To be honest, I don't hate secrets. I totally support having secrets and keeping stuffs in your heart and not saying it out. Don't be bothered by hiding things from me, I'M USED TO IT ANYWAY.

WHAT I HATE IS HAVING THINGS STUCK AT THE BACK OF MY MIND.

Like say, remembering that somebody from Spiderman series committed suicide (in real, not the role in the movies) but can't recall the name of her. Or the brand of the cap that Mun gave me for Christmas 2 years ago. Or the name of that guy who I had a crush on during Crescent days, I

remembered his pimply face but the name's a blank in my database.

Or a question that was meant to be asked at a certain point of time, missed the chance to voice out and the answer leaves hanging in dead air.

Or an insult that should have fired but held back, and now its ringing in my head aimlessly.

Hate things like that.

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Models should never be late. Rather you wait for the crew than the crew wait for you.

Period.

Which part of it is so difficult to understand, excuse me?

If you are ALREADY running late, you run. You fly. You zoom. Or you can comfortably snuggle at the backseat of a cab yet pretend to pant in the phone, I don't care. Just don't let me catch you strolling leisurely towards the venue when you are already an hour late.

We're not so busy these few days so I've been sending alot of updates, stuffs like saying hey our models are here these are their comcards blah blah blah. Our 3 months old booker Huimin happens to send out updates to the same list of clients right after I sent mine.

I'm happy that she's finally heeding my advice (or nags, which ever way you want to look at it), but it was totally a wrong time, a wrong list and a wrong action. Sorry people if you got 2 updates, please don't report spam straight away. Everyboooddddiiieee makes mistakes maaahhhh =)

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The bookers team is fed up and pissed with a Russian girl. I'm glad that I'm out of the international division, spare me of having to meet her weekly and bearing the responsibilities of handling her, but it would have been lovely to regain the authority to strangle her. Or poison her. Or at least, write a beautiful essay singing praises of the wonderful acts she did to portray the most unprofessional side a travelling model could be.

Travelling chinese models has never gave us this kind of trouble.

One birthday after another. Blessings to all these birthday darlings *v*

Dor Kor Divina Ma Amy (Im still used to calling you Amy instead of Mana) Lin Kaiwen Sandy Koh Gary Ng Evelyn ~

Big hugs to all!

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I love drinking and being tipsy, but I hate being drunk. DON'T LET ALCOHOL BE YOUR FUEL, its just WRONG. Please msn Kaiwen for more details on how to lead a healthy life.

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Gary's birthday snaps :

Evelyn Gwen .... miss them most on days like this.

We gave him Giogio Armani's perfume as bday pressie, with a really cool black luggage bag.

She just cant leave my hair alone.

His underground lover. Oops, am I supposed to keep it a secret?

LALALALAALALALLALA.

I've babbled enough on San's birthday, spare her a pic's space to announce it again.

She's officially 25 years and 4 days old. Er, make it 5 days old, its almost end day today.

Muahahahahahaha.

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New model in town, check her out.

Bookings please email : booker@imodelsinternationalbooking.com.

I slept for 3 hours and woke up at 3.58am. Sat up in bed, stoned for another 2 minutes, back to sleep.

I slept for another 1hour and woke up around 5am.

I slept for another 25 minutes, knew its not going to work and started messaging the talents for the morning shoot. Switched on my DVD player, watched the korea drama that Giena lent me.

Even with 3 alarm clocks on and 2 alarms set in 2 handphones, I just cant sleep in peace. So scared of missing something because of sleep, again.

New Korea restaurant at Central, Giena and I went out for late lunch at four plus in the afternoon, their lunch sets are still on offer.

2 sets of lunch combo. comes with 6 starters of 2 servings each dish. We add on that pizza-alike thingy as side dish, its potato pancake but its really nothing compared to kimchi pancakes @ Arirang.

We need fresh air and fresh food sometimes.

Trimmed fringe.

Dunno whats the hoo ha about this fringe, I had it for years (years back!). If everybody could stand my stooopid center parting (with respect to Namie!! Lalalalalalala) and that long-short bang, this cut is considered normal.

And for your information, this fringe will stay with me for at least a year so YOU better stop commenting about it, like it or not, ITS MY HAIR AND YOU'RE NOT EVEN MY BOYFRIEND MY PAYMASTER OR MY PARENTS.

And ANYWAY, my parents wouldn't bother what my hair looks like and I don't give a damn to what my boyfriend thinks about my hair. However, if my paymaster decides that my hair is affecting my sales (which doesn't makes sense at all and is plain childish and personal attack if he DOES say that), I will consider of heeding his advice.

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Its officially my third year in the agency and in this line.

3 years straight I've missed handling the main coordination for fashion festival (okay except assisting Mun for the 1st year...and that was an disaster), and I can only blame myself for hating parties and socializing.

To me, socializing = clubbing in a no-live-band club. For 3 years I've been couching infront of my little white phone, connecting to the world in my preferred method. I love small little meetings, ( okay and sometimes slightly major ones with panel of bored clients), to match a face to a name and get that kind of bonding you wouldn't get via the cord.

And its not that we don't have good models here in the agency. Its the same few Brazilian and Russian agencies supplying babes and hunks to all over the world anyway, a girl can be in the Top 7 agencies 3 years back and pop by to our agency this year. Or some might even be with us first and then hop over to one of the Top 7.

We work double hard, treat models better than the other agencies do, get everybody happy and yet we lose to 2 simple words : Branding and Networking. Urgh.

Boy A and Girl A broke up.

Somebody died.

A wallet lost.

2 friends quarreled.

These are everyday stories. It doesn't hurt if you think of it this way. Zip up the feelings, don't sub in with people you know or things you cherish, forget about the details.

It doesn't hurt if you think of it this way.

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Our Ramen craze got our butts out to venture into different ulu places for delicious Ramens. Sandy Koh used used to give that Huhhhcantweeatsomethingelse face whenever I suggested Ramen, no idea why is she so into this dish suddenly.

Ah well, better for me. I love carbohydrates in hot water.

One of the infamous Ramen store in the new shopping heaven Parco @ Millenia Walk.

Savouring her ramen. Its $14.80 for the normal Ramen. I find it abit too oily.

Parco is inside Millenia walk, just an extended part, you can enter from Harvey Norman if you're coming in through the food court. Check out Parco NEXT NEXT, housing local designer brands under TAFF. I'm loving Depression, Max.Tan and L'ile aux Ashby.

We have a new couple:

I don't know why this guy had to announce it on April Fools day. He's trying to challenge the world to doubt this relationship.

Random guest for gathering. Mr Seng.

Who has the bigger head? Him or Jim?

Can't remember the name of this dish. Tasty but bad for kidney.

I like Naans!

Dry your tears Dengli, there's still a chance that they might break up before you turn 30 years old.

Hoegarden that doesn't taste like Hoegarden.

I don't appreciate beers. Bring me my gin and tonic!

I'm back.

I'm back.

I'm back.

I'm at work.

I'm at work.

I'm at work.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

As long as I keep my mind occupied, I'm fine.

Its a hard time, we are swimming against the waves.