Bonita says, "I finally blogged!"
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U won't believe it, I'm actually still using dialup. Sumore is Np dialup...mine has been terminated very soon after I left Np (giam leh..np) so I'm using Kimmy's account instead. Ha. Now that she has graduated....I wonder how long will Np take to terminate hers account......haiz. Anybody has some great (cheap is what I really meant) bb plans to intro plz tag.

Myworkiseatingintosomuchofmyprivatetime. I regret telling my bosses that I dun mind OT! They're now taking it for granted... ..."bon...tonight help me pass this to XX client @ 7." or "ah bon ah...this one I wan by today(by d time she says this already 530 le) leh cos tml I wana meet XX client le" or "U mind doing OT today? I actually need u to blah blah blah blah blah.". ROLL EYES. Like I have a choice ..........

I'm oh so into accesorries. Jelly beans earrings victorian brooches retro necklaces turqoiuse this-and-that....muack. Kinda neglect my wardrobe....hmmmm. Though I've been dying to get those oh-so-nice victorian blouses and oh-so-nice cropped jacket >_<

This is probably the longest war I had with my parents. I just put down the phone....regretted that I called. I shouldnt have called. I really shouldnt. My mom apologised...but she still thinks that its actually no big deal. She thinks kids should not be too xiao qi. XIAO QI. Try me..I can be even more xiao qi.

I've totally break contact with my bro le. A guy that I relied on for these years. And now. Bye bye. Tsk tsk.

Friday is coming!!! finally!!I wana watch tv watch vcd go fareast shopping try cosmetics @ taka go watch my corspe bride eat breko read finish my library book go facial sing k do some exercise

Bonita says,"Keep hatred out of your world."

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I wanted to blog how pathetic I was and get all sympathetic replies from everyone. But the story is too long, and I'm so so scared that by the time I finish my story, you'll think "chey? Whats d big deal?" so I decide not to say.

Talk about my eyes.

When I woke up this morning, to my horror, my eyes were goldfishly swollen. I was left with half an eye ball and 20 minutes to do something/anything to it. Da S say black coffee or pail of iced water or cold eye mask can solve the problem but I have none of them...................><>

Hmm. Lets talk about happier stuffs ^^

My bosses gave me an increment!!! Not much but still. = ) And they offered me 2 choices of destination...either Osaka or Hong Kong as an incentive trip!!! Guess what I chose?

Hong Kong! Cos no point going Osaka then no money to spend at all.........

Our next class gathering ...... lets go East coast parK then go Settlers cafe?

Bonita says:"Enough of this bonita say thing lah idiot."
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I'm friendless. Lin is busy. San dun love me anymore. Kimmy resigns from PTO. Huijuan got headache. Kaiwen's heart is at tekong. Rina is terrorizing me with her looks. Amy is at HK striving for her Gucci bag........

I'm either having OT in office or meeting clients or watching vcd every evening. My dinner is ta bao food and ta bao food and ta bao food....

Heng I still got a job. Or else I'll be friendless, lifeless, steadless and jobless.....

Bonita sighs," Why are guys all like that. "
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I give up le lah.

Issit my luck or what? Like what lin said...I always get the naughtiest tuition kids, worst tuition parents, lowest wages, lousiest jobs ... and I keep getting the same type of guys. Lazy guys. All words and no actions, whaaaaats d point!

And I thought that he's different. PUI. PUI.

Bonita says,"There are many unpleasant words used here. We're sorry for the language, but its only for today."
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In short. "Ur cb let man f*ck and earn money." Thats what she said. Then she hit me with the pointed end of her umbrella. That was what happened. Early in the morning 8 am.

I cant stand this anymore. I shouldnt tolerate this madness anymore.

Why is everybody asking me to move out? Why should I bear the hatred that has nothing to do with me? Why are people scolding me of something I never do? If I can understand their situation of siding with their own mum, why cant they stand in MY shoes and spare a thought for me? Why are these people so heartless? Why cant I do something for my own sake? Why cant I GET HER OUT OF THE HOUSE?!?!?!?!?!? Tmd u all think I dun dare issit.

I dun understand why are some people so kpo. They think all this mess is an interesting movie issit, come kpo awhile, console u abit, then siam liao. WHAT IS THIS. If you're not into helping me, why not just get lost?

What can i do? If i make a police report....i'd have all my relatives turn against me. If I dont...I'd be bullied into the same situation over and over again. I HAD ENOUGH OF IT.

Tml morning...they'll be at my door le....I'd be fighting a war all alone....one against many....oh my gosh I'm so damn tired and afraid........................................................ and nobody's with me

PS: THanks to u guyz that lend me a listening ear when i was about to breakdown.....

Bonita laugh: " Serve you right!!!!! "
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Work is busy. Busy working lady = Me.

I wonder how people can be so free and slack in their work ... ... if you're reading this in office, you're one of those people that I'm referring to. And I wonder...how come I'm not hating my job. There are workholic genes inside me?

I really really wana take up fashion taking...but somehow things are not going as smoothly like I planned. (*I hate it when things get out of control*)

My plan was: Take up cloth making course in CC > use the facilities in CC to try out my own designs > show designs to friends and get feedbacks > if feedbacks are positive, take up Fashion Design diploma course in NYP/MDIS > career plans blah blah blah. And now I'm stuck!!!!! Very few CCs are offering this course....and I couldnt find other same-priced alternatives thru net. Shit lah.

There are so many nice people around me ^^ Really feel like giving them a big big hug manz ( For free lah of course ^_- ).

PS:I wonder I wonder I wonder....what are you doing now? Why arent you messaging me?

Bonita shouts:"Increment! Increment! Increment!!!!!!"

I'm going to have an increment ... one week after I start work !!!!!!!! What a pleasant news ^^

I have 4 bosses, which means...

*one task x 4
*workload x 4
*EQ level maintain @ 100%

And of course...remember 4 different preferences, 4 different places for filing & processing, 16 sets of passwords & userids blah blah blah. Basically I just do everything else (frm simple filing, making calls, preparing documents to meeting clients) except SALES. Something that I'm so familiar with.....-_-

11 am this morning, I was left alone in a conference room. I looked out of the window. I saw the blue blue sky and the white white clouds. It looked exactly like the sky that I used to see while walking from Blk 31 to library @ level 2. The air-con was damn strong and I was shivering. Outside, the sun was shining brightly. Today quite hot. Then my boss returned and carried on with his briefing session on Insurance Business Flow.

I miss NP.

I'm now a office lady.
I'm now a office lady.
I'm now a office lady.
I'm now a office lady...................................

Type le one long long post duno how come never appear ... !

Bonita shouts:"Friday is coming! Friday is coming!"

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Aiyah. Dun feel like blogging le. Hmph. Update tml lah. Muackz.