Your sms-es pissed me off, is still pissing me off, so would you please STOP sms-ing me.

Thank you.

They always say I'm stupid to suggest "sit down and talk" logic.

I just think that its very important to communicate, and to be given a chance to communicate. If it doesn't work after talking things out, then be it, I rest my case, you go your way.

But at least, can we just sit down and talk first?

" I'm not gonna stay for casting because its Saturday and I gotta leave at 2pm. "

.... is something that should be left unsaid.

It doesn't pay off to work with unprofessional people, high time to educate them.

Heels are not part of your body but its part of a models' life.

If you're serious about modeling, you ought to have all the basic items such as black white open toe and covered heels, silver or golden heels and black white boots. Until today, I've only come across 2 models who has the above mentioned set.

If you're serious about modeling, go and get these stuffs. Do not expect the clients or the agency to provide it.

Just some random snaps for you to read while having dinner :

The big day for our photographer, and my first wedding dinner in Malaysia.

On the cab down to the restaurant.

Found it.

No, this is not Davania, its her boyfriend

I find them sick. Falling in love with their own face.

Alex Lee, you're right. Davania's a capricorn.

May you rest in peace, fishy.

I am working with interesting people. This one's a crazy guy.

Fat face doesn't bother me, wierd face does.

I wish to have a better wedding.

Oops.

Special mix for the groom. Whats in it? Well...just abit of everything on the table.

Wicked.

I think everybody knows my sister came to stay, introduced her to my groups of friends. She finds my class guys real childish. *shoot her, people, shoot her!*

杜文泽. Fat versus real.

Our new hairstyles. Its not new by now.

She's so sailor mercury.

With my little cousin at Ikea.

She's already Sec four, dudes, believe it or not.

Some youngies really amaze me with their big boobs and mature face. Looking at her makes me relax...at least there are still some normal human beings growing up the normal way normal speed.

I felt feverish after watching Inception. My brain cells are not used to be functioning on a Saturday evening, you see.

San and I had fun scaring ourselves at The Sorcerer's Apprentice. I half expected Mickey magic-ing the brooms and pails, but there wasn't any Mickey. The classic flood scene came anyway.

Go watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice, its nicer than I expected.

I've never steal anybody's LV bag, foookkkkeeerr!

I don't even like LV bags!

Guy from Lukoil, you watch out.

YOU WATCH OUT!

Santa aint giving you any presents this year.

After brainstorming for ideas, searching images, going through the wardrobe in the studio, sit down and discuss with the photographer and makeup artist.

After sitting in explaining the concepts, running up and down the stairs trying to juggle my coordinations, checking the raw pictures after every shot.

After nagging Gary for editing, touching up and fretting which picture should be headshot.

After calls and sms-es to remind training sessions, adjusting the mistakes and wasting afternoons after afternoons correcting the same mistakes.

After pushing real hard, trying to convince clients that yes, she is ready, he is ready, give them a chance, and then bombing them calls again, yes, you are ready, go and try again for the casting.

Then.

Then, they fly. Without a word of thanks.

Then, they soar to somebody else' arms. And spitting saliva back at us.

Styling, directing, training. I'm not paid for all these, you know?

I'm disheartened, sometimes.