Checked in. My sis is now at Changi Airport.

Headache. Feeling kinda feverish. I had a complicated dream last night.

Its complicated because I've been searching for the right word to describe it, among these words : sweet, wonderful, nightmarish, wierd, familiar. So...its complicated.

I kept visiting the same places in my dreams.

An American supermarket, one storey, orange top and grey-white walls, huge carpark surrounding.

Winding streets leading to a condominium, baby pool and bridges, big stepping marble stones in the pool, there's a big round-mouth park entrance, its green,fadish green.

And then.

Last night again.

That beach. (Nah its nothing scary.)

I alighted at a old-fashioned hong kong bus stop, walked down the path leading downwards to a old-fashioned hong kong wet market. There are old ladies selling old-fashioned hong kong candies & tidbits, ugly clothes from a heck-care face uncle,walk down down down down.... and then you see the beach.

Its never blue-skied. The clouds were always there, but its not totally gloomy if you know what I mean. I'm with this guy, a head taller than me, I'm clinging on to him as though he's the last man I'll ever cling to. The feeling is complicated, its apple and cinamon, its sweet & logical. I dont love this man, but I just want to be with him.

And then I wake up.

And then I have this headache.

Damn.