Just sort of wondering abt this today...there are some people u meet, at the wrong time at the wrong setting. If they had enter your life with a different status, or at a different time, a different setting, maybe things would not be like what it is today. Some people are met too early, some too late.

I'm desperately searching for Mr. D, although i'm not sure what i would do when i really find him. Would i react the same, like i did 2 years ago? I hope not ... I must be brave! Haiz but back to the question I really really really duno what will I do if I really see him ar. So shit. He's not my crush he's not an old lover he's not a ex-sch mate he's not even counted as a friend ... so, erm...what is he?

As u can see, i'm getting very confused + contradicting.