HA! np band concert was suprisingly nice! tot it will b quite sleepy for me... cos i nt rilly into classical n jazz. hmm.... bt ar! rilly great! d concert was great! Gerald was greater! seh... he performed solo ard d last part.. last part leh! nt starting nt middle bt last 2nd song leh! bravo bravo! duno wad song did he played la... bt sound sort of sexy cum lazy to me la. ha. like gerald like dat. (erm..did i include sexy?ok forget it >.< ) den when his song ended.. hj sae d conductor patted him on d shoulder as he walk past...wah! so bei zhong si...! cant blif dat me n wennie actually heard him close up perform for us before...

took qt sum fotos.. upload later into my webby hor! quite anticipating oso ar... cos i took qt alot of dat guy hu played on dat..err..drum? ha! he remind me of derrick ar. aiyah... n he turns out to be gerald's sec sch fren ar. hmmm....heehee. ho. ( do i sound cunning? ) after d concert... waited outside 4 dat Mr.See to cum out take pix. Saw his shenze frenz waiting for him oso. waited till quite late...ard 1040+? he kinz kinz cum out pix. den kinz kinz went bek lu. ha. duno y bt gif me d impression dat he shld haf qt sum admirers in band. juz an impression la. cos like he qt sporty, bballer, so enthu in his band...plus he iz gd enuff to perform solo! so definitely gt secret admirers one la... den sumore juz nw we was scanning thru d stage band members ar.. he was one of those gd looking ones loh. so u can c hw pathetic d no. of shuai ge there r in band. haiz.

Settled d bank loan tis morn. thz sOoOoO much to my aunty, chia me mac breakfast den pei me go bank (she my guarantor). haiya..bank loan plus last 2 sem's CPF payment for my sch fees ar ===== i will be stuck in sgp for few more yrs after my graduation juz to pay debts. tsk. duno when cn go home ar........

since alex gave dat whole chunk of lecture on true love..felt like saying sth here oso. Dis true love fake love thing....I dun believe that there iz true love at all. I juz tink dat everyting will come to an end la..cos love iz onli a feeling. So wad for gifing it a nicer name as "true love"? So mani ppl claims 2 haf true love , do stupid tings for each other, leave their family for their "true lovers"... n end up wad they get? They get married n get divorced. Hell to true love.

listen to songs he like.
try to like wad he likes.
hang ard in places he will most prob appear at.
putting myself in his shoes n try to see tings in HIS pt of view.
I feel like a pervert cum copycat. wad oso copy him. to eztreme... am i suppose to like d gal he like oso?
WAD THE HELL.
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haiya... juz came bek from ktv wif san. she pay....madness liao. met her right after IS lessons at 5 n she kip insisting she NEEDS d ktv. ho. we went d new branch of sunlight ar~ cos cuppage no room liao. d new branch at HELLO Singtel dere(previously POPULAR dat floor).. songs exactly same as cupage la. no diff at all. bt i tink service dere better bah.. as in those waitor wun like kip walk n peep into ur rm..

Wana passed shifu lollipop todae bt couldnt find him. Dun haf his hp no... den end up 5+ saw seng dey all...seng sae shifu 1+ alr left to mit ex-shimu liao. hmmm... rilly rilly hope dey will patch. den i can eat d lollipop i ben lai wana gif shifu 1. >.<

btw on d way bek frm ktv we went HMV... den d stage dere (infront HMV level1) gt alot of models. damn obvious dey r models loh.... look at dere si bei guai lan attitude. n d damn-confident face. bt some of dem shen cai rilly so-so nia. gt 1 gal ar.. her waist look like 25/26 lidat... lidat oso can b model den IT gt alot of gals can oso go dere liao la. ANIWAE i tink dey rehearsing for sum stuffs la.. cos gt 1 cute guy sort-of showing a model (lets gif her a name first ar...mary la) d parading plan. den dis Mary ar...she gt d hair i wanted SO LONG! me n huijuan saw her at far east yest oso loh.... light brown wif pink streats! tmd. i nt doing it liao. later ppl sae i copy her. tsk. TMD!!!!!!

oh yar gt dat business model Alicia oso.. she quite tall leh. i dino dat. nv rilly stand so near her b4.. bt her make up ar.. haiz. dun understand hw cum guys like gals wif such a thick powder base on face. imagine u kissing her... n her foundation la,mascara la,blusher powder la, lip gloss/stick la stain on ur face. eee. sumore imagine her without make up... our IT lillian oso prettier den her loh.

short day in sch todae...went dere for electives classes den cn siam liao. most bo liao ting iz gotta bring laptop for dat 1 period of WM. lame. sumore tt teacher did nth bt walk in, walk out, flash stuffs on board for us to type in (which iz plain copying) n times up! cn go hm liao. i rather he teach. cos tis sem i will be studying beri beri hard.....for money! d scholarship la... i tink nt easy to get ar. cos soOoOoO mani ppl applying. Aniwae toking bek to teachers ar... tink tis sem OOP teacher rilly sux. yest afternoon gt his class, den i was like trying to figure out hw to do. naturally if u aniting u duno u sure ask teacher rite? bt dat si lao ah pek teacher onli helped me twice den ignore me liao... cos most of d time he was helping to dat chio lady next to me loh. si tiko. so old liao still lidat. sux.

todae noon ar... went town wif huijuan. SHOPPING MATTERS! ha. (rilly walk walk walk for damn long) stayed in fareast almost d whole noon, den wisma topshop, heeren, den cine. Sort of choose from top to toe for her ar..hope she like my taste la~ haha~ ANIWAE onli she buy la..i manage to kip my wallet closed....torture. bt nw my wishlist is 3 pages liao. ha! mostly kan zhong tops la..i wana gif up d sporty image liao(ok boy or wadeva)..proceed on to jap gal? hohoho...gotta wait for oct den cn change image. so long....... tink guys mite tink tis iz bo liao bah. bt gals r liddat one loh. every half yr will haf urge to change image. ha. take tis down k. aniwae... duno hw cum todae dere r so mani shuai ges in town. fareast level 1 gt 1 SHUAI hairdresser, heeren gt 2; 1 at Ming and d other at dat Kevin shop. .. huijuan pajiao all nv c. ha. she oso er xin la... onli gt heart for one person nia. yucks.

hmm...shifu n his gf broke liao. was like asking him yest whether he miting shimu, den he juz replied "we broke liao.yest." TIO SHOCK.....tot dey both damn steady. hmmm.....tink i gif him lollipop to cheer him up bah. ha. like everytime dat san brk wif zai lidat....i oso treat her sth. hmm....hw mani times did i chia her liao ar... sandy koh! stop breaking n patching! brk once n for all la! i broke liao leh!

ppl around me seems to getting sentimental nowadays....includes alot of ppl la. making me emotional oso. feel rilly depressed. sumore todae dat ting happen... ... duno hw to sae oso. sumtimes sum tings juz dun happen d way u wan dem to b. esp when u dun even noe wad u wan. bt sum tings i dun wana to c happen ar..... c? gals can be soo damn confusing.

Loads and loads of memories heaped as one
I named it history as more to come
Memories of you History for two
Great ones or tragic moments there were a few

There were somedays when I wanted so much
just to trail back the roads and back to square one
There are somedays I needed no one
No one else but you.

Stumbling like a child but I was a kid no more
I wished I could be as young as before
Kept looking back Yet never can go back
I wasnt made to be that strong

There were somedays when I wanted so much
just to trail back the roads and back to square one
There are somedays I needed no one
No one else but you.

I was told to let go but never taught how
There were rough times before but I made it till now
I wana get back
I need to get back
To where I was before with you around

first time using San's lappy update blog...hen bu shun shou ar. tok abt last nite stuffs first. met wennie for dinner cos her sis pangseh her..went kfc eat den saw qt alot of bballers ard,n suspecting dere was a bball match at csh.. we went n guess hu we c!!!??? NAMSAN!!!whaha~ damn suprised loh! ha~ damn long nv c them play ar~ n qilin was rilly...GREAT!!wah seh his last shot was like onli a slight degrees off loh..or else namsan would haf won by 1 pt. bt aniwae ar.... d opponent JINGHE was beri pro. rebounds la kong qiu la all rilly goot...n their stamina were considered goot liao( for uncles lai jiang la)..... hmm.....NAMSAN RULEZ!!!!!

aniwae abt todae ar..went to d ssc juz nw. half settled d tuition feez stuffs...bt still nd to go DBS wif my aunty to submit n wait for them to grant me d loan. aiyah.... yi tian nt settled yi tian bu xing an ar...aiyoh aiyoh .... (san iz damn kp nw..she juz cant stop toking)

saw dat shuai ge in LT todae again! den saw him again in canteen 2.... oh yar in lt hall. rp n those ppl behind toking abt my head.*yar head nt hair.they change target.* sae wad flat la wad round..wad the hell~ ar~ overheard them saying wad "which class gal iz cutest" or wadeva crap la. WATCH OUT U PPL.>.< we gals hafen even start complaining abt u guys. bleahz. hmm...wad else ar. saw tt bitch when me n huijuan walking to ssc. she saw me oso....den her fren like whisper sth to her. duno her la. idiot bitch. n so wad if she's chioer than me? she still a bitch.

eh....ricky intro dat Mark to me to dye hair. sae ard 20 bucks liddat (dats wad ricky sae la)..wilson twc oso gg leh. hmm...duno whether cn get wen pei me go. hmm....toking abt ricky ya. hmm....alex(or was it zc) todae ask me hu d shuaiest guy in our class. erm....duno leh. all nt hao kan. (san nods her head) bt hmm...every one you ta zi ji de hao chu bah. list one by one ar.
1.lim zi cheng ----- looks like a mickey mouse. cute loh.
2.gerald see ----- looks like vampire. he can film TWINS EFFECT 2.
3.Alex lee ----- robber face. fierce. an quan gan la.
4.Guan seng ----- he looks gd when he wear specs. like porno film director.
5.Shifu ----- cant sae aniting. cos i scared shi mu curse me.
6.RongPo ---- si ah gua. pineapple head.
7.Ricky ----- nw look ah beng. shy bt cute la. seems like cn b bullied.
8.HangLoon ----- Cn sing jay chou's song. terrible la. bt cn sing.
9.Jim ----- he gt a v-cam?

Emergency fund!!EMeRgEncy FuND!!!EMERGENCY FUND!!!

went for all my IS lessons todae..hmm, chu le last module others r quite fun la.erm dun tink many ppl agree ar... bt ar~ hmm. i rilly tink financial planning is great! cos whole lesson i juz sit dere calculate money. woohoo~ bt count count count till i fan liao. dis mth iz d worst among whole yr. ani one willing to sponser more than oil blotters? i'll b more than willing to gif u a kiss.hohoho....

gt a serious letter last nite. real shocker. haiz. (m i nt suppose to sae here?) called my ma straight away..she sae she will settle. haiz...i tink muz go for abortion liao. .. no la crapz la k. ha. bt aniwae kinda touch la. tough times coming ahead. sianz. sianz. si bei sianz. gAnbaTtE nE!>,<

last stuffs for todae...hmm. i sort of irritated by sum small stuffs he did todae. nt irritated la.. bothered? mo iiyo.

tired tired tired tired tired TIRED ... every wed 9 to 5 no brk anitime cn tio gastric ar~ -_-..

Amy n her bf broke up.. hai~ long distance relationship rilly cant last. felt abit sad abt it. 2 yrs+ n juz gone like tt.. duno wad happen oso. difficult to communicate wif her online ar.. .. ..wondering which side gt another partner 1st.

H.E.L.L.O!!!! ha... todae 2nd dae of sch liao hor~ hmm.... nt rilly alot of stuffs to update bt..... i saw alot of ppl wif diff image! eg ar...my class ricky la~ wah seh~ his hair dye till SO DAMN BROWN.. n guess wad. iz onli 20 bucks!!!!! >.< he look more yandao wif his new colored hair la.... den eh~ ex-schmate brenda la~ she oso change image liao. gel n styled her hair... me got a shock when c her. hmmmm....... i damn pissed off wif my... hair! cos rp sae it lk gong,regina sae it lk like an egg... ... hai. -.-

aniwae ar...gt lots of stuffs nd to buy ar... txtbks la esp. sort of calculated it will total up to ard $71. sianz. sumore toothpaste finish liao,lens solution finish liao,contact lens still hafen order, shampoo oso......ha! time for grocery shopping? Mo QIn ar!!!!!! (meanz no $) hmm.... tot tings thru n tink i shld start another bank acc... juz 2 deposit n nt withdraw. n hw m i going to achieve tt? simply dun apply ATM card for dat acc la! ha... den can save up for my future shop... whahahha~

hmm....dis 2 daez ar.. c class pplz again. felt sort of wierd? cos like long time nv c nv together or wad.. bt aniwae din rilly get to any classes so far. tml bah. tml whole dae core sub.... n hmmm. for sum stuffs ar. felt even more wierd. ha. nvm. tis a gals ting....guyz wun get it. =P