolerate this madness anymore.

Why is everybody asking me to move out? Why should I bear the hatred that has nothing to do with me? Why are people scolding me of something I never do? If I can understand their situation of siding with their own mum, why cant they stand in MY shoes and spare a thought for me? Why are these people so heartless? Why cant I do something for my own sake? Why cant I GET HER OUT OF THE HOUSE?!?!?!?!?!? Tmd u all think I dun dare issit.

I dun understand why are some people so kpo. They think all this mess is an interesting movie issit, come kpo awhile, console u abit, then siam liao. WHAT IS THIS. If you're not into helping me, why not just get lost?

What can i do? If i make a police report....i'd have all my relatives turn against me. If I dont...I'd be bullied into the same situation over and over again. I HAD ENOUGH OF IT.

Tml morning...they'll be at my door le....I'd be fighting a war all alone....one against many....oh my gosh I'm so damn tired and afraid........................................................ and nobody's with me

PS: THanks to u guyz that lend me a listening ear when i was about to breakdown.....

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