Hee.
Hee hee.
Whahahahhahahaha~

I did something that was considered to be dumb last night.
Lin said I really sounded dumb.
But...I'm really happy over what I've done.

Guess I'm really an idiot ^_^

Anyway its my ex-bball idol's birthday today...so yup. Happy bdae to him!!!!

Rina says usually, the one you end up with will not match with the description of guys that you like.

Hmmm.
I like guys with single eyelid.
...love basketball.
...appreciates music.
...know how to dress.
...have manners.
...filial.
...financially independent.
...have a big hand.

And my bf has it all.So Rina...you're wrong.
Ha ^____^

Today is 7th July 2004.
Tommorrow is 8th July 2004.
I've wasted my today away... *_*...

Worked yesterday.Again.Damn tired...I really need my 8 hours of sleep.Had a messed-up conversation with a Japanese tourist...its like I catch some words here and there(like "nihon"?"dewa naide")but i just cant figure out what she's trying to say. Anyway...I'm thinking of getting a handbook on Japanese...not those "-masu" or "-desu" stuffs, but more useful stuffs...interested ^_^.

I went school alone this morning. Then went home alone after school. It feel kinda wierd...but hmm,its not as bad as i thought it was. I cant say that I'm getting independent or what...but its a good start? After the long speech Ma gave me that night...I've been brainwashing myself,trying to tell myself every morning that "Today will pass faster than I imagine".

Hmmm. Getting abit stressed up these days. About money, about Fyp, about school, about looks...and with the stupidest and dumbest and ugliest fringe i have now, I DUN FEEL GOOD AT ALL. Haaaaaaaiz. I'll get used to my fringe I THINK...I HAVE to get used to it anyway. Blah blah blah. Feel like doing hair extension...not those bleached types. Think they are ugly n common......if i have the money ( which I dun ), I wana extend my hair length to about 10 cm longer! Esp my fringe!

Isnt it wierd? A set of 8-digit numbers,a normal notebook,a jacket that u've always worn...all these things seem meaningless until he comes along and give meaning to them. His number...the notebook that he wrote on...the jacket that he commented...hmmm. All these things become special. The hp that was always switched off at night...its now left on throughout the night in case he call or msg. Hmmm. Isnt it wierd?

Yup.I like this song.Again.

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day Girl I'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You're all that I need
Can't you see how I fell
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

Now sitting in an empty class...lesson suppose to start in 2 minutes time and yet I'm all alone here...wierd?

Anyway...started work @ shibuya again.Its nice back there...=)Got to know another nice colleague by the name of esther...all my colleagues are nice anyway..heez. She told me quite alot of her stories...hmm. Abt relationships...and we both agreed tt there are no true love in this world. Haha.

Kinda miss home...^_^ The old woman @ my house start to make noise again this morning...haix. Cant stand.

Okay.Everyone is talking about first day of school...think i shall blog the same then.Ha.Thought that I'll really be all alone in all my classes...but hmm.Got Huimin's frenz same class as me...duno good news or bad news.Cos its like people already in cliques,then I have to stick with them and be a extra...but heard tt they are nice people la ~ so smilez ?

After making so many protection and prevention...after all those trouble in getting the wen zhang(mosquito tent?)onto my window...haiz.STILL GOT BEETLES CAN BREAK THROUGH!What.the....then whats the whole point in using the wen zhang! So irritating...think i must do something about it. Any good ideas?

I believe in retribution. I made someone's life miserable...and now it comes back to me. I kinda dread going school now...like not as fun as previous semesters. Sometimes I think school is like work...if you're not happy, then quit. No point making yourself miserable about something that you can afford to change. But I still like school alot sia...think I'll be damn bored without Np. No rushing to classes...no playing bball after class...no walking to Canteen 3...no saying "hi" and "bye" to hi-bye friends...what will life become!!!?

Girls. If you ever want to get something from H2o+, there's only one single outlet @ Suntec City left. I walked around the entire town trying desperately to find the H20+ shop...Taka's tt one is down, Bugis' one also. I wana get their foundation...asap!

Just formatted my laptop. Now got virus again. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN SIANX.

Last thing to blog. I think relationships are sooooooo troublesome. Mess up people's life,hurt people's feelings,waste people's time....but perhaps thats the main reason why people like to get into relationship. My ma said if you have never fall in love before you die, you have wasted your life away. Is she right?

Anyone in class PI 11, SS11, IC6 and NA5?