December. Winter. Christmas. Birthday. All my favourites.
And now?
I dread them like mad ...
Its so christmas-sy everywhere ... "Jingle bell" here "Jingle bell" there ...

ANYWAY. Today's my 1st day back at Shibuya. Everything's changed. It seems that Missy is the only joyful one around...everyone's face kinda moody or down or pissed. Another girl got sacked last week, she's the 4th this year. Alicia's gone, Elaine's gone, Joanne going soon, Esther determined to leave, and me? Ai-z ... I'm leaving as soon I get another job!

My cough getting worse. Just like my face ... saddening.