San finally saw him. Walking out of the lift with his big big hockey bag.

Then when we were sitting @ the canteen, him and superman walk in. I pretended to read mag. Then he and Gary started chatting away. Gary said sth that made me broke into cold sweat.

"Ay Otah! Somebody wana know you leh!"

Then he turned towards our direction, Kimmy smiled @ Gary. Superman kinda "um chio". Then few secs later, Sunny also looked over. Throughout the whole thing, I didnt even dare to budge or turn. Gary told me later that Sunny replied "I know."



Sunny is dead.

I finally mustered my courage and flipped thru the forbidden diary. One whole diary about him...what he wear, what he said, where i saw him, who he was with. I laughed out when i saw this (above) entry. So childish. Yet so vivid...i can picture out the entire scene. The exact feelings, who was wearing what, his voice, gary's voice, the way superman "um chio", the skating rink, the instructors, the curry cupnoodles made by Gary.....................................

Kimmy, Liyin, Laren used to pei me go SR watch Sunny skate. Liyin has kinda disappeared, Laren and Sunny's dead. Dead dead dead. The times we used to share tgt...as they go, a part of me seems to fade away too......


PS:Wanted to talk about the tedious preparation work for the sat thingy but nvm, think will come back to this topic tml. Pics to blog too.