Know that its been kinda hard to reach me recently. Msg me no reply, call me never pick up...


Time to explain myself.

Ahem I'm not trying to avoid u guys!!! But sometimes that mobile device is really so irritating...and especially after a long day of work, you see stupid messages sent by stupid people. It really pisses u off.

*_*



Coming month will be a difficult month. ..

Three days of fever. Thought I was dying...

Kinda worried for next month. Income's really low. How how how how how. With so many friends' 21st birthday + Dor's wedding coming...


First batch of bikini's has arrived! Promised to upload by last week but didnt...this week, promise *! Already two sets sold...so peeps, while stocks last yar. Rem to online this sunday to check out the stocks ^^

I'm a lousy gathering organizer!!!


Alex lee. U go organize.



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Saw Joey @ SR.
Saw Gary @ SR.
Saw Jonathan @ SR.
Saw Sherlyn & Ruoyun @ somewhere outside DB mrt.

Gary gave me a thumbs-up when I told him I'm intending to run an online biz. That makes me really happy. Warm smile = ).

I have never been in love.


Which is kind of sad, cos my mum say if u have never been in love, its like u've never lived. In other words, I've been dead for the past 21 years.


Relationships are different. U don't have to love somebody to be with somebody.

Chim.


*headache*



Sat will be class outing again. Sentosa @ 1, then down to Heeren. Papa suggest that we go down to his chalet @ Downtown East instead...escape wwwest or what. How's about that guys?

Paaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`Haapppie birrrthdaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~y!!!!!!

*Imagine it in a ultra sweetieee sugarrie voice....pui*


Anyway..had a cute night out with Bro. Was actually feeling rather down @ the swing...think is cos of the long walk from Westmall to the swing. Thought about of alot of past memories...like why I ended becoming like that, what went wrong and stuffs. =)

But anyway. Everything's over. Really.


Skate park in Bt Batok with really cool graffitis. Will post later.

I got my first handphone way back in Sec 4. The legendary Panasonic GD92. Since then my life was all about sms-ing.

Duno whats so big deal about it. But I kept sms-ing everyone i could. Forwarding sweet messages to crushes, replying stupid messages to NS guys (NS guys have never change during the years), gossiping with friends, arranging outings with classmates ...

It lasted for only 3 months plus. And then. I started dreading sms-es. Friends started complaining that I dun reply sms-es, which (now i understand) can be quite frustrating at times.


So people that get my sms often ... u're lucky ^^


Anyway what i wanted to say is. I dun like the way sms affect my life. It really drives me crazy u know, one second smile next second cry. Sms is supposed to be only a more convenient way to communicate, which is the least sincere thing in the whole wide world (after friendster message). So...unless u're arranging for meet-ups/find out my whereabouts/passing a short message, do not do not msg me. Call.



I have free incoming anyway. =D






*wow i sound so serious.....*

Back from Class gathering.

Or...should say dinner meet up. Cos all we did was eat, eat and eat. Ate Breko with Huijuan then Swenson with the guys then Starbucks with the guys then Youth park f.c with Papa. Tired...from all the munching and swallowing. **

Okay lah. I'll think of something constructive for the next class gathering k.

Anyway. The so-called secret plan is no longer a secret. Cos I told everyone about it. =)

Everything's in progress. Have been finding out about accounting stuffs from friends that are in Finance course. Did my research on SOHO (It actually stands for Small Office Home Office) and how it functions. Read lots of books in starting biz, like how to write proper proposals, what and how to get prepared, cost budgeting and stuffs like that. Headache, really, cos I've hardly touch those areas in my entire life .. unless u count that half year in Intro to Financial Planning module?

Oh gosh there are sooooo much things to absorb, to learn and to prepare. I'll work hard. Harder.



And I'm happy to see positive reactions from friends. So tired from seeing people giving u those " won't work one lah " or " u can meh? " look. I'm totally prepared for all that type of response, but it sure brightens up ur day with a more encouraging comment. Or at least, constructive. If u really think it isnt a workable idea, tell me why u think so, tell me whats wrong, tell me what I can do, tell me something. Dun just shake ur head and look @ me. ..oh dear.

And even my mum. Can see that she's trying very hard to understand me nowadays...as usual, she is never supportive of her daughter. And on my side...I'm trying very hard to show her my effort too. Telling her about my everyday progress...but it seems like she's always biting her tongue to stop herself from saying something discouraging. Hard to be mother, hard to be daughter......

Wow. I'm really impressed by u guys...thanks so much to all those that replied my bulletin/mail/message. U rocks *wink*.

And for those who havent did the survey...come on guys it only take 5 minutes. Be nice and do it for me .... pretty please?

Love,
Bon

PS:Btw, I can message le! All those that can make it on Sat evening message me ASAP. I need to make reservations.