Frankly speaking....

I'm kinda stuck.

I'm high above, with nothing in my hands. Just a false almighty look yet defenseless to arrows that aims directly at me.

Wait and die.

Jump and die.

This wasn't what's promised.

You're the worst in what I call you for.

Giving in and get nothing in return.

Invest and lose it all.

I wouldn't call that a stupid act. I regard it as a nice attempt, fees paid for a lesson, a pinch from life to remind me that I'm alive. Taking it this way does make me feel better.

Sometimes I jerk awake, caught myself red-handed in the action of being nice again, a voice in my head shrieks "Why cant you learn?" and a voice in my heart whispers "Stop before you break again". Both are right.

Sometimes I try to play it your style. I got the moves right and the emotions wrong.

I hate you for getting me all upset.

Change over night

They sounded really casual.

Nothing. We're done with each other. And now, next.

Probably should get Ryan to learn from them.

Honesty is the best policy....if done early.

I don't think its wrong to be true to your feelings.

But you probably should have done it earlier. It will reduce the damage.

I need a Zesta

A snippet:

Day 15 - Peace

Day 16 - Fitting

Day 17 - Shoot

Day 18 - Shoot x 2, Show x 1 & Training

Day 19 - Casting & Training

Day 20 - Training. Dinner with Mum.

Quiet Monday

Isnt the office abit over-quiet today? Wished I had a TV to blast the volume from. K never, I'll turn on the radio. *click click click* Or maybe I should blow my nose non-stop till the next fella steps in.

Fish's gonna be away for a long weekend, back to the arms of her boyfriend. I'm back to Pte Ltd, thank goodness we're not having any major going-ons. Anyways I do hope Fish's enjoying herself, cos its gonna be a string of crazy months when she's back.

**

Took a leave to waste the last day of The Man's "break period" together.

I miss everything about NP. The dragging of feet up the stairs at Block 31 and 27, sitting at Atrium waiting for the girls, the teriyaki chicken sandwich and chicken mayo sandwiches from Prima Deli (ooohhh the most miss-ed snack), hanging on huijuan's hairy arms and hushing her over to the basketball courts behind Canteen 2, tagging childish stuffs on each other's back in lecture halls.

Its all like yesterday. Awwww.

July's - bad start with a good ending

Plans for the future are so exciting.

A cold war ended.

My period came finally. Goodbye Xiao Long (I called my baby-to-be xiao long for nick).

I'm finally saving. Or rather I finally have enough to get by.

And now, we say hi to August.

The intimidating August. 老娘才不怕你!

Thank you 60.1%

Over-priced HDB flats.

Steaming red hot price getting more and more eye-popping.

Breakdown of SMRT trains repeatedly.

And now attempt to increase transportation fares.

What's next?