Paaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`Haapppie birrrthdaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~y!!!!!!

*Imagine it in a ultra sweetieee sugarrie voice....pui*


Anyway..had a cute night out with Bro. Was actually feeling rather down @ the swing...think is cos of the long walk from Westmall to the swing. Thought about of alot of past memories...like why I ended becoming like that, what went wrong and stuffs. =)

But anyway. Everything's over. Really.


Skate park in Bt Batok with really cool graffitis. Will post later.

I got my first handphone way back in Sec 4. The legendary Panasonic GD92. Since then my life was all about sms-ing.

Duno whats so big deal about it. But I kept sms-ing everyone i could. Forwarding sweet messages to crushes, replying stupid messages to NS guys (NS guys have never change during the years), gossiping with friends, arranging outings with classmates ...

It lasted for only 3 months plus. And then. I started dreading sms-es. Friends started complaining that I dun reply sms-es, which (now i understand) can be quite frustrating at times.


So people that get my sms often ... u're lucky ^^


Anyway what i wanted to say is. I dun like the way sms affect my life. It really drives me crazy u know, one second smile next second cry. Sms is supposed to be only a more convenient way to communicate, which is the least sincere thing in the whole wide world (after friendster message). So...unless u're arranging for meet-ups/find out my whereabouts/passing a short message, do not do not msg me. Call.



I have free incoming anyway. =D






*wow i sound so serious.....*

Back from Class gathering.

Or...should say dinner meet up. Cos all we did was eat, eat and eat. Ate Breko with Huijuan then Swenson with the guys then Starbucks with the guys then Youth park f.c with Papa. Tired...from all the munching and swallowing. **

Okay lah. I'll think of something constructive for the next class gathering k.

Anyway. The so-called secret plan is no longer a secret. Cos I told everyone about it. =)

Everything's in progress. Have been finding out about accounting stuffs from friends that are in Finance course. Did my research on SOHO (It actually stands for Small Office Home Office) and how it functions. Read lots of books in starting biz, like how to write proper proposals, what and how to get prepared, cost budgeting and stuffs like that. Headache, really, cos I've hardly touch those areas in my entire life .. unless u count that half year in Intro to Financial Planning module?

Oh gosh there are sooooo much things to absorb, to learn and to prepare. I'll work hard. Harder.



And I'm happy to see positive reactions from friends. So tired from seeing people giving u those " won't work one lah " or " u can meh? " look. I'm totally prepared for all that type of response, but it sure brightens up ur day with a more encouraging comment. Or at least, constructive. If u really think it isnt a workable idea, tell me why u think so, tell me whats wrong, tell me what I can do, tell me something. Dun just shake ur head and look @ me. ..oh dear.

And even my mum. Can see that she's trying very hard to understand me nowadays...as usual, she is never supportive of her daughter. And on my side...I'm trying very hard to show her my effort too. Telling her about my everyday progress...but it seems like she's always biting her tongue to stop herself from saying something discouraging. Hard to be mother, hard to be daughter......

Wow. I'm really impressed by u guys...thanks so much to all those that replied my bulletin/mail/message. U rocks *wink*.

And for those who havent did the survey...come on guys it only take 5 minutes. Be nice and do it for me .... pretty please?

Love,
Bon

PS:Btw, I can message le! All those that can make it on Sat evening message me ASAP. I need to make reservations.

Notice

Peeps.

My hp is still down...cant reply sms, but can read sms. Anything urgent CALL please. And please pick up my call .. there's no other way i can get u. And btw if u received any sms from me/sms-ed me, dun assume that I'll reply. Cos thats me using my colleague's hp yah.

Oh and updates on plan. There are finally some progress....no matter good or bad, i'm still positive about everything. =) Only one thing..I'm going to have an headache writing that idiot proposal and partnership agreement......

I bought heels.

And lots of other stuffs.



Shopping makes me happie. ^^

My heart was beating so fast when I saw "new message" in friendster. Not again not again not again.......please don't let it be him.

But it is. Life's always like that.



I don't care.

I really dont.


I don't care whether he's dead or alive.
I don't care if he change his number without telling me.
I don't care about him at all.


I'm just fed up the way guys rather message than call. Whats wrong with the phone? What makes it so hard for you to press the green button? The green button got fungi issit?

Or issit the price? Its just 20 cents dear, just 15 cents more than a sms.



I'm really fed up.
If its so damn difficult for you guys to call, I shant bother anymore.



Okay I admit I'm just damn fucking disappointed. *i really shld stop using tt word..*

General summary of this week:

* Pay issue resolved. Kind of. I'll learn to be more careful next time round...make sure they document every single word they say.

*Dance lessons started. At Hype...well we were expecting Hip Hop, but it turns out to be really jazzy sexy type of dance moves. Anyway...it was fun lah. Good to sweat out as well ( the studio was really stuffy )

*Oh. And I almost forgot Vdae. Had Sakae with Rina. We wanted to play cheapo and take the student buffet (-by using that darling red ezlink card..d one with NP logo). But. Karma....aiz.

*I finally finally had my Breko Spicy Wings!!!

*Many many issues about that plan...very disturbing. Especially the money part....

*A suprise message in Friendster

*My hp down. Down down down. .. >_<>

*Another class gathering postponed......people going m'sia, going cruise, going birthday parties, going belated Vdae celebration. It wasnt me!