You're the worst in what I call you for.

Giving in and get nothing in return.

Invest and lose it all.

I wouldn't call that a stupid act. I regard it as a nice attempt, fees paid for a lesson, a pinch from life to remind me that I'm alive. Taking it this way does make me feel better.

Sometimes I jerk awake, caught myself red-handed in the action of being nice again, a voice in my head shrieks "Why cant you learn?" and a voice in my heart whispers "Stop before you break again". Both are right.

Sometimes I try to play it your style. I got the moves right and the emotions wrong.

I hate you for getting me all upset.

Change over night

They sounded really casual.

Nothing. We're done with each other. And now, next.

Probably should get Ryan to learn from them.

Honesty is the best policy....if done early.

I don't think its wrong to be true to your feelings.

But you probably should have done it earlier. It will reduce the damage.

I need a Zesta

A snippet:

Day 15 - Peace

Day 16 - Fitting

Day 17 - Shoot

Day 18 - Shoot x 2, Show x 1 & Training

Day 19 - Casting & Training

Day 20 - Training. Dinner with Mum.

Quiet Monday

Isnt the office abit over-quiet today? Wished I had a TV to blast the volume from. K never, I'll turn on the radio. *click click click* Or maybe I should blow my nose non-stop till the next fella steps in.

Fish's gonna be away for a long weekend, back to the arms of her boyfriend. I'm back to Pte Ltd, thank goodness we're not having any major going-ons. Anyways I do hope Fish's enjoying herself, cos its gonna be a string of crazy months when she's back.

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Took a leave to waste the last day of The Man's "break period" together.

I miss everything about NP. The dragging of feet up the stairs at Block 31 and 27, sitting at Atrium waiting for the girls, the teriyaki chicken sandwich and chicken mayo sandwiches from Prima Deli (ooohhh the most miss-ed snack), hanging on huijuan's hairy arms and hushing her over to the basketball courts behind Canteen 2, tagging childish stuffs on each other's back in lecture halls.

Its all like yesterday. Awwww.

July's - bad start with a good ending

Plans for the future are so exciting.

A cold war ended.

My period came finally. Goodbye Xiao Long (I called my baby-to-be xiao long for nick).

I'm finally saving. Or rather I finally have enough to get by.

And now, we say hi to August.

The intimidating August. 老娘才不怕你!

Thank you 60.1%

Over-priced HDB flats.

Steaming red hot price getting more and more eye-popping.

Breakdown of SMRT trains repeatedly.

And now attempt to increase transportation fares.

What's next?

Darn its July

Appetizer - bite size snaps.

Met Gwen and Eve for dinner, was supposed to celebrate Carol's birthday again but I left early. I'm sorrryyy!!!

Giena had her hair dyed red, again. Its coming off on cam abit pinkish isnt it.

Kimmy @ Ootoya. Its a new Japanese sorta "casual dining" restaurant at The Clementi Mall. Expensive without reason, don't go.

Can't say who's more out of mind. Me who keep dragging her into eateries or her not stopping me. This plate of Mi Xian rocks. At Hong Guo @ Bugis basement. ROCKS.

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Fasten the seat belt, its July.

Last month was an unfruitful chaos, phones ringing running up and down the stairs flipping through files calling everyone new girl came and left sending messages non-stop and before I know it, the month's gone. June's gone. And the efforts weren't really paid for.

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Thanks love for saving the day. For keeping the unbalanced balance.

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Friends around me are having a hard time gathering themselves after a nasty break up. There will be tear shed, but the famous quote, "its called a break up because its broken", didn't go famous for nothing. My help is like a generous dab of La Mer cream on your months-not-yet-exfoliated skin.

Pick the pieces up. Now move on. Easier said than done cos I'm not you, I've moved on. And look what I've found? Someone better. Lalalalalalalala.

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