To be honest, I don't hate secrets. I totally support having secrets and keeping stuffs in your heart and not saying it out. Don't be bothered by hiding things from me, I'M USED TO IT ANYWAY.

WHAT I HATE IS HAVING THINGS STUCK AT THE BACK OF MY MIND.

Like say, remembering that somebody from Spiderman series committed suicide (in real, not the role in the movies) but can't recall the name of her. Or the brand of the cap that Mun gave me for Christmas 2 years ago. Or the name of that guy who I had a crush on during Crescent days, I

remembered his pimply face but the name's a blank in my database.

Or a question that was meant to be asked at a certain point of time, missed the chance to voice out and the answer leaves hanging in dead air.

Or an insult that should have fired but held back, and now its ringing in my head aimlessly.

Hate things like that.

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Models should never be late. Rather you wait for the crew than the crew wait for you.

Period.

Which part of it is so difficult to understand, excuse me?

If you are ALREADY running late, you run. You fly. You zoom. Or you can comfortably snuggle at the backseat of a cab yet pretend to pant in the phone, I don't care. Just don't let me catch you strolling leisurely towards the venue when you are already an hour late.