Last night in Hong Kong, dashing back tomorrow. My dad would be upset if he reads this --- I cant wait to get back.

Not about getting away from here, but returning to the life that I've left behind.

My workdesk, my files lying everywhere, my phone calls, the crap between the team, the lunch table blah blah blah. I even miss the food that Kelvin buys back.

My girlfriends, the tellyouthisamilliontimealreadywhyissitstillnotinyourhead-s, the nags and the starbucks. Doesn't feel good to be missing out on gatherings either.

And the dude I left behind. I miss every part of him. Never in any of my trips did I wanted to bring forward the return date so badly.

Guess I've found the reason behind this getaway. To realise what I can't move away from in this phase of my life.

Darlings, I love you =)

Seriously, the last time I ever paid attention to my parent's cooking was when I had Home Econ. Trying to revise some skills so that I can show off in Home Ec lessons.

And that was Sec One.

(Okay lah, not really that long ago kakakakakakakakakaka XD)

The two elders were so eager to pass down their 秘技. And so, over the past 9 days, I've learnt:

炒飯 （老豆大廚 style)

炒飯 （媽咪 homestyle)

高麗菜豬肉餃子

蒜頭辣椒炒蝦球

燜冬菇

Sotong Mee

蘿蔔菜湯

Just some snaps. Next potluck, I'll show you my 馬家餃子！

I am exercising, I am.

Nobody said dancing to David 仔 is not exercising.

Happy new year peeps and a big warm hug from Hong Kong ! (Okay make it a freezing one...darn cold here.)

While you guys drag yourself to work today, I've still got another week of hols! Hahahahaha XD

How I envy you guys.

Sigh.

I'm not going to be on leave for such a long time ever again. Devastated by boredom and doing-nothingness. I miss my workplace.

*

Darling, if you don't buck up, there's nothing I can do. I've tried, I've nagged, it went into your head, you understood all the reasonings, and yet you've decided to block it out. Whats worthy and whats not, and right here we're not even talking about a human. He's just a piece of shit.

I just want you to be as happy as I am.

If you change your mind and wish to move on, I'm right behind you darling.

I don't believe in love ; I believe in you.

I don't have my diary with me, otherwise I would have done a very well recap of 2010 whats-ups.

2010 was chaotic.

Number one, I didn't quite got used to being in 2010 until the middle of the year, after my uncle passed away, me got removed from an department to another, AFF happened and passed without bothering us, resuming trainings for girls, guys came guys passed blah blah blah. After all these. I felt like Alice, dropping into that long rabbit hole.

And wham. I'm down. In the middle of nowhere, senses waking up.

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1320762883

Felt drugged. Shagged. Felt that its time to move on. And with a hundred of voices mumbling crazy words into my ears, I really felt that it might be high time to move on. Why not?

I can't find an answer to this. Not a definite one, at least.

Things got worst, stress piled up to its peak, I gave up trying to be 101 dalmatian. I need to get some life. I'm getting old.

And thats what I did. Spending more time out of the office, into friends' lives, crossing the paths of strangers and yeah, ruining alot of people's day. Ha.

I watched 4 concerts. Jam Hsiao, SHE, Show and Jay's.

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1320800014

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1320862047

I hit the clubs more often. And pubs. Alcohol training. Fooling around.

I spent alot of time missing the dead.

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1320893327

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1321142644

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1321020575

I spend more time with friends.

I fell in love. Just when I thought I'll never say the word love to anybody.

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1320954983

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1321229495

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/bonita/post/1321744265

And thats the best thing happened, best way to wrap up 2010, best way to start 2011.

I lost some partners, fighting babes that has been with me a long way through. I found new mates, fighters training-in-progress. I thrashed it out with some, got conflicts ironed out and gave up reasoning with those who can't talk sense.

I made a choice to stay, partly for stability, and partly for somebody who wished and asked me to.

My resolution of 2011 is pretty short:

1) Work hard, play hard. Carpe Diem!

2) Its not a honeymoon period darling, its how we would be for the next fifty years.

3) Stay good and true to friends.

4) Be richer!

5) Erm...get internet connection into my house soon. Ha.

Loving everyone of you peeps out there, stay alive. Love Life *v*

I hate the sunny island but I wana come back now.

I spent the day with someone I love.

Had wishes from those I cared.

Came back home to those that waited.



What more can I say? I'm so blessed.
Now thats a happy birthday.