I don't owe you anything.

Period.

Random followers popping out of nowhere.

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The first Monday of a 2-booker team week. The peace sinks in so quickly, I can hardly recall the buzzy office. HAHA, somebody must be sobbing away about us not missing her.

I had one hard cry when Dav was gone, wrote lots of emotional entries when Gwen and Evelyn left, especially Gwen cos we spent so much time together doing almost everything. But nothing could be compared to that pail of tears I had over Giena's sudden departure. Gary walked in, silent, and closed the curtains behind him as I sobbed furiously away in his seat.

When all the XMMs decided that its time to fly, I'm dry. Saw it coming, had enough of mental preparation. It still stings, but not as bad.

I've gone through worst.

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When its too much for me to take, I run to him.

No idea what powers he got, he can make it all go away, in an instant. And there's nothing left except for quiet happiness.

Its funny how I see him almost everyday and still miss him every minute he's not around.

I wrote a really long post on political views but somebody threatened me to delete it, so its gone.

Sigh.

And.

BLEAHX!

I'll post when I move back to Hong Kong!!!

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The girls are leaving this Thursday. I'm numbed. Partings, goodbyes, tears, hugs....and then back again to work.

And then the next batch comes in.

Ice-breaking, keeping cool, friendly chats, cuddle sessions over lunch, back to the beat yo. Before its time to say goodbye, again.

Its not like I don't feel. I'd prefer to wrap myself up, numbed.

Cos there are lots of work to do. And you gotta move on anyways.

Yeah.

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Touch my man, and I'll touch yours.

I can be a slut a biatch a whore a brainpisser if I want to, its not that difficult.

Just lay your hands off my territories before its too late.

Its not a matter of money.

Its a matter of keeping to your words.

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I've been gone for a day and back. Still intact darlings.

Training half way through, going into the final phase soon. The stuffs that all the girls have been waiting and anticipating for --- the walk.

It pisses me off to see students staring into space and look bored in lessons. Especially when these lessons are given for FREE.

And worst, when I'm all tongue dry after all that speech, someone picks up her water bottle and starts drinking like nobody business. Or chewing gum throughout an hour. Or giving that "come on and get done with all this crap" look.

You're not my client you know? I don't need to put up with this kind of attitude. Or if you're not interested in all this stuff, get out.

To those who are keen to learn, I'm all up for staying back to touch up on your walk. At least its worth it.

Thanks for making March a better March =)