Got alot of stuffs done within these three days. Paid my fee voucher. Bought my formal wear. Got my mascara (for FREE!!). Went queensway to photocopy LAN txtbook. Seems like i've done ALOT of things. Hmm...pretty broke. Feeling quite sick at the moment...been coughing for past 2 weeks le. Terrible! Cough and cough and cough ... >,<

Was supposed to work today but couldnt get Pancy ( A lady that's in charge of me )...kept calling her to know my working venue. Cant get her last night, so tried calling her this morning. Still cant get her....call up her shop and office blah blah blah...den they told me she was on leave! Tsk. Quite pissed off by her irresponsibility. Shld have called me earlier to tell me today no work mah... Anyway. She finally got back to me at ard 7+ and said to call her on Fri to confirm venue. The office system really sucks.

Tend to be easily touched and hurt by the little things people say/do. Especially when it comes to friendship matters(who cares about guys anyway?) Lin called in the noon ... ... her call affected me quite abit. Felt abit useless...cant be there when your friends need somebody to talk to or just for accompany. Ever since Ma and sis left Singapore, been relying alot on friends, for support, for money,for advises, for accompany... ...think i'm getting too dependent on them. Have been doing some soul-searching .... am I always the one taking and not giving anything in return? Why issit that I have the feeling that all of them are drifting further and further from me....or is it just natural as all of them are attached? .........................................................................................................................