Go ahead and judge. I've got nothing to hide.

I'm just sick of not being trusted.

Mom left for Hong Kong this morning. Now I have no reason not to pick up calls.

Except the good ol' "I'm at work lah".

We are attending a church wedding!

We are attending a church wedding!

We are attending a church wedding!

Alex's friend, Gabriel is getting married. If I lump our conversation (between me and Gabriel...okay plus wife-to-be) together, I don't think it can make half an Enid Blyton book but SO WHAT? We are attending a church wedding! Lalalalalala~

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Btw, its Alex Lee's TWENTY FIFTH birthday today. Stay adorable, fattie! And stand by your moral values! *smirks*

Okay okay don't be angry. Aiyoh.

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My mom is leaving tomorrow, I'll be getting my phone back.

I realised this --- its not just about Singapore and Hong Kong, the way I love to live my life partially stands in my way in returning home.

Mom's here for a few days' stay, my phone's with her so don't call me on my personal. Don't call me so often on my company line too, I hate it when it vibrates.

Don't get in touch with me.

Let me rot and die.

I'm getting really childish! Me.

Small little things gets me all flared up.

My past motto used to be Paris Hilton's "Say what they want to hear and do what you want to do", but as my EQ gets lower and lower, its not easy to fence up against people that you actually want to befriend than to be squibbling with cat tails high up in the air.

Its even harder to fence up against people that you've x-rayed and chose to trust.

Life's so interesting.

Okay I promised photos:

With Gwen @ KPO.

Sweet and Sour pork rice. Ratings 5 stars.

I know I've mentioned many many times....the fabulous all day breakfast!

The last plane trip in 2009.

Yeah, I love HK.

My birthday is usually reserved for this batch of stingy people who 1) does not give me a single card 2) didnt bother to buy me presents and 3) buy me a very small cake.

Steamboat in winter is a blessing.

I eat that but I dont eat that.

I cant recognise who is who anymore. She looks so much like me.

Brush your teeth everyday and night to avoid this.

I slept more than I slept here and she slept less than she usually does, everytime I'm home.

We used to have pigeon holes at Crescent Girls', but that was for classes and teachers. Why dont we have these lockers in Singapore? In between classes flirting like Sweet Valley High......

Did I just mention Sweet Valley? Wah I'm so old school!!!

On the third day back, dragged my uncle to the cemetry to visit my grandma. The infamous cemetry that you always see in Hong Kong drama series. I'm not so stupid to take snaps there (though I almost wanted to....you dont see these kinda places everyday you knnnoooowww).

A tough (and veerrrryy naggy) hulk with ultra-sensitive emo spots.

Met my mom for lunch with my dad and sis at Hong Xing@Harbourcity. The spectacled-couple.

Da lang da lang da lang.

My dad walked up and down the escalator all because my sis told him that he look really macho walking up and down.

Apologies to Harbourcity security guards, you'll see this old man patroling up and down this flight of electronic stairs very often.

WICKED!

He's old, toothless and hairless, has a really big tummy and sometimes very stingy......say hi to my dad.

I took years to realise, that that was being selfish.

I'm amazed by myself.

The million of words I had poured to rephrase and explain for every actions that person did. When it was such a simple word.

After years of keeping quiet and still running errands for them, I'm finally complaining, I'm finally opening up, I'm finally showing that I'm upset. It is high time I stop lending this extra hand and leave them to die.

A good chance for them to grow up!!!

PS: I hope I don't lose my fire after my period.

Know what?

My mind went blank when Im trying to think about new year resolutions.

---------- blank blank blank blank blank for 5 minutes ---------

Okay maybe these:

1) Do my part in saving the earth.

2) Watch more movies ---- I need to have topics to talk to men. people. clients. ( if I cant talk about cars, watches, gadgets, world issues ... well at least there's something for me to fall back on)

3) Be a bitch. A smart bitch. Bitch with a crappy expression and don't feel guilty.

4) Do my paperwork properly and avoid avoidable nags.

5) Love somebody.

6) Be a better friend. Though I believe I am already the best of the best.

7) Splurge on family but save the emotions.

8) Work harder and don't waste my time thinking about stupid things.

Em. If I work even harder I don't think I can fulfilt 6) cos nobody will be seeing me.

9) Get a laptop. Don't just regret not having internet at home when you need it and NOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I'm so sick of me.

10) Slim down and pray hard that the fats infront of my chest stays the way they are. I can hardly see it anymore.

Okay, sometimes I see it. Thanks to Davania's inflatable boob-jobs thingy. Muahahahahaha.

I smell radish while blogging this entry, lunchtime soon.


I tried to search my 2009 resolution @ blogger but in vain. I think it should be somewhere in my diary or newstation but, yah, nevermind since its already over, and looking back I'm pretty happy with what I had, what I lost and what I achieved in 2009.

Sometimes, losing something may not be that bad. It gives you an extra pocket to carry something else home......and who knows, it might be better stuffs.

Two thousand ten.....I've got a heavier burden on my back. Responsibilities of all sorts. Just thinking about it makes me kinda tired ---- just for 5 minutes.

Capricorns should do what they ought to do.
There must be a way to sort things out.
Its just a matter of organizing.

Sigh.
Its in the blood.



If one day I realise that I'm just a pick up baby from the streets, I'm not even a capricorn .... scorpio maybe, or worst aries ------ I think I will bang wall and die.

I hate borrowing my sister's laptop cos she keeps nagging me when I use it.

Next time when she comes, I'm not lending her mine!!!!

Thats the thing about sisters. Its always love and hate. Love from the elder'un just to receive hatred from the younger'un. TSSSSKKK.

2010 coming in a jiffy. Its the same ol 365 days routine, but why does this year's feels so short? Happenings happened and fly past before I can react. I'm getting numb.

1) Bang bang bang...who's left? Me and Giena....and little davania.

2) Office moved from the faithful rental-shoot-up-like-crazy Park Mall to Clarke Quay. I miss my bus 7. Am officially a MRT kidult.

3) Call myself kidult cos I'm not fit to be a kid anymore. I'm twenty-beep! years old.

4) Old woman died.

5) Room supposed to rent to model, then supposed to rent to Ellen, then supposed to be left empty. End of the day ------ welcome hug to my new tenant couple Kelly and Mr.Anylockcanopen husband

6) Renewed contract. Nah......so expected huh.

7) Broke up. Together. Broke up. Together. Erm....I'm talking about my door. Locked out twice from my room. MY ROOM!!! Somebody casted a spell?

8) The queue went longer, I cut it into half. And halved the half again, now there's only 1 left hanging, 1 left dying and 1 left to rot like the food in my Cafe World (if Giena's not tending it).

Dont even bother guessing this riddle, my dear.

9) I haven't got a new phone, I haven't got a new laptop, I haven't not got a new camera, I've got no internet connection at home. And I survived!!!

I'm the legend.

10) Kaiwen's no intention to return for good, Rina's out of my life, Amy just told me last week she's moving her battlefield to Shenzhen, Huijuan's so busy I'm seeing her ... let me count.... less than 10 times a year?

I've got new jie mei's though. Big hug to the new'uns and big kisses to the old'uns. Here or not, I love you all the same.

Time to blog in newstation but Im so not familiar with the chinese software in my sis' laptop. Next 'un coming......2010 Resolution. (I fullfilled most of 2009's, no surprise!)