Testshoot with Michael Seah and Zhou Mo

Another Sunday burnt on tests.

The motivation for me to buy alarming apparels is even if I'm not gonna wear it ever, the models can. 

Theme : Left behind

Photographer : Michael Seah

Model : Zhou Mo (ELITE)

Stylist : Bonita 

Theme : I'm the king of the playground

Photographer : Michael Seah

Model : Zhou Mo (ELITE)

Stylist : Bonita 

The legendary September

Still busy but not as breathtaking as before. Being out a talent agency does have some space during this period. At least I don't have a growing stack of comcards on my table, that kinda stress me out everytime I pause to take a break from my computer.

My sister is now with Dreamodels Hong Kong, great. Like me, she's definitely not one who can work with 4 walls and typical office work. We hate mixing with strangers in general, but we need the spice strangers bring to our lives. And if these strangers somehow transform to a friend...well all the better.

I'm positive that Divina will enjoy socializing better than I do.

Speaking of which I had a dream of 2 new colleagues on my team, a posh looking plump lady and her skinny fair sidekick, two mean bitches. In my dream, we were getting to know each other for the first time at a rowdy canteen, and as the sidekick takes a seat, I greeted her with a hi. The posh looking plump lady stared at me and said "Don't mind me asking, but you don't like PR don't you?" I was wondering (in my dream yes wondering) how she knew that, and I replied "Yeap, I hate PR". And from then on they became real nasty with words.

Moral of the dream : never admit that you hate PR. You would be despised.

In an empty office right now

I yearned for a trip and I got a trip.

The first hour waiting for my flight at Changi Airport, I felt like cancelling my plans. I wanted to get out of the gate, ring my sister to tell her that I'm sorry I can't go, hop on a cab and go back to his place. I didn't. It had been a bad three-days, rough nights, emotional and all. I felt that we both need time away from each other.

Well its always just me who needed to be away.

Taipei didn't do me any good. Work calls, work emails, work text...I won't be amazed by the figures on this month's phone bills. Just kept reminding myself that it's supposed to be a relaxed getaway, and I should stay focused on relaxing. Taipei couldn't keep me concentrated on having fun though, some places had become really disappointing after the Taiwan government implements this-and-thats in their structure of business and layout of the area.

But I did have fun with my sister, walking miles and miles gossiping away, mad frenzy at Cosmed & Watsons (their cosmetics are so cheap) and exploring supper places every night. I love all the nights back at the hostel, supper-ing in bras and panties while watching tv together.

 

 

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Won't be going Taipei for the next few years I guess. 

Of course July is here, silly you

Its so hard to keep secrets

I thought I was pregnant, serious.
And now it has been proven that I'm not....I need some explanation for that ultra big slab of fat around my abdomen area. Please.



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There has been alot of jumpy moments for the past weeks. Three incidents that shot my pressure up the blood metre, my doc almost shed tears of joy. It's so hard to keep secrets. I hate it. I hate playing hide-and-seek. Its chewing on my nerve and forcing my EQ to shed skin.

Super fragile. I feel.
And that's why I'm super appreciative about the protection I've been receiving from all sort of people. If you shade people, they shade you back. They have no obligation to do so, but they will do it because they know that you weren't obliged to shade them in the first place.

World's round.

Darn the weather....I almost died

Friends will always be there. Somewhere out there.

This is one true fact that I've learnt over the years. Away from home.

Friends will always be there. Somewhere out there. It might not be the same superhero everytime, they will take turns, and each will have their turn. If they aren't gonna appear in any crisis moment in life, those aren't friends. Those are acquaintances that you meet alot and do alot of things with. Acquaintances.

I've got a long list of acquaintances in my facebook. And I've also surprised myself with the pleasant list of friends I've made from the industry.

Niiiiice.

April, you're such a wild surprise

I haven't really tasted April, and now its moving off my plate.

Long breaks are really not my thing. I'm ready to get out to the field and start slaving away. And tomorrow's the day. The little butterflies and that uncomfortable feel of uncertainty before entering a new environment has been disturbing during my holidays, I'm sure it will go away when things get busy. 

I just love being busy.