Its raining outside. Thats why I blogged this.

Its funny how things lingers on and on after so many years. Or maybe its just a bad habit? Everyone keeps telling me,"Kick the habit. Its affecting ur life." I know that. But isnt it happening to everyone else?There will always be someone that vanishes but leave a mark in your life. Someone, some things, some events that you can never wipe out from your memory.

I'm quite sure that I've got over him. But...somehow, there's a shadow.

I'm sensitive to his name. When I see his name in documents or hear his name, I get paranoid and only relaxes when I see that the surname doesnt matches to his. I know nothing about cars. But I stop to read news or reviews about Mitsubishi Evolution series. Whenever I walk past the bball court, I think of him. I compare guys to him. I envy his girlfriend. But yet I don't like him anymore.

He's nothing great. But he's great to me. Which is pretty wierd ... cos I dun even know him in person.

Maybe the reason that I couldnt move on is because nothing happened between the two of us before? If something had happened, anything at all, I might feel better? But why should I be expecting anything out of somebody that I dun even like? Wonderful mess.......

Bonita says,"I swear I'll never trust cheap lens next time. No next time!!!"
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I will be ugly for 2 weeks.

2 weeks.

Ugly.

2 weeks of ugliness.

Ugly bonita for 2 weeks. I cant stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats all in my mind now. Oh damn.

We watched Harry Potter on Thurs ... lin & I agree that the new Dumbledore sucks. Other than that, the movie was quite okay. Some scary bits some touching bits and mostly harry-oh-so-shuai parts. Rina say there should be a Harry Potter land.

Life's pretty much the same. Small pleasant pop-ups here n there but ... Hmm. I think something big is going to happen soon. I duno what but...just have that feeling lah ya. When things hit the bottom of the bottoms, the only next logical sequence is that it will climb up again. Right?