Life is full of ups and downs. I had my "ups" in the morn...then my "downs" in the noon. All because of a phone call...and thats it. What the hell.

Supposed to meet rina @ night. Din meet up, was my fault. ( Sorriz gal *_* ) Walked ard town. Chingay thingy sux...town was so noisy. Everything sux la. Sux sux sux!!! Everyone ard me seem so cheerful and excited. I felt so out of d place. I din wana go home early too. I cant think of solution ar. I duno whats going on ar.

I duno wad i talkin le...

Everything's almost perfect today! The sun is back, we got to play basketball, I got my reg post, I got my mickey mouse necklace frm my mei, and i saw him,him and him! Except that him la >,< But I'm already contented enough. The main point is....there's no rain today! (Pls refer to chinese blog regarding this ^_^)

The world is just so wonderful!!!!!!

There are so many wonderful people in the world! Hohoho...no i'm not referring to myself. Its my aunty's husband ar (erm......that makes him my uncle right?) Yest afternoon me was quite mad with that old woman outside. Madness. Came into my room while i'm in sch and took some stuffs. Cant tolerate this anymore. So...i decide to fix a lock at my door. But 天啊! None of the guyz i know can help my fix a lock. Nvm...i called up a locksmith n guess the price? 200 bucks for MERELY fixing a small lock at my room door! What the....with 200 bucks i might as well change the whole door right. ANYWAY, back to my wonderful-people-topic, my aunt's hubby came over today and promised that he'll help me gao dim the lock! Hohohohohohohoho~ 太开心了~

I just realise how little money i'm left with. Shit. Everyone's getting rich after cny except me. 天啊！！！！Nvm...i think i have to start looking for job asap le. Will take on any job le bah. Heng nobody's bdae is coming up + vdae no need spend much this yr (since everyone's att..wad for i get u ppl pressie right) ......sometimes its nice to be single. Ho.

My tagboard is alive again. Thank goodness. Dun let it stop okie?

Hmm.....one last thing to say. For all those who doesnt feel happy, those friends that are currently depressed....cheer up! No matter how useless i may seem....i'm with u! Smile and the world smile with u!

Had an enjoyable KTV outing with d gals last nite while the guys were at ah seng hse gambling. Hmm...gambling is no gd. Anyway ar...huimin's had a nice voice. (erm...iz nth new la i noe) And guess what? Dengli can rap! Hohohohoho...only dat all three of their voices quite soft. Cn hardly hear them ar. Now that all d gals had went sing k together once...next time can call the guys along le bah, if the other gals dun mind?

Today is everybody's birthday. So happie birthday peoplez! Me and san going to sing k to celebrate our birthday later!!

Just sort of wondering abt this today...there are some people u meet, at the wrong time at the wrong setting. If they had enter your life with a different status, or at a different time, a different setting, maybe things would not be like what it is today. Some people are met too early, some too late.

I'm desperately searching for Mr. D, although i'm not sure what i would do when i really find him. Would i react the same, like i did 2 years ago? I hope not ... I must be brave! Haiz but back to the question I really really really duno what will I do if I really see him ar. So shit. He's not my crush he's not an old lover he's not a ex-sch mate he's not even counted as a friend ... so, erm...what is he?

As u can see, i'm getting very confused + contradicting.

I'm ridiculous. I'm going crazy. I really is ar...why in the hell am i missing someone that i havent seen in a year and doesnt even remember my existence!!!

This is so shit.

If i'm not wrong, ah bon will start searching high and low for this lamer again. Through friendster through friends through newspaper through matches... hide-and-seek 2004 begins. ^o^)/~

All by myself by Eric Carmen

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And makin’ love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Livin’ alone
I think of all the friends I’ve known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobody’s home

All by myself
Don’t wanna be, all by myself anymore
All by myself
Don’t wanna live, all by myself anymore

Hard to be sure
Some times I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

Ps:I got this on cd in hk...bt dun haf it here. Anyone have tis can send me?

Yest was a happy day. Today wasnt. S.u.c.k.s

Cheers for elin for miting me @ nite ^_^ She look damn sexy today loh~too bad u guyz dun haf d chance to see her. Tsk tsk. We talked quite alot of stuffs...just norm updates la. I really appreciate it when friends call me out, esp on days like this. I know iz difficult to meet up on this kind of family-get-together festivals. N i'm grateful for ur effort made >,<