Just sort of wondering abt this today...there are some people u meet, at the wrong time at the wrong setting. If they had enter your life with a different status, or at a different time, a different setting, maybe things would not be like what it is today. Some people are met too early, some too late.

I'm desperately searching for Mr. D, although i'm not sure what i would do when i really find him. Would i react the same, like i did 2 years ago? I hope not ... I must be brave! Haiz but back to the question I really really really duno what will I do if I really see him ar. So shit. He's not my crush he's not an old lover he's not a ex-sch mate he's not even counted as a friend ... so, erm...what is he?

As u can see, i'm getting very confused + contradicting.

I'm ridiculous. I'm going crazy. I really is ar...why in the hell am i missing someone that i havent seen in a year and doesnt even remember my existence!!!

This is so shit.

If i'm not wrong, ah bon will start searching high and low for this lamer again. Through friendster through friends through newspaper through matches... hide-and-seek 2004 begins. ^o^)/~

All by myself by Eric Carmen

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And makin’ love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Livin’ alone
I think of all the friends I’ve known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobody’s home

All by myself
Don’t wanna be, all by myself anymore
All by myself
Don’t wanna live, all by myself anymore

Hard to be sure
Some times I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

Ps:I got this on cd in hk...bt dun haf it here. Anyone have tis can send me?

Yest was a happy day. Today wasnt. S.u.c.k.s

Cheers for elin for miting me @ nite ^_^ She look damn sexy today loh~too bad u guyz dun haf d chance to see her. Tsk tsk. We talked quite alot of stuffs...just norm updates la. I really appreciate it when friends call me out, esp on days like this. I know iz difficult to meet up on this kind of family-get-together festivals. N i'm grateful for ur effort made >,<

This new year starts with a frown and ends with a smile ^_^ Yup me iz in a good mood ( suprisingly). Ahem ... btw erm miss zhang just shocked me with d news this morning saying dat she's been admitted to hospital. Went visit her in the noon. She look abit weak ar...but with her bf ard, i think she shld be able to withstand any pain la hor.

Town's quite packed with ppl, compared to last yr's. Me quite suprised la...cos by experience town iz very leng qing esp in nian chu 1. Economy is real bad......

Especially easily touched today. Like when lin said wana mit up to treat me ice cream tml nite, like when fx pei me play bball till 12+, like when mum called... thx lots! I love u all! Its the thought that counts. Smilez!

Please go to here if u are damn bo liao n got nth else better to do.

AHem...happy new year all friends out there! Stay cute n healthy k pplz! Bon loves u all!


Okie...time seem to pass very slowly today. D class like not very into the new year mood ar...unlike last yr >,< Guess its cos school just start nt long ago + we alr grown up? Hmm... went down town to get some stuffs, but end up getting nth. Ho. Quite alot of shops in town closed early/din even open ar. I got no $ anyway ^_^

Hmmm...d following days. What can i do?
a) Go airport study
b) Loiter ard town ( go search for shops dat are still open )
c) Rot + watch finish d vcds
d) Rot + read books
e) Practice bball
f) Rot + wait for saturday
g) None of the above

All the above really sucks manz...now i realise dat there r certain things dat friends really cant help.

Yo hey!I dyed my hair le! Plus cut ar ... nt quite used to d dark hair colour. Aniwae iz a strange color la. Duno how to describe it either. Strange hairstyle oso. Everything's strange......

New year! I hate new year! I really really really hate new year! Tml's alr new year eve...everyone will be rushing back home to eat their reunion dinner while i rot in my room eating d $1.80 fillet-o-fish. Everyone will go happily bai nian while i rot at home watching my vcds. Everyone will be so "into" d new year mood! I hate new year!!!!!

Thx miss zhang for giving me dat box of gok zai ~ dats soOoO nice of u. And thx for ur vcds too...i need them to pass these few days.

Some happy stuffs happen today. Great mood until the rain starts pouring down in the noon. Spoiler!

Hmm...did quite alot of travelling today. Went Bt panjang, change bus. Went SR. Went hm. Went town. Tired!!!!!!

San wanted to get her hair cut by today, but all those salons @ far east is really qt ex ar. Norm hair cut + wash alr $30+++ ( Hey i can cut like 3 times at Mark's place lor ) End up shopped ard Far east to get my new year clothes. Was quite desperate to get at least a set. But after getting it le ar, think that me is rather dumb loh. I'm not going anywhere bai nian ! What for get new year clothes!!?!?!?! Stupid.

Salesgirls attitude are getting from bad to worst in town areas. Really terrible ar. Even those lousy shops also liddat. Sucks >,<

Saw the MV of "In my life" @ HMV. Abit saddening. That singer like wana cry wana cry le. Plus all those background videos...me stood there awhile staring at the screen. San thought i was about to cry..ha. 那首歌让我想起很多很多事情啊。。