Wah ... blogger down 4 few days le, dats y mi cant blog. Damn sian everytime online n cant blog ... cos gt nth to do!

Aniwae lotsa stuffs 2 update.. okie here goes.

Friday

Last day of Exams!! YEah ~ damn happie DAT DAE ( nw d happy fade liao la). Nf paper sux.. wad i study nv came out, wad i din study all came out. Wad d...duno hw 2 do part 2 at all. anihow write rubbish..heng iz draw lines onli. Wana leave bt cannot ... gotta wait till wad attendace all mark den can gia. shit them la. After dat went play ball next to d track (cos din wana play wif d guys mah)..guess hu i saw? derek!! haha...he gt dragon boat training bah .. saw san's da ge oso. Played awhile. .. den went bek to 3-3 court watch them play. Nt really sweaty one, bt by d time i smell damn terrible (Rp's sweat!EEE) >.<

Bia all d way down 2 MS...mit kw 2 watch David Tao..he sing live damn damn zhan!! really!! Din wanted 2 get his autograph at 1st ... bt due to MANI MANI sub-reasons we went queue up. .haha~ last minute decision. Quite nervous actually..no mental preparation @ all mah. David was very very frenli ar...most frenli singer i ever seen in a autograph session. He smiled, shook hands n greeted every single fans ! Including me! Kw keep repeating he veri shuai veri shuai all nite after dat. .. . btw, it was d most orderly autograph session i ever seen. No pushing no screaming during queue time everyone waited patiently for their turn sia....

Saturday

Work day! Pay Day! Great dAY! haha...went tuition early in d morning 10 am. Sian ji bua. Gt my cheque aniwae...went hm. Bath again. Nap. And.....

Work again! Still dat salesgal job la. Ok reveal venue - Bugis Shibuya. I wun b dere everydae aniwae..so no nd go dere find me! Aniwae i was late 4 work.. n worst still, boss was dere! shit loh...late still nvm, when i wore my apron n stuffs n suppose 2 start work rite, i gt nth 2 do. Cos alr gt 2 senior on duty le .. by right d entire shop shld only have 2 staffs loh. Nw gt me, boss n dat 2 senior d shop was so pack! Boss here n i gt nth to do...wad d fuck. Duno wad to do wher to stand oso...feel so uneasy. I tink d boss sure is tinking " wad d ... i hire u juz 2 stand ard n zuo bo si bo"

Heng ard 2 hrs later 1 of d senior leave le.. so i gt more tings to do. Ha ~ kept myself busy by making a mess when d nobody is looking, and making it right again when d boss/senior is looking at me. Whahahahhaha ~ actualli i quite enjoy my job la. Only ting iz by d end of d day my legs r like breaking le..feet damn pain n stuffs. Bt overall quite fun .. esp when u mit sum unexpected frenz. Saw mr samat...he always wif young gals 1. Saw sakae-ex-colleague Joey ..although work there 4 a day nia bt she still remember me! so nice~!

today

Went town alone todae 2 get sumting..haiz. Alot of clothes wana buy ar. .. haiz. bt wad for. oso no bf...make so presentable oso no use. Saw alot of jap gals today.. stil dun understand hw cum they look so fair. .. tian sheng bah?

keep repeating David tao's "Pu tong peng you" on d way home...terrific lyrics. Shld haf heard it earlier. .. haha. Me n wen was discussing our most major crush dat dae....tink so hard le, still cant tink of an ans. wad actualli does "major crush" meanz?

Juz duno hw cum tis time common tests i so slack .. . influenced by zhang huijuan n sandy koh! surrounded by pigs..wad 2 do~?! Totally dun haf study mood at all leh .. .duno hw cum gt holidae mood. 好像考完试就可以回香港的感觉~ haha~ Aniwae! 2 papers down 2 more to go. All d tough ones ar. .. 死背吧！but damn lazy to start 背-ing ar...

From todae onwards i will 努力做个女孩子! 要做一个男孩子不舍得欺负的女生！！ ***DetErmIneD*** but i oso noe 很难做得到 ~ haiz!

San 今天就在讲说我喜欢过的男孩子好像没个好看 .. haha~ 也对啦。想想看呵，真的没有一个是帅哥 sia .. 我讲帅的，都不会喜欢，我自己懂不帅的，偏偏喜欢上 ... WIERD!!! Aniwae i juz wana sae iz ... guys 注重外表多过 gals. see ar : 陶 吉吉 , 康康, 杰伦，tension, all not 帅 one loh, bt still cn 红。bt 你看周惠 la, 江美琪 la, .... haiz! guys still support those 美女派的. ... so actually 做男人还蛮 LuCky de. .even u nt shuai rite, as long ur character gd, u treat gals gd, u look ugly bt cool ( 你看杰伦 ), still will haf alot gals fall for u. See dat vincent oso nt shuai, 不要说是 Alex Zc la, even 我自己看到他我也是满头的 question marks, bt he dis kinda pattern still gt ppl like 1 leh. ..

小希 张韶涵 翻唱 "Journey" damn damn nice!!!! suppOrt her pplz!!

Dino db will b so tough. 别提 le. . i wrote wadeva rubbish i noe. Still wondering hw cum 15 marks question i only can write 5 lines.. .. ? Mo iiyo >.<

Actually wana go bek crescent todae 1.. bt lazy. haha. Saw Pam (crescent ex-classmate) outside blk 72..as usual, last minute revision. Ha. Eversince sec 3 noe her till now she alr like dat le...always bia till last minute b4 test/exams 要开始 den 发疯地翻书. Miss her aniwae. Miss crescent days!!!!! (Abit onli la..haha) btw realise alot of classmates change hairstyle ar. . .gerald la zc la alex la. Alex becum botak lu ~ zc hair reminds me of joseph's dat time 刚开学的发型. Gerald's ar.. .nice iz nice la. bt hmm .. . tink change styling bah? cos kinda reminds me of 龙珠 的 撒亚人 ~ wahhahahahaha!!!!

Taka hafing a food fair ar.. or rather, a 月饼 fair la ~ walk ard ka-pok alot of food samples~ ahah~ i love food fair!!! San n me share 1 small pathetic cup of belgium ice-cream~ wah seh! damn damn nice! 没骗你! Dark chocolate really melts in ur mouth 1 sia. . . .bt ex la. $2.90 for dat small cup. Bt 1 person eat alr quite 腻 la ~ 有很多东西很想很想吃!!

Alot of events cuming up ar..tink tis week n next week will b damn damn buzy..也会花蛮多的钱吧? haix. .. .完蛋了 =.= ~ ma n huijuan bdae cuming la, tis weekend go work again la, go Sento wif kw la, go out 1dae wif kimmy la,go eat Sakae next mon la.. . .Shit lA ! schedule seems so packed... .haix >.<

Tuition + Salesgal alr 2 job le...duno wana take one more tuition assignment anot. Still considering. Need alot of $ ar...cos gt alot of tings to buy. Ha. Bt nw i tink all those stuffs gotta postpone lu ~ gotta pay for airtix 1st bah. Sumore wana buy XO 4 老豆.. hey if anibody noex hw much does d smallest bottle of XO cost cn leave msg @ tagboard plz?! ah bon 会感激你的... . $_$ /`

BlAckout. Blackout feels like being immerse in water ... the soundwaves have to make a greater effort to travel into ur ears. Feels like seeing alot of stars, n seeing d stars slowly combining to form an universe, n looking into a space of blackness with ur eyes wide open. Feels like suffocating on ur own pillow in d middle of ur sleep.

Aniwae todae 1st dae of work. .. wah~ dino salegal got so mani tings to learn so mani tings to do ~ hardly haf time to sit down for break. Always gotta gei xiao dat i beri busy.. hahha~ tink tis job can keep la. although quite tiring...it wasnt as bad as d SAKAE job.. . wah lao dat time iz immEdIaltEly wana quit one loh. i like my unifowm aniwae.. n d working environment oso nt bad. bt my colleage ar ( our shop onli gt 2 ppl ) ... haiz. Ah-lian pattern .. .bt quite nice la. At least she bother to teach me stuffs n din scold me.Quite a few times i key in wrong code ( btw my job iz cashier cum sales ) she oso qt willing to help. Shld b grateful le lah. bt 1 ting iz ar ... when we close shop n start counting d money.. found out dat we short of $10 .. duno whether she'll suspect me anot sia.. >.<

Frenz changes along d way. Sum change till like. .. .damn 'haiz' one. They sae iz part of growing up ...grow up muz change character meh?

Congrats to me! Found a part-time le ~ sales ard town area ( ho ho ho ) Dun wana sae wher i work la , or else end up like last time lidat, tell d whole world wher i work n end up quit my job on d 1st dae. Ha. Aniwae ~ if tis job is steady, plus my tuition i will haf more than enuff 2 survive! haha ~ cn ownself pay for my air tix in dat case ... .. . ~ hApPpiEz!!!!

Lurve d latest Y-3 gals clothes! Esp d shoes ar... bt damn damn ex. Sad~ XC Field G iz HK$2270...ard Sgp$504 bah. Sianz! hW TO BUy! so ex so ex ... >.< no $ no nd tink abt getting it le. .. . tink get sumting else bah. cheaper alternatives.

Went watch bball match at my hse CC.. .tot dat hu will b dere bt he's nt ..bluff me >.< Aniwae had a long long long~~~ chat wif hj ar.. tok abt d same old tings la.. .guys n guys. wad else rite. bt tink d match was nice aniwae ( though i din really paid much attention 2 it =P ) hj was asking hw cum i din go watch animore bball match le. Bball season going off le bah? All my idols nv play le. .. .sumore tis week onwards i gt work, cant go watch d Matches @ CSH on sundays le .. . hao wu liao ar ~

Energy really disband le. Damn depressed. Haiz. why muz it b energy. y cant be other lousy bands like F4 or 5566 or comic boyz or wad... ... -.- tan qian shang gan qing.

Wun blog so much todae. Yest entry was like an essay ....

Went sch todae ... din plan 2 go 4 dat ah pek's class, juz wana go sch 2 get myself into d study mood =.= Canteen 1 was flooded wif business graduates ar ... a sea of black n white ppl. Like songkah lidat.. . .duno la. business gals all look d same to me ... white blouses n black skirts. I swear dat on d dae of MY graduation i will nt haf dis kind of colour combination!

Stayed in IT blk to study ... den gt dis guy next door, blasting his laptop (like jim loh .... ) n singing out loud. Sing still nvm, when comes 2 jie lun's fast songs (shuang jie gun la..ren zhe la..) he damn gt guts sia, rap till so loud~ echo thru d few classrooms...me n hj laugh till pengz >,< End up walk over see his face .. dun look like those kp type oso leh ... Aniwae after dat went play bball again la~ haha~ oso duno hw cum always end up dere .. haiz. Study week bcum exercise week sia.

Duno wads wrong wif my complexion ar !! help help help~! All sudden gt alot of red marks ... come out frm no wher!*** panic panic panic *** wierd leh.. nth wrong wif my facial products wad. Shit la .. . .. !

HaPPiE buRthDaY tO rInA!!!!! *beLateD*

Whahaha~ had a fun dae! Me n kw was running to n fro from Harbourfront n bugis .... juz for rina's bdae~! Wana make it special ... since iz 18th bdae n iz once in a lifetime~! but of course most impt iz haf rina's bf to cooperate wif us la ( erm actually iz we 合作 wif him la ) ... after few days of discussion n planning... 任务成功！！ tink rina was quite happie when she gt her 'suprise' ... wun go into detail here in case she wans it to remain as her 私人回忆 =^_^= All i haf 2 sae iz.. .. me n kw real glad dat she gt herself such a gd bf.. 一个肯花这么多心思在她身上的人... u lucky gal ! i dun wana hear u complaining to us abt aniting ever again ... u lucky idiot gal !!!!

1st time took d north-east line (issit N.E? 不大记得了.. ) From d long passage frm outram mrt platform to NE line platform to Harbourfront center ar.. i keep hafing dat feeling. Itz like i'm bek in hk! really really! no bluff ... Hongkong's town area 地铁也是这样的，一条一条的很长的隧道，all d way lead u to d platform, den d 灯光，感觉， colour theme n everyting ... so 像!!! Kw like 山龟 lidat.. .. look here look dere, making loud gasps, admiring d mirror reflections ~ wahahha ~ bt aniwae d NE line real nice la. Iz MUCH MUCH faster than d normal trains .. . n 没有人的. Even ard 7 plus d train oso 空空的..

Harbourfront was another new experience. Dino dat it was originally World Trade .. onli dat nw change name nia. Hmmm... gt one jetty (open for all) quite nice. Those terrific place to 喝酒，聊天，ton, 拍拖 . ... cos iz facing d sea n can feel d breeze n everyting. So funnie ... last time gt 1 guy kip insisting in bringing me there, duno for wad. Now then i noe ... chey! Oh yar d mac in HF 跟别的 mac 不同的..d seats iz much comfy, sumore gt those Starbucks sofa n round tables, even food oso diff ~ much more high class n special. Wonder if i go dere study they will chase me out anot leh. .. . 那里的气氛真的真的很好 for 读书。

Hey if anyone still hafen been to HF before rite tell me k ... or else i feel dat i really damn sua gu. .. aniwae dere still gt qt sum stuffs ar~ bt nt really for shopping la. More for those tourist or those ppl gg 2 sentosa to get their stuffs dere ... me n kw tinking dat we mite go dere again .. juz for d mac ~ heez ..

搭 train 回家时跟kw 讲起出国留学的事情...juz casual chat abt wher she'll wana go for further studies ar, n under wad conditions dat she will 打消这念头啦 n stuffs .... all sudden 想起我妈. Iz really nt dat easy. .. duno hw to sae oso la. As in if u really get married overseas or migrate overseas or go overseas study or WADEVA la, iz nt easy to come bek. Nt those physically d cum bek la .. bt . Aiyah .. like u cant really move bek here again. Nt easy. 就好像你出国留学的时候，你得先放下这里所有的人，物，事，然后到另一个地方，从新开始所有的东西，从没有朋友到有朋友，从迷路到可以自由逛街。。。慢慢地会变得很离不开那个地方，不是喜欢，而是习惯那里的所有东西 。。就算想家，也只不过回去度假， 那一个才是家，已经分不清楚了。N when u finally come to a day when u need to decide to stay or go bek home ... it wil b such a difficult decision. ... so wad for make life difficult for urself rite?

好想打球 sia... mon went bek sch wif Huijuan, we planned 2 study ... haha~ ended up in bball court. Ha ~ hols still gt so mani ppl hogging d court sia ... sian. If gt court mainly reserved for gals 就好了 ~

Rot at home whole dae..was on fone wif kw rina n elin~ yeah! tues arrangements 搞定了！Elin told me lots abt working @ Topshop. Hmm...salesgal nt an easy job.

Read an interview on Dejay.. 很多感触 。以前总认为新时代的女孩子，遇到喜欢的人就应该敢敢地说出来才对，cos .. i mean, hu noes? he or me mite b gone d next minute...n i'll never get to noe wad will actually happens if he noes dat i like him. 有行动才有发展呀 。。。 唉。我一直是这样想的啦。现在发现自己错了，而且是大错特错！女孩子做主动完全 dun work one loh! 讲真的，if dat guy 对你有兴趣自然会有所表现，if he doesnt, den no matter hw gd u treat him hw nice u present urself infront of him oso no use. 唉~ to all those gals dat i psycho u all in believing "gals can make d 1st move" ... i m so sorry! i made a mistake okie! 对不起 对不起 。。。

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