哇哈哈!!finally can type chinese lu~ 呵呵!!aniwae anione noticed tt d colors change liao? cos i damn sian of d previous colors..PLUS i nt so pro as rG cn change d whole layout..失败.. >.< my throat nt improving ar...好难受~ oh yar juz nw lecture damn sian.. so sort of 很无聊地 start a vote for the 最有身材 guy of 0218.. .. bt d guys dun wana cooperate or else i would haf d results by nw.. SupRIsE iz jas actually voted for ALEX!! ALEX leh! omg....天啊~

huijuan wax her arms ar..so shiny frm far (**闪闪的**) . duno when d 毛 will grow again.. hmm...lets all wait n see k.

yest evening went watch Youth Finals at JSH.wAh~ real nice ar. Me n wennie was like saying hw cum all those ppl so zun. Seems like they even zun-er than Namsan ppl ar.. .. watch d gals finals oso( we were forced to).. it was suprisingly entertaining! Mainly due to the center of 1 of d team..ha~ her dribbling iz beri bad~ den everytime she catch ball,she gotta bounce d ball wif both hands n get near d net to do layup~ ha~ abit bad la bt d audiences were amused by her actions =) San's cousin oso gt play..bt i mistook her as another player. n rilly ar.. nowadays d butches rilly look like REAL BOYS from far...

Most impt match --- Huatien vs Tagawa! (Call myself a Namsan fan..i even gave up Namsan match for tis) Supporting reagan frm Tagawa n DiCk (!!*whistle*!!) of HUaTieN!!!! He rilly zhan ar! Although he nt as kaopek as usual bt he still stands out. .. fast! Power stamina! Dart here dart there.... n his kong qiu iz real pro~!!!! except for once he made a fool out of himself la (bie ti le =P ) but real real real good ar~ duno when then cn see him play again. tsk. Aniwae tagawa supporters were real rowdy..made alot of noise. Dun feel so much "Sportsmanship" as compared to d other time these 2 teams play agst each other.. haiz. .. reagan was great too! kw kept saying tt he iz SoOoOoO nice..always helping players get up on their feet when they fall, be it his own teammates or nt. ha~ wait till he hears abt tis.. .. u shld haf concentrated more on his playing!!!!!!! >.<

argH! i cant hear my own voice ar!!!! tmd tmd! sumore juz nw went eat BK...完了,完了... >.< todae gt one big big ting happen ar~ n i shant sae wad it is! ha...bt iz rilly rilly beri big ting. Hmm... juz tink many ppl influenced by me. ha... NF quiz todae! tot it will b hard or wad... bt it wasnt~ juz abit ma fan... cos gt to redo tt stupid UTP cable again n again... n i was reminded AGAIN dat lunar july begins tml ar... aiyoh~

Currently in a very very grey mood. Elin asked me how to reject a guy .. n i juz gave her my chunk of opinion which is -- tell the guy straight in the face that she doesnt wana waste his time by gifing him false hope. Let him noe that she's nt ready for ani relationship .. .. in fact i wished my crush would say all these to me. Getting tired in making guesses... guessing this guessing that. Nv noe when he's just joking n when's he's actually dropping hints telling me to gif up. .. .. I hate to be guessing. I rather face it and get over with it. .. .. .. losing hope every day. There are so mani chiobuz in sgp... ... wif beautiful legs. Depressing.

San asked me to go NDP rehearsel todae...bt i cant cos i sick. Aniwae i wun wana go oso... wad for celebrate sum other countries bdae when i wana go home so badly? doesnt make sense rite... ... last yr's NDP we went watch Namsan match.. n they won. So fast one year le. Time really flies. Another 2 yrs n i'll b out of NP (i mean if nth goes wrong la). Another graduation..another farewell to frenz..another promise to always hang together...bt sooner later we will all lose touch. Den another 2 or 3 yrs i pay bek gov. for my sch fees n i'll b away frm sgp. Den there'll b another farewell...n more "keep-in-touch" promises. Den...yrs n yrs n yrs lata...i'll b dead. Dis is so scary!!!!! hmm... so. Dun b a hum ji n juz do wad u wana do b4 ur life ends without u knowing it! *yar i'm referring to alex n xiwen*

Was tinking abt tis juz nw. Actualli dis juz a heated chat betw me n my gan didi.. he was saying dat he wana study n give up bball. I was asking him y n he said dat he tink tt dere's no future in being a bballer in sgp. Said dat onli beri few bballer will really make money out of bball. Said bball couldn't get him a wife, or a job, or a house. Half of wad he sae is true... bt rilly hate him for saying all tis. Make me having second thoughts abt being a referee... read another bball comic juz nw. One of d role was saying dat most bballers haf to grow up, step into society n gif up bball eventually. Saddening. -__-..

Aniwae yest noon saw d drum guy at atrium...pulled Gerald over expecting him to intro me bt he din. Buey zi dong >.< Ok juz kidding... he din look like wad i tot he looked like. nt as shuai as dat nite... bt cute. plain cute.

Saw jinwen outside Co-op.... he forever nv change lk. I hide behind huijuan once i saw him... funny reaction. Dino y i hide too... tink cos dis few days re-reading my diaries n stuffs.. .. so felt abit wierd. Huijuan said dat he saw me hiding.. ..bt he kept walking n toking to his frenz like he nv saw. Saw or nv saw...wads d diff rite? 1 yr le.. he's been changing gf after gf... n y m i rotting here?!

Dunoe hw cum i blog tis much. Cos i'm sick? Kinda moody... ... cant stop typing. Feel like buying a bicycle again.. .. sum bdaes cuming. Rg la weiren la rina la... ... tink i getting Melty Kisses 4 d both guys (muz get d same for both of dem) .. bt duno Watson still gt sell anot. If dun haf den i duno buy wad le...

btw...I hate to b sick. >.<

feel so sick nw.. germs r spreading thru d class. Wed i heard alex dor jaslyn cough..n now's d germ got into me. Everybody's Sick~~ lets haf a sick party for all sick-ers. Yeah. .. nw in EY class ar. D teacher teaching abt storyboard..n honest speaking i feel tt she cn teach me dreamweaver more than my WM teacher. . .

Long time din rilly get to c d guys play bball..saw sherina( n her bf?) at court. Duno wad shifu did bt he drop his lenses...cant find it bek. aiyoh... poor ricky gt hit twice (as far as i noe) once on d right (by bastard) n again on d left (wassit gerald?) .. hmm. violent play.. den kangwei cum n jim get off court. haha.. .. i juz realise dat kangwei cn join gerald in his "Twins effect 2"!!individual comments are --

zc duno wad gt into him bt his shots were...hmm.qt zun ar.

rp din jump as high as we remembered.

Gerald woo~ fast~

Alex .. duno wad makes me tink dat he's angry (or agitated) after they started playing awhile....-_?

too tired to type animore comments. ha. alex sae he saw xiwen at canteen 1..n saw rina marvin oso. hmm...xiwen dis xiwen dat. irritating ar!!!!!! wonder hw tall iz xiwen... hmm. rG sae gt semi-final at hougang later...huatien vs xue lian! i wana go i wana go i wana go....bt HOUGANG AR >.< no ppl pei me go............sianz!

Dat idiot bastard alex...make my hair damn messy.Okie me nw in OOP lesson.. bt it seems dat old man nt coming. N din even bother to leave a msg to tell us dere's no class. tmd. Aniway nw quite tired .. cos ran all d way from LT 22 go Blk 72 n bek again. Went dere to look for dat drum guy. ha. juz wana c his face la. No i dun wana noe hiM!!! Ha..iz like admiring a piece of art! Ppl like to c nice tings rite? Bek to dat drum guy...din get to c him! gerald suggested a lousy idea say go stand outside IS room n wait......Saw Xiwen instead ( dat bastard's crush la). She lk better in real person than in photo.. .. remind me of Pearl .. nt as Cheena look as rina said la. sweet... but din get to see her legs! argh~~~~ BUT. i saw benny n cedric ar.. cool~

Zicheng sae they din go sakae yest..they were planning to go on Thurs! aiyoh...blur la. Duno dat bitch going anot .. if she go i wun go! iz her or me! >.< ha... but aniwae i oso dun wana go la. mo qin ar!!! (dat oop old man juz walk in! claims dat he dino dat d lesson was at 3..) talking abt no $, my ma called last nite. Said she'll send me $120 todae along wif d PS. Ah yun ( my mei) chipped in $20..cos she knew i was damn broke. real touched. ^_^ (Alex they all juz walk in..cos hj informed dem old man lai liao) So long nv talk to old bean alr.. everytime i call he also dun wana listen. Or even when he picks up d phone we got nuthing to say. Kinda sad?

All thx to Mr Lim zc for reminding me dat Lunar July iz coming! Shit... ... this yr duno hw liao ar. Cant go home late. Cant go play bball at nite lu ... they sae gt ghost dat suck spirit of gals hu haf their mensus.. den when i haf mens hw ar?!

RG!! so sorrie! SOrry x 100 .. .. always 害你的 blog become not private. -.- gOmeN! I wun go read ur blog ever again (without using my lappy!) ! i promise!

D pix taken on Concert nite is out..quite nice pix! Esp the pix on Vincent (dat drum-guy) n Gerald.. Gerald lks much better in photo than in real life. ha. Plus d atmosphere n d lighting of the convention center... real good. Aniwae was asking Gerald wads d name of dat drum Vincent playing... he sae iz "big big drum". ha! Tink kaiwen iz dying to c d pix also... n of cos d gossips behind d pix.. .. will upload it a.s.a i reach wen's hse to scan in..

To all those hu were concern abt d bank loan thingy.. its settled! All i haf to do nw iz to wait 4 d fee voucher n thats it! ha... relieved~ 1 matter settled.. nw in WM class rotting to death. dat mr . money cant teach at all... n he dun even bother to make an effort btw. Waiting for lessons to end.. den cn go mit san lu~

Juz one more ting..back on d topic of d pix.. it was passed round 2 d guys at LT juz nw. pretty lot of scandals. ha. Hey juz because somebody stands/leans closer to another somebody doesnt mean he/she likes him/her! If liddat then i'm sure to consider as a les liao rite? Hmm... bt aniwae.. Since gerald took wif all of us ar ( me hj n wen).. i sort of make a comparison betw d 3 of us n him.... Huijuan n Gerald look like a couple! haha.... I look like a kid standing next 2 both of them... cao lao lk la dey 2! ha~

HA! np band concert was suprisingly nice! tot it will b quite sleepy for me... cos i nt rilly into classical n jazz. hmm.... bt ar! rilly great! d concert was great! Gerald was greater! seh... he performed solo ard d last part.. last part leh! nt starting nt middle bt last 2nd song leh! bravo bravo! duno wad song did he played la... bt sound sort of sexy cum lazy to me la. ha. like gerald like dat. (erm..did i include sexy?ok forget it >.< ) den when his song ended.. hj sae d conductor patted him on d shoulder as he walk past...wah! so bei zhong si...! cant blif dat me n wennie actually heard him close up perform for us before...

took qt sum fotos.. upload later into my webby hor! quite anticipating oso ar... cos i took qt alot of dat guy hu played on dat..err..drum? ha! he remind me of derrick ar. aiyah... n he turns out to be gerald's sec sch fren ar. hmmm....heehee. ho. ( do i sound cunning? ) after d concert... waited outside 4 dat Mr.See to cum out take pix. Saw his shenze frenz waiting for him oso. waited till quite late...ard 1040+? he kinz kinz cum out pix. den kinz kinz went bek lu. ha. duno y bt gif me d impression dat he shld haf qt sum admirers in band. juz an impression la. cos like he qt sporty, bballer, so enthu in his band...plus he iz gd enuff to perform solo! so definitely gt secret admirers one la... den sumore juz nw we was scanning thru d stage band members ar.. he was one of those gd looking ones loh. so u can c hw pathetic d no. of shuai ge there r in band. haiz.

Settled d bank loan tis morn. thz sOoOoO much to my aunty, chia me mac breakfast den pei me go bank (she my guarantor). haiya..bank loan plus last 2 sem's CPF payment for my sch fees ar ===== i will be stuck in sgp for few more yrs after my graduation juz to pay debts. tsk. duno when cn go home ar........

since alex gave dat whole chunk of lecture on true love..felt like saying sth here oso. Dis true love fake love thing....I dun believe that there iz true love at all. I juz tink dat everyting will come to an end la..cos love iz onli a feeling. So wad for gifing it a nicer name as "true love"? So mani ppl claims 2 haf true love , do stupid tings for each other, leave their family for their "true lovers"... n end up wad they get? They get married n get divorced. Hell to true love.

listen to songs he like.
try to like wad he likes.
hang ard in places he will most prob appear at.
putting myself in his shoes n try to see tings in HIS pt of view.
I feel like a pervert cum copycat. wad oso copy him. to eztreme... am i suppose to like d gal he like oso?
WAD THE HELL.
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haiya... juz came bek from ktv wif san. she pay....madness liao. met her right after IS lessons at 5 n she kip insisting she NEEDS d ktv. ho. we went d new branch of sunlight ar~ cos cuppage no room liao. d new branch at HELLO Singtel dere(previously POPULAR dat floor).. songs exactly same as cupage la. no diff at all. bt i tink service dere better bah.. as in those waitor wun like kip walk n peep into ur rm..

Wana passed shifu lollipop todae bt couldnt find him. Dun haf his hp no... den end up 5+ saw seng dey all...seng sae shifu 1+ alr left to mit ex-shimu liao. hmmm... rilly rilly hope dey will patch. den i can eat d lollipop i ben lai wana gif shifu 1. >.<

btw on d way bek frm ktv we went HMV... den d stage dere (infront HMV level1) gt alot of models. damn obvious dey r models loh.... look at dere si bei guai lan attitude. n d damn-confident face. bt some of dem shen cai rilly so-so nia. gt 1 gal ar.. her waist look like 25/26 lidat... lidat oso can b model den IT gt alot of gals can oso go dere liao la. ANIWAE i tink dey rehearsing for sum stuffs la.. cos gt 1 cute guy sort-of showing a model (lets gif her a name first ar...mary la) d parading plan. den dis Mary ar...she gt d hair i wanted SO LONG! me n huijuan saw her at far east yest oso loh.... light brown wif pink streats! tmd. i nt doing it liao. later ppl sae i copy her. tsk. TMD!!!!!!

oh yar gt dat business model Alicia oso.. she quite tall leh. i dino dat. nv rilly stand so near her b4.. bt her make up ar.. haiz. dun understand hw cum guys like gals wif such a thick powder base on face. imagine u kissing her... n her foundation la,mascara la,blusher powder la, lip gloss/stick la stain on ur face. eee. sumore imagine her without make up... our IT lillian oso prettier den her loh.