I gave up.
Yeah I gave up.

Or rather shld say...I woke up.
Yeah...I woke up.

I woke up from a dream.
Quite long, the dream.
Abit too long, I shld say.

And thats what everybody told me before.
Just that, I didnt want to accept their logic, I choose to believe what I believe its right when I know its wrong.

What a marvellous mess.

U know what happens if u like someone for too long?
U'll get used to it.
It becomes a habit. A bad habit.
That habit will eat up ur life, sink into ur mind and let u believe that you really like him.

And u know what happens if u idolises someone for too long?
U'll think that u like him.
(And so the habit cycle above mentioned follows.)

Of cos, to idolise a person u have to like him/her first. But.
Like and idolise is different.
Very different.
I took a long time to understand that.

My heart still beats when I see his friendster.
Its normal.
Cos he was my idol, and will always remain as a special someone to me.


Everything will officially end on 15th July.
Bye ^^