And I

And that is, all I wanted.
=)

I forgot how powerful I used to be

When I was ten, I told myself that when I grow up, I'm never going to underestimate what a ten year old kid can do, how much a ten year old could understand and how powerful a ten year old could be.

Along the way to growing up I forgot all about it. And here I am, many many years from the day I said that, reminded by a fellow Capricorn girl : "There's alot in our world."

I remember that now.

Hello 2013

I do miss the days.
But, life goes on.

**
2013 means alot to me. It means striking off things that has not been completed in my past yearsssss' resolution. How exciting.

Wishlist

Life's been great.
I really can't be asking for anything more than what I have now, really. That being said, my christmas wish list would be really short this year

2012 CHRISTMAS WISHLIST
1. Philip Lim 3.1 Break Up Clutch
2. Jay Chou 2012 Album
3. Return trip SIN-HKG for CNY
4. Reckless Ericka reversable checked top/dress
5. House of Harlow Stone Ring
6. MMM x HM Oversize turtle neck
7. Jeffrey Campbell black platform heels
8. Office at Arab Street
9. Movie "Hotel Translyvania" with The Man
10. Big Bang concert tickets
11. 2NE1 concert tickets
12. Alexander McQueen black sneakers for The Man
13. 3D2N getaway trip
14. World Peace
15. Ballerina flats
16. Vespa with side car
17. Headphones with great bass
18. New wardrobe with all sets from Jeremy Scott x Adidas
19. SHE 2012 new album
20. Free (and safe) liposuction

A series of unfortunate events

Day One :  Six months after I ended employment with my ex-ex-agency, I received a lawyer letter from them on breach of contract.

Day Two : The Man had a super high fever

Day Five : Ex-agency director did not return on the promised date, leaving behind a bunch of mess to clear.

Day Six : Lost a project.

Day Eight : Strongest ally leaving the field.

Day Ten : I think its my fault that had the ex-team got themselves into this crazier situation.

Day Twelve : Potential investor missing in action.

Day Fifteen : Slipped and fell down the stairs, swollen ankle and lots of bruises.

Day Sixteen : On the verge of depression.

Day Seventeen : Rejected help from the big boys.


Thank goodness I had you by my side.

Willow & Huxley

The girls did a great show for Willow & Huxley during F1 period. Here's some snaps.

I really liked some of the pieces that the girls were wearing during the show, so I checked out what were the designers that Willow & Huxley were carrying on their website, and this particular brand Best Behavior caught my attention. 

How could they take things from my wardrobe like that? 

Definitely checking W&H soon, I could really get three sets, from head to toe. That over-the-head thing is so G-D.  

Ain't easy

I "ain't easy to deal with", I realised.

Ironically I believe everything can be resolved as long as we sit down and talk things through. Not alot of people want to "sit down and talk" with me though. I guess they must have that thought in their head too, "She ain't easy to deal with".

But I actually am. Takes some guts to find out.

*
My sis got together with a jerk. I was quite pissed, but then again she's just twenty. An age where you'll meet all the wrong guys, or all the right guys at the wrong time, get hurt get dumped and learn loads more about relationship. And learn about yourself.

But still. A fat boy, a cafe chef, a storeroom helper and now this? Her records so stained.

**
The Man spent $1850 on a Canon camera with lens. Ouch.
I hope this hobby (or bright new shiny toy) lasts a little longer than his previous artistic finger.

Dear Diary

I went home last night to write my diary. If The Man knows about it he wouldn't understand.


I flipped to a new page and realised I haven't been writing at all for 2012. Well in the first place I'm hardly in my house for more than 30 days this year, I think. Everytime I go back, its like Diner-rush, I've got that little time to finish washing my lingeries, hang them, do abit of self grooming and DING DING DING time's up, hands off whatever you're doing The Man and his bike is here to pick me up.

So last night, I fought the desire to continue with my youtube surfing and started writing instead. 45 minutes with myself. To sum up, 2012 is soooo full of twists and turns, not only in my life but also my loved ones.