Missy have a proud heart.

Missy is afraid to lose. Afraid to cry. Afraid to let out emotions. Afraid to care too much. Afraid to give in and get nothing in return.

Missy is just the same as everybody else.

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I went shopping alone yesterday. Dressed up nicely with nobody to compliment me. Anyway...shopping alone is not as scary as I imagined. I bought a Roxy cap and a pink tee from All-In-One. I managed to ask about my X-girl tee. All-In-One staff say can try...but no guarantee. Hmmm. I have no money anyway. Just asking for the sake of asking.

I just realised that I will be stuck here for another 3 more years because of the tuition grant obligations. That iz damn shit. Another 3 years here. If my dad knows about it...he sure will say something like "That time say 3 years. Now another 3 years. Later say 3 years again right?". Shit shit shit.......btw. June asked me about what will I do after graduation...I hate to think abt all these stuffs. Everyone hates it.

Let me think ya. Right after graduation, I'm planning to go home for a mth or 2 (-Class girls coming along if I'm not wrong-)... then come back here and send in 101 resumes to every single entertainment-related companies / schools/ organizations in Singapore. Preferably some well-known music companies. Worst come worst I go apply for full-time jobs at HMV or Music Junction loh...and if really really worst situation comes, I go back Shibuya work full-time till I get notification from the 101 companies that I've sent in resumes to. Okay...so my point is. I wana get a job that is related to ENTERTAINMENT AND MEDIA. This is my first step to my bf! If you think I'm just joking , you are so wrong.

We're going Sentosa tml! Yeah~